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"The asset was for something. He had a purpose. He had missions and orders." Bucky released a laugh, bitter and hollow. "At least then I knew what I was supposed to be doing. Now I just—I wake up and I don't know why. What's the point of any of this if I'm just going to be empty forever?"
"You won't be."
"You don't know that."
"I do know that," Steve said firmly. "You've already made progress, Buck. You've already taken pieces of yourself back and started building something. You have been since before I found you. Think of the words and the notebook—those are yours, you did that."
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Bucky learns to rebuild himself by journaling carefully chosen words he resonates with. He documents his journey from emptiness and guilt to finding love and peace, all while being supported endlessly by Steve.
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19 Jan 2026
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A Very Bucky Christmas by DCAngst
Fandoms: Thunderbolts (Movie 2025), Marvel Cinematic Universe
24 Dec 2025
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Bucky hasn't had a real Christmas in a long time, so he decides to indulge himself with his New Avengers teammates on their first Christmas together.
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25 Dec 2025
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Longing (Zhelaniye) by DCAngst
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America (Chris Evans Movies)
19 Dec 2025
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An ocean apart, Steve and Bucky experience their first Christmas after Project Insight.
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23 Dec 2025
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Stay awake and remember (my name) by lisbei
Fandoms: The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
07 Oct 2019
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Bucky isn't doing too well right now. His best friend (or, the man he loved - but Bucky ain't one for dramatics, so he'll just keep sayin' friend) decided to live an entire life without him, the US government wants to imprison or kill him, HYDRA might still be around, and he's displaced in time. Again.
Good news is, he's not completely alone, at least for the moment. And when he has to go on the run again, he'll find out that help comes from the most unexpected places.
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17 Oct 2025
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tezeta (nostalgia) by vowelinthug
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America (Movies), Captain America - All Media Types
04 Jun 2018
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Steve Rogers is a terrible tourist, and a lousy house guest.
Bucky Barnes waters his plants and tries his best.
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set in that sweet spot between Black Panther and Infinity War, in a little valley in Wakanda
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10 Sep 2025