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  1. Public Bookmark 68

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    “She cheated on me. With you. We broke up!” He growled, hands coming up before he could stop himself and shoving the man in front of him. “Why the fuck did you fuck my girlfriend?” His voice had risen a bit by this point, and his frustration was palpable.

    Why did Rozanov not care that he’d just ruined an entire relationship? And why did Ilya Rozanov look smug at the idea that he and his girlfriend had just broken up?

    Rozanov frowned at Shane’s hands still on his bare shoulders, but he had moved maybe half an inch from his shove. Rozanov raised an eyebrow at Shane, dropping his arms before leaning forward an inch further, their faces almost touching. Shane involuntarily sucked in a breath.

    “Are you jealous?” Rozanov asked quietly, gaze flicking between his eyes and mouth. There was the tiniest smirk on his face. Shane reeled back, eyes wide as he stared up at the man before him.

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    Shane's girlfriend cheated on him with Ilya Rozanov, Boston College's hockey captain and his rival. Shane finds Rozanov to give him a piece of his mind.

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    20 Jul 2026

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    05 Jul 2026

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    He looks up at Rozanov, whose brows have since migrated up over his forehead, almost tangling in his mess of curls as he eagerly awaits either a response or a reaction.

    Shane gives both at once.

    “We can’t fuck in there.”

    Ilya’s smile doesn’t falter. Shane really wishes he was kissing him instead of standing here, shrinking into his jacket, shivering under the cool nighttime air, the hot tub water glimmering under a heavy moonlight.

    “Why not?” Rozanov challenges. “Is fine, no? I can make you break a sweat, Hollander. Even without the bubbles.”

    Shane deadpans him and that just makes Rozanov laugh airily, clearly bemused by his response to all this.

    or: ilya’s house has a hot tub and a mirror in the yard, so he and shane make very good use of it

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    04 Jul 2026

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    a collection of less/not safe for work artworks ive done that would get me nuked in real time if i posted them on certain socials

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    30 Jun 2026

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    zuko nation @yaoionice

    tell me why the rozanov leaks have me sobbing into my pillow … god i see what you have done for others

    oh captain my captain @jimothykirk

    Replying to @yaoionice

    RIGHT like i think love might be real

    dani @danisqueerbar

    Replying to @jimothykirk

    we found love in a hopeless place (rozanov’s dms)

     

    Or, the internet reacts to leaked messages between Ilya Rozanov and the mysterious Jane.

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    27 Jun 2026

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    To pay for his off-campus apartment, Shane Hollander starts working as a camboy. His teammate, co-Captain, and biggest rival, Ilya Rozanov, finds out and wants to do a collab.

    Turns out, he had been doing porn to pay for his own necessities.

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    27 Jun 2026

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    Shane waits for Ilya’s arm to curl around his waist, for the familiar weight of his body to press in close and ground him again.

    Except it never comes.

    He was gone. Ilya left.

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    20 Jun 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 90

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    Ilya was always it for Shane, but he had some other adventures on the way. Regrettably, a certain Russian was never far from his thoughts while he sorted it all out.

    A canon-compliant exploration of Shane's other lovers and exploits, featuring a sex toy and two very real men who, unfortunately for Shane, are not Ilya Rozanov.

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    18 Jun 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 80

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    When Ilya comes across a pair of panties a female fan had sent him, it inspires Shane to surprise his husband with something new.

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    Shane wears lacy panties. Ilya loses his mind (and calls Shane a good girl).

    Part of a loose series but can be read alone

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    18 Jun 2026

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    When Public Health Canada approaches Shane about being the face of a sexual health campaign targeted at queer men, Shane’s old fears bubble to the surface. He never wanted to be known as a gay activist but he is sick of feeling like he is letting his new-found community down as he tries to focus on his first season as an Ottawa Centaur. A new friendship with a PWHL star and the unswerving adoration of his husband Ilya help him navigate questions of guilt, identity and what we owe each other, all while he tries to win another damn cup.

    Part of a series but can be read alone.

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    18 Jun 2026

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    During their honeymoon in Ibiza, Shane decides he wants to try something new. Two new things, actually. Ilya, as always, is there for whatever he needs.

    Ilya and Shane's honeymoon in Ibiza, featuring fisting and poppers

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    15 Jun 2026

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    After crashing out over whether he is sufficiently queer, Shane makes the drunken and impulsive decision to get his nipples pierced. Who could have thought two such tiny pieces of metal could cause so much spiralling?

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    15 Jun 2026

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    “You want specifics? Okay. I am thinking about putting you where I want you,” Ilya finally admits. “On the mat. In a position I choose. And you hold it like the good boy you are, keeping your form exactly where I put it. Because you have best fucking form in whole NHL. I think about making you listen. About deciding when you move, how you move. I am thinking of sucking your dick on your favorite mat, moya lyubov. Thinking about ruining your mat and ruining you,”

    Jesus Christ.

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    or: Shane Hollander is unknowingly ruining his husband workout sessions. Ilya does something about it.

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    14 Jun 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 11

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    Shane's eyelids fluttered open and Ilya smirked, lips stretched around his erection. Shane suddenly froze and looked down, eyes wide.

    “Ilya, what are you- what are you doing?” he asked breathily, hoarsely.

    “Good morning, my love,” Ilya greeted, dropping a soft kiss where Shane’s hip met his leg. “I’m surprised to hear you ask a question with such an obvious answer. But since you’re wondering, I’m busy sucking your beautiful cock.”

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    08 Jun 2026

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    Anyway, Shane didn't remember exactly what was in the folder ... But he knew they were all good shots of him.

    He hastily clicked open the folder, his eyes barely glancing through the dozen or so shots there, vaguely registering a picture with a sunset background from his condo balcony, something of him laughing, a picture of him working at his laptop with his glasses on...

    The director called him again, and he shook his head, the photos blurring. Whatever. It would have to do.

    He clicked "select all," then the messages icon, then Rozanov's name. Hit send.

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    Or: When never-hooked-up Shane and Ilya have to collaborate on a league charity project, Shane accidentally sends Ilya a nude.

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    08 Jun 2026

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    Ilya posts a casual video of himself covered in a necklace of hickeys given to him by his beautiful, freaky boyfriend. In an unfortunate turn of events, girls all over the world join forces to share the details and video evidence of their own sexual exploits with Russia’s pass-around party boy. Shane is not at all consumed by jealousy and absolutely does not fall into a spiral of competitive obsession over these events.

    Or, 5 times Shane tries to be as good as every girl that Ilya’s ever been with, + 1 time Ilya shows him that he has always been better.

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    07 Jun 2026

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    “So,” Shane started out, pushing half a strawberry around his plate, leaving a pink slimy trail in its wake. His eyes were down when he spoke, as usual, but they flicked up to find Ilya’s after a moment. “Um. I know it’s early, but I have a birthday gift for you. Well,” Shane bit his lip. “It’s not, like, a gift, I guess. Not physical.” 

    Ilya’s eyebrows raised, and he painted on a curious smile, pointing at his chest. 

    “For me? A gift?”

     

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    or, ilya's first vacation with the hollanders. shane has a few surprises for him.

    (takes place immediately after the conclusion of dana street)

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    07 Jun 2026

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    Ilya contemplated his choice of words. “So, maybe three months after honeymoon. Jackie was pregnant.”

    “Dude,” Hayden scoffed. “Why do you need to know?” He finally turned around to give Ilya a proper scowl.

    “Is another thing we will beat you at,” Ilya said with a wink. “Maybe in nine months, you will meet baby Hollander.”

    Hayden groaned, scrunching up his face in disgust as he exited the car. Shane was displaying Ilya’s favorite combination of emotions: embarrassment, annoyance, and arousal.

    “What the fuck is your problem?” Shane laughed, no venom in his voice.

    “This is what people do on their honeymoon, yes?” Ilya winked. “Make baby.”

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    or, post-canon hollanov on their honeymoon, doing what newlyweds do best.

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    07 Jun 2026

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    “You are so pretty, baby,” Ilya’s voice dragged across his skin, “So young. Too young for me. Hm?”

    Shane thought he may never have been so turned on in his life.

    “No,” he shook his head frantically, “No I’m not.”

    “But you can’t even tell how much I want you,” he nearly pouted, taking a step closer to Shane, who thought his legs might be turning into jelly, “Makes me feel a little dirty, like I’m taking advantage.”

    “You’re not- You wouldn’t be.”

    “I don’t know,” he tilted his head to the side, moving even closer to him, so that their chests were nearly pressed together, “I don’t know, is not a good look, me chasing after someone like you.”

    “I want you to,” the words spilled out of his mouth, “I want you to chase me.”

    Or, Shane is home from college for the summer, and has a thing for the man that lives across the street. Turns out, that man has a thing for him right back.

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    07 Jun 2026

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    “I want one day,” Shane interrupted Ilya’s inner meltdown with, really, the only acceptable response. “And then we can…” Shane trailed off. “Then we can, I don’t know. Reset.”

    “Reset,” Ilya repeated, unconvinced.

    “Yeah.”

    It was another few moments of stunned silence before Ilya spoke again.

    “We could go somewhere.”

    *

    or, what if Shane decided to stay, that night… and then decided to miss his flight home the next day.

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    06 Jun 2026

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