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    Shane wasn’t stupid. He figured this was some kind of fucking cowardly tactic to keep him from being at the Games. Hopefully, that’s all they wanted. If he just played nice, maybe this would all be over soon.

    No one was coming.

    Shane closed his eyes briefly.

    No one, except maybe Rozanov. And he was pretty sure Rozanov would just be pissed off at being stood up.

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    27 Mar 2026

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    “Your brother, Alexei, he is dead”, a woman’s voice rang through the phone. It sounded stern, not particularly affected by what it was saying. Shane didn’t know if the ‘russians are too strong for emotions’ or the lack of actual emotions was to blame. Either way, he shifted his free hand to hold Ilya’s free one.

    “It’s Paulina, my step mother", Ilya whispered. His voice trembled. “How did he die?”

    “Drug overdose. It’s been bad for a while, I guess it had to take him away eventually.” Some of the Centaurs were trying to ask what was happening but Shane waved them away with a flick of a hand before he continued to slowly caress Ilya's back again. He hoped it would feel somewhat comforting.

    ‘Thank you for telling me, but it’s not on me to give him a funeral, I don’t have anything to do with him anymore.’ Ilya had spitted out. Anger started to show through his stoic expression.

    “Well, yes we know. But that’s not all. His wife, what was her name again?”

    “Alina”

    “Yes, her! She left. She left the children here at my home and never came back. It's been a week.”

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    27 Mar 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 45

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    Shane wakes up after hitting his head to discover that he and Ilya have three children, are retired from hockey, and are getting divorced. Shane doesn't remember any of that. But he's determined to get them back together.

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    25 Mar 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 22

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    Shane Hollander watches in silent panic, as Ilya Rozanov, his lover and rival, disappears behind a facade of normalcy.

    Or: Ilya gets a depressive period and no longer can find it in himself to actually enjoy having sex with Shane.

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    24 Mar 2026

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    “I might’ve had a few drinks,” Shane admitted. “Which room are you in? I’m in the elevator.”
    “Third floor. Room 48,” Ilya replied without hesitation, already swinging his legs out of bed and searching for the light switch.
    “See you in a bit.” The line went dead.

    ( Or: Shane shows up at Ilya’s hotel room a little drunk and very clingy. Ilya is more than okay with that. )

    ++ Updated with new chapter: the morning after ++
    As Ilya wakes up, it takes him a moment to realise he’s wrapped around Shane, face buried in his neck, like he never let go.

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    24 Mar 2026