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Sam tries to "man up," almost shoots Dean, and ends up crying in a shower.
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9x23 diverging AU.
"This is where it starts — the brightly lit ring, the screams, the glinting of knives, the baring of teeth. This, right here, is where it begins. Sam turns to Dean, Metatron just a hero's walk away, and Dean slams his fist into the side of Sam's face. It will bruise, but that's not the point. Sam will not face Metatron's blade and wrath, but that is not the point. The point is, Dean puts Sam's hands on his chest, the action sickly sweet like perfume left on a tacky, bloated corpse — and then he walks away. He leaves Sam, dreaming black dreams on the ground, just outside of the impala. Baby does not protect him when one of Abaddon's followers finds him. Baby does not scream for help or look for Dean when the demons drag Sam's unconscious body away.
When Dean leaves Metatron's burnt-out husk, his bones screaming ecstasy from the kill, he finds Sam gone."
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12 Sep 2021
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The long, dragged-out, emotional, let's-nearly-kill-'im version of Sam dealing with the trials. Setting Season 8. Post S8E20, right after Dean says, "Want me to do the whole, uh, airplane thing with the spoon?"
Complete rewrites/revisions of this fic were completed on 8/20/2019. And now this fic has ART - Thank you TheGreenestGreenToEverGreen!
Posting brand new chapters as of 8/20/2020 👀😃
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12 Sep 2021
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A few simple choices not made, and Dean is left wishing that he had turned around sooner, had never left, had asked him more. Now he's sitting beside his brother in the hospital, his body burned beyond what his chances of survival should have been. Post 5.04 - 'The End'. Dean's P.O.V. Major Character Death.
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30 Jun 2021
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I cried so much reading it. Amazing fic, so much emotion.