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  1. Public Bookmark 72

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    Ilya Rozanov was not scared of death.
    He didn’t understand how anyone could be. Death was not scary to him. That doesn’t mean he was being careless or actively seeking out ways to die.
    I mean sure, he could admit he didn’t look both ways before crossing the road, or stop drinking when on medication or even drink responsibly at that. He didn’t panic when he held his breath underwater for just that bit too long it started to burn his lungs and yeah, he could get a bit clumsy when using kitchen knives, sometimes wondering what would happen if he just moved his blade that bit closer to his wrist, thinking about how it would cut deep and bleed and then he-
    Ilya Rozanov wasn’t scared of death and he wasn’t actively seeking it out. Not that he would tell anyone if he was

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    Ilya rozanov is depressed, traumatised and slavic so he refuses to accept help from the people who care about him and tries to just man up and take it (but shocker he can't)

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    15 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 10

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    Ilya Rozanov wakes up feeling like shit.

    He tries to keep it from Shane in fear of being a burden, but is soon reminded how much his husband cares and loves him.

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    15 Jul 2026

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    There was something deeply wrong about the way Ilya was falling, but there also wasn’t anything he could do about it. He was a helpless victim to the laws of physics. Gravity was a cruel mistress, and so were force, mass, and acceleration.

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    Ilya breaks his leg REAL BAD during a game.

    Disclaimer: All characters belong to Rachel Reid/Jacob Tierney/Crave/HBO Max. I do not give permission for this work to be plugged into AI.

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    15 Jul 2026

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    He didn’t see the thunder coming.
    He flinched so hard his body almost lifted from the mattress. Shane understood.
    “Oh, Ilya,” he said it so gently, like he was speaking to a child, or a scared puppy. Or maybe both. At the same time, “Come here, sweetheart. It’s ok.”

    “I just can’t sleep. And you always said I could come to you if– If I needed it,” Luca’s voice was low, he was staring at the floor.
    “Yes, Luca, you should come to me when something is wrong. I am captain, so I am like mama duck with her ducklings."

     

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    While in Tampa for a game, a tropical storm hits the city and both Ilya and Luca find out how much easier it gets if you let yourself be vulnerable enough to get comforted.

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    15 Jul 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 9

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    Ilya get's woken up by a thunderstorm and it brings up some memories.

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    15 Jul 2026