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    Perceptive isn’t a word Jonathan Byers would use to describe himself. Watchful could work, but only to a certain degree. A careless, languid watchful. Too relaxed to be considered sharp, but he notices enough not to lose the title altogether.

    Will and Mike, from Jonathan’s perspective.

    OR: Jonathan Byers tries to convince you he’s unobservant for 40k words

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    07 Dec 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 22

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    jonathan supervised her as she ate, halfheartedly reminding her to chew slowly. all the while, his hand smoothed down the wrecked french braid she’d now had her hair in for 51 hours.

    having a baby is hell.

    or; jonathan, nancy, marriage, adulthood, pregnancy, adoption, wins, losses, and daughters

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    25 Aug 2025

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    Steve made his choice, hiding behind his too-big Letterman jacket and later that overpriced Members Only while his friends went out of their way to make Jonathan’s life hell; or what he thought, in the ninth grade, was hell.

    Hell actually came two years later, when they dragged Will’s body out of the quarry.  When Lonnie came home.  When his mother sat him down like he was three years old again and said, smiling tightly, I’m going to have a baby.

    Benjamin, the magnificent life-fixing-grief-resolving-replacement-baby, was born nine months later.

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    13 Jun 2025

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    Jonathan, Joyce, Will, and El pack their things and move to Illinois. It’s the start of a lot of new things: new schools, new relationships, and new feelings. And maybe some healing.

    These are the baby steps that Jonathan takes with his family to get through the school year and to graduation.

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    13 Jun 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 25

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    Nancy is sixteen the first time she nearly dies. By the time she hits eighteen, the number has grown to nine. Nine times where death was a touch away, and nine times where she snarled and refused to go -

     

     

    Not like this.

     

     

    Nancy Wheeler is sixteen and she has blood on her hands, smeared across her teeth and she may be in love with two boys who won’t live to hit eighteen.

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    The three of them were inevitable, it was always going to be them, together, burning. Not much changes.

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    13 Jun 2025