19 Works by kaovaan
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Something that people fail to mention about having any sort of creative inclination is the branch of vividness that comes along with it. Oftentimes, when he sleeps, he’s blessed with the faint fingerpicking of a tune he’s able to use in his next song, other times, he’s left to the devices of the most desolate part of his mind.
John feels Paul’s eyes on him and looks back. He grins and Paul tastes burnt wine on his lips.
Paul starts having random dreams, except they're not that random, and they're most definitely more than dreams.
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I was swept By such a swoon as death is, and I fell, As a corpse might fall, to the dead floor of Hell.
George's mind unravels after meeting Ringo, a merman with similar intentions, "do you dream of me havin’ lustful ways with you? Would Dante swallow you whole and take you to limbo and someplace deep?"
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In the frosted corners of Mount Lua, hidden in between the cracks and crevices of snow, Olivier understands what it means to feel both cold and hot for the first time.
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To overcome something, you need to understand what a perfect machine it is – that’s how you fight disease. House has cut through a hundred coronary arteries and a thousand more right ventricles, yet he never quite knew the way around Wilson’s heart.
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They’re both open in a room so small, they’ve got no place to turn but to each other.
Whether or not Gi-hun will find out always tends to come as an afterthought lately. Maybe he’s played the part of Young-il too well, maybe Gi-hun somehow scraped the little pieces of In-ho left and made Young-il real. This is unbecoming – In-ho should have stayed on his leather sofa with a brandy in his grip, the glints of hope in Gi-hun’s eyes nothing but a speck on a screen. Here, it’s everything but – here, Gi-hun’s heart hums beneath his chest and lets In-ho have every part of it.
AKA Gi-hun and In-ho get nasty (with feelings).
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Not good, not fucking good at all, Rick Grimes.
Rick tries to distract himself, pictures himself dead, Alexandria burning around them, Negan with a bat on top of him, gunshots lighting the night, Negan with a bat on top of him, blood burning his skin, and a fire so hot it scorches his lungs—
But inevitably, it all returns to that, doesn’t it? Negan with a bat on top of him. And maybe one hell of a boner too.
"Are you rockin’ a stiff one while I try to kill you, Rick Grimes?”
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For let it be morality to make him succumb to his own desires – his servitude and forfeiture to something greater than himself.
“Joker.”
“No one can hear us, Bats, look around! We’ve still got time before old Jimboy gets here! We can leave, right now, and be back in just a few weeks. Oh, hahaha, I can just picture it! So far away from the city that we can’t even hear them calling our names.” Joker’s practically shaking with excitement. “It would go off without a hitch, what with our two heads put together? I get shivers just thinking about it.”
Or the one in which Batman and Joker go on a holiday to Romania. Things don't go as planned and I still can't write fluff without angst.
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Chris learns how to dance two times in his life, once in heaven and the second in hell — a twisted balance of Yin and Yang that only Wesker was responsible for.
If exposed to the right conditions and consumed excessively, Chris realizes, blood starts to gain a certain sweet, almost chocolate-like, aftertaste.
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This Kowalski guy seems to suit Fraser more, he’s younger, easier to read, and a hell of a lot more likable. They both looked at each other like they were thinking the same thing, like they both knew that they’re running on borrowed time, and eventually one of them was going to disappear.
It’s Vecchio to disappear. Of course it is.
(basically 800 words of angst because Ray Vecchio deserved better)
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“Oof!” A man grunts in front of him, his groaning in pain not loud enough to mute the sound of the door locking behind him.
"...are you alright?” Gustave asks into the dark as he stands up, hand propped up against the wall as he squints his eyes at the dim figure on the ground. “Do you need some–?”
The lights flick on, revealing Olivier kneeling on the floor as he peers up at Gustave, mouth agape with his eyebrows starting to furrow.
Or the one where Doc and Lion get locked in a room the night before Christmas, silly French shenanigans ensue.
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"You haven't been taking your teammates seriously," Marius says confidently on top of Dominic. He looks up and down at Marius, smirks, and then hums like a cue for Marius to continue. "...or so I've been told."
Turns out dominating Dominic isn't all that easy.
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"I don't wanna die."
Leon says it for the first time in years. He repeats it over and over again with tears warming his face, Luis long gone ahead of him. He says it again and again like a mantra, even when spit comes flying out of his mouth like blood and his lungs burn with no breath, he whispers it to himself as if it would help.
"I don't want you to die."
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"The remnants of impending loom latch on you sickly. It lingers, clutching onto your consciousness. That card in your hand - the face of it will bless you with desire or strangle you with the calamity of your fortune."
High school transfer Tohru Adachi isn't sure what to make of detective Narukami Yu but holds fondly onto the memories of the few moments when he sees the mask start to crack.
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Yu's fingers curve in an alluring swan-like movement. They arc into an unfamiliar style on top of his shoulders hesitantly. But then it's his hand that crooks next, his arms following suit. His movement is precious, they wrap around each other like a tightened bow and Adachi can't see it, but he knows it. Knows it in the way he knows how to breathe. Yu's arms bound into knots Adachi will never be able to untangle.
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A Light Is Never Dim, Cold, or Alone by kaovaan
Fandoms: 龍が如く | Ryuu ga Gotoku | Yakuza (Video Games)
01 Dec 2021
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It shines upon Nishiki one morning, drained and faint, that he had never entirely explained the story behind the old carton of milk in his hand, heavy and tattered with the early sun shining on it, the label worn down and tearing at its joints—the bittersweet carton of milk.
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mist beneath his apartment by kaovaan
Fandoms: 龍が如く | Ryuu ga Gotoku | Yakuza (Video Games)
19 Nov 2021
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"What's wrong?" I ask you after a long period of silence, gazing into your eyes. Your eyes glimmer like in the sunlight, enough to create a faux image of the seaside. It reminds me of the beach, the brink of the tide recedes around my ankles, the smell of saltwater invades my senses, you're behind me, the water is warm, we never seem to ask where we're going. You'd dip your feet in and look back at me with a grin, grasping my hand and asking me to sink in with you. Your hair would fly in the wind like gossamer threads curling about, a sun-kissed hand would snag me once more and I could tell at that point it was far too deep to get out now. If you are the ocean, vast and wide with backed-up cliffs, then what am I? Perhaps the seaweed that clings onto the very ends of it? I laugh merrily at the thought.
Nishiki is left to think about the memories of his oath brother while he's gone.
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Nishiki wishes to be along with the lilies, among the lotus' that break the surface of the water, glistening a luminous blaze. "To float as one with purpose—a being with tragedy, but a being nonetheless,"
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Love falls like a wilted leaf off a maple tree in autumn and it is already winter. Kiryu is the wind forced to blow it away.
At some point, the leaves will stop growing anyway so Kiryu wonders—"why not walk over the leaves early?"
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ANGEL by kaovaan
Fandoms: ジョジョの奇妙な冒険 | JoJo no Kimyou na Bouken | JoJo's Bizarre Adventure
17 Oct 2021
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Joseph Joestar doesn't believe in fate. He believes that everything is done for a reason and with a cause. There is no such thing as lucky chances or miracles, not God or heaven - what is real is backed up by evidence.
He's lived his life following those ideas, never once straying away.
And when all of his beliefs crumbled away at the sight of one man, he could only chalk it up to plain ignorance.
"Caesar Anthonio Zepelli. . .the day I met you is the day I found my smile."