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It’s grotesque, this flavor of envy – not just of the man himself, but of his accident of proximity, his animal privilege to be the one within Viktor’s reach, provisional laurels crowning him man of the hour. That nameless fucker got to choke on Viktor’s praise, got to gorge on his unraveling in ways that Jayce only caught secondhand, while he rotted on the opposite side of the hallway, working his own mouth around those stolen syllables like a deranged ventriloquist. La chair est faible – flesh bartering what it cannot keep. Jayce’s proved weakest in the humiliating ways jealousy prefers: twitching, salivating, writhing in sheets that smelled of no one but himself.
(in which an unsolicited text teaches Jayce there are worse things than being alone with his thoughts)
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a midsummer night's dream (or: the terminal velocity of restraint) by kattricia
Fandoms: Arcane: League of Legends (Cartoon 2021)
03 Jul 2025
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It should not matter. They’re not even a year in. They don’t share an apartment. They’ve barely begun. But sometimes, when Jayce is in the bath and reading aloud with no awareness of his volume, Viktor forget’s that they don’t. The line between yours and mine is already smudged beyond recovery. They share lab keys and research grants and too many nights that blur into dawn. Doctoral candidates with matching lanyards and no time for office hours. Jayce teaches part of a seminar he half-prepares in Viktor's bed. Viktor models quantum diffusion systems at 3 a.m with Jayce’s hand buried in his hair, breath warm at his nape.
They orbit each other like binaries – two distinct bodies locked in shared momentum, gravity-born and holy in their tether. And still, it’s not enough.
Because skin is finite. Desire, however, obeys no such law.
(or: Viktor, astuary king, walks aside Jayce's favor, his comfort and all)
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_ANTICLIMAX.EXE by fagenetix
Fandoms: Arcane: League of Legends (Cartoon 2021), League of Legends
01 Jun 2025
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Viktor is the ideal corporate fuckpig. Mid-thirties, no family, no prospects, drowning in a mix of old and new medical debt that can only be offset by continued allegiance to the company.
His routine ticks along in a single, predictable pattern: he shows up to work, worries about deadlines, keeps his mouth shut, and masturbates until he falls asleep. Every day for nine years now. Every day.
And then Jayce comes along.
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Jayce and Viktor enter a highly indecent workplace relationship.
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08 Jan 2026
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more than you could ever know by chaosy
Fandoms: Arcane: League of Legends (Cartoon 2021)
28 Dec 2025
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Viktor notices that Jayce is quieter as the weather gets colder. He might have an idea how to fix that. He might also be in love.
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28 Dec 2025
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exquisitely attentive to the way sadness settles quietly into a life. jayce’s winter heaviness is written with such restraint, and viktor’s response is care as practice: remembering, adjusting, feeding, warming, inventing light where there is none. viktor tends to jayce with devotion and ingenuity; jayce answers by insisting on belonging, by opening doors, by making family an active verb and not a conditional one. set against the rituals and abundance of the holidays, the care moves back and forth – holding both quiet lows and shared joy – until each of them shelters the other in different registers, choosing one another again and again, deliberately building a home that can hold both sorrow and celebration. a fic to return to ♡
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No Fear Can Stand Up to Hunger by PatheticJayce
Fandoms: Arcane: League of Legends (Cartoon 2021)
01 Dec 2025
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If loving Jayce is wrong, then Viktor was all right with that.
Religious School closet romance musings totally not based on my own babygay experience in Catholic School.
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03 Nov 2025
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a portrait of faith undone by touch, of purity collapsing into want, of searching for heaven and finding it in a boy’s mouth – written with such eloquence that it leaves you breathless. rich, lyrical prose that turns religious guilt into poetry. every sentence aches; every image burns. viktor’s sacrilegious devotion and jayce’s impossible warmth are rendered with such tactile, tender intensity it’s almost unbearable. read it for the prose alone.
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Playlist for When Your Boyfriend Stops Breathing by SunsetPlums
Fandoms: Arcane: League of Legends (Cartoon 2021)
17 May 2025
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He pictures the funeral sometimes.
He pictures someone he doesn’t know saying Viktor’s name wrong. He pictures screaming in public. He pictures stealing the ashes and keeping them in a protein powder container because it’s the only vessel big enough. He pictures lying in those ashes like a widow bird. He pictures baking the ashes into bread and feeding them to pigeons in the park.
He pictures swallowing them himself.
Or: When Viktor chooses a quiet death, Jayce learns how to love him to the edge of the end and carry what’s left through the sad art of letting go.
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29 Sep 2025
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a slow, surgical elegy for the living, and then a letter from the dead. playlist traces the daily mechanics of goodbye, and the excruciating choreography of letting go: learning how to live alongside death, to laugh with it, to catalogue mercies until intimacy itself overflows its container. it is less about death than the threshold before it: the tenderness of carrying someone to the edge, and the refusal to let love dim even when time runs out.
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The stories say a siren's song is to be feared. They call it a curse, a death sentence.
They are wrong. The song is simply a beginning. The real danger is far softer, slower, and sweeter, a doom borne upon the siren's kiss.
Whatever the truth, Viktor has no cause for concern. For what would a siren want from a broken man like him, fleeing a lonely life in Piltover to another by the sea?
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06 Aug 2025
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wreckage and resurrection in stereo: prose sharp as salt, art radiant as tide. gold on the tongue, vows in the light. tempeste & aleurain remain undefeated and i will go feral forever.