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    That night was everything they had been. What they were. Just being, no rush, no worry, no responsibility. That was them in another life, another time. A time where nothing could come between them. Untouchable. It was home. But another night shortly after, everything had changed completely.

    Kara did it. She finally told her. The impenetrable Luthor walls resurface and cloud her in the darkness that only one person can see her out of...But only if she lets her.

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    TW: Takes place right at 5x01 and switches up from there. This is a dark take on what could have happened, so beware of all the tags/trigger warnings. Lena is not turning "evil" as she did in the show. Instead, she and Kara revert further into their darkest parts. Please don't read if any of the tags you see will trigger you. It's a slow burn toward healing. It's a long, gruesome battle to get ourselves out of the dark, and the road is long and not linear. Have some patience with our girls and with yourselves. <3

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    20 Oct 2025

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    When Kara admitted that she was jealous of James and Lucy....not because they were together, but because of what that meant. They had someone to come home to, to kiss, to hold...a shoulder to cry on, to cuddle with...to vent with. To love.

    Kara's only family, blood related family, is in a coma or floating off in dark space. And seeing what Lena Luthor was going through felt like an out of body experience, as if she were just replaying her own life in just 48 hours. She's never felt more alone in her life, and it's almost mind consuming. That is until Supergirl is invited by Lena Luthor herself to dinner as a 'Thank You' for saving her life, and unknowingly saving Kara's in the process.

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    24 Oct 2025

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    Lena is desperate to have a baby, given her attempts at finding a mate, adopting, fostering, and finding a surrogate crazy yet sane enough to carry a Luthor have failed. Thus, she turns to a sperm donation clinic allowing her to get pregnant by an anonymous donor.

    Beforehand, she makes a list of things she wants the donor to have and be. However, those go out the window when she listens to a clinic-provided audio recording of someone who donated at the last minute and apparently left the “record” button on too long. The donor says Lena’s name and confesses love for her while coming into the sample collector, but the brunette has no idea who the donor is and how someone could love her like that when they’ve never met.

    Will Lena go through with the insemination because she likes the idea of someone donating just for her, or will she abandon ship because she is creeped out and thinks the donor is nuts?

    Will Lena ever find out who her secret admirer is and get with that person, or forever wonder who the hell could love a Luthor?

    Also, what will her only friend in the world -- Kara -- think about all of this?

    Keep reading to find out the answers to those questions and more!

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    08 Oct 2025

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    Lena has to master two skills before becoming hell’s ruler: resolve conflicts over who should go to hell, and assign different levels of hell.

    To learn those skills, she starts attending meetings between her mother (current ruler of hell Lillian) and the current ruler of heaven (Cat). She begins to hate those meetings because the two rulers rarely agree and generally leave unhappy, only to repeat the cycle each time.

    However, everything changes when Cat starts to bring her own heir to those meetings. Specifically, Kara becomes the first person to show Lena affection and talk with her about what heaven is like, so the heir of hell becomes determined to do three new things.

    Learn how to love Kara back, teach her how to bang, and hide the lovechild they make.

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    07 Oct 2025

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    Entering a heat like no other, Lena tries to drown her inability to confess her love for Kara when she had the chance by masturbating to TikTok lesbian thirst traps.

    Well, until a very concerned hero flies above her mansion, senses something is amiss, and goes to investigate, that is.

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    08 Oct 2025