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    Ilya knows basic biology. He has known how babies are made since he was young. He has spent a not inconsiderable amount of his life trying to avoid such a thing. He knows in his mind that it is impossible to get Shane pregnant.

    His body, however, only knows that he is inside the person he loves most in the entire world, and it wants. It wants to take root and ripen and grow into something they can hold. "You would give me this? If we could?"

    Shane lets out a shuddering breath and a rivulet of sweat rolls down his chest with it. "I would give you anything." He leans down, his lips brushing against Ilya's. "Anything."

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    02 Sep 2026

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    Esme was on a break with her on-again, off-again boyfriend, and Ramon was just at the right place at the right time. After that, well, it's hard to say who wants what, and where things should stop.

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    24 Aug 2026

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    His mouth parts. A hint of his soft, wet tongue as it swipes briefly across his lower lip. A second passes. A hesitation. Then, “You'll make a mess.”

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    10 Aug 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov, captain of the Boston Raiders, has a boyfriend. A definitely real, suspiciously (and boringly) handsome, conveniently offline, consistently unable to meet up in real life boyfriend.

    Who lives in Canada.

    Unfortunately for him, absolutely no one believes him.

    The more serious Ilya gets about his Totally Real Canadian Boyfriend™️, the more concerned his teammates become that someone either needs to call MTV and get him on the next episode of Catfish or that he's slowly losing his mind.

    Shane Hollander is, fortunately, very real, very sarcastic, and increasingly delighted that an entire NHL locker room seems to think that he's a government psyop to distract Ilya from his game.

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    02 Aug 2026

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    Lily: You are hiding from me.
    Jane: I’m not! I’m busy.
    Lily: Busy losing. You play better when I fuck you.

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    Embarrassed by his very public and short-lived fling with Rose, Shane goes to great lengths to avoid Ilya.

    He’s unprepared for just what Ilya will do to win him back.

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    29 Jul 2026

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    In the soft glow of a Paris charity gala, hockey stars Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov share a quiet, hard-earned happiness: Ilya's steady hand on Shane's back, synced strides, small touches under the table that speak louder than words.
    Then Shane’s past arrives—tall, lean, dark-haired, impeccably polished, the complete opposite of Ilya’s broad, rough-edged build. The contrast stings.

    “Tu es encore plus beau en vrai.” the man says with a knowing smile; the words translating to a seductive compliment.

    Shane answers in effortless French, trading light flirtation with someone who was only a two-time fling years ago.
    Ilya catches none of the words, but he reads everything else: the easy rhythm, the relaxed posture, the history that doesn’t include him. And suddenly he wonders—if this sleek, sophisticated type was once Shane’s taste… what does that make him?

    A short fic of simmering tension amid champagne and small talk, where the past brushes close and forces Ilya to quietly question Shane’s heart.

    I want to thank greeneyedgirl17 for suggesting this idea, love ya :)

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    28 Jul 2026

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    “But you should get tested, it’s important. I go every three months. Like the dentist. My dick is very healthy.”

    “Well…good, I guess.” Shane didn’t have a rebuttal. It was a good point actually. “Wait, you go to the dentist every three months? I thought it was supposed to be six?”

    “You cannot possibly be this boring, Hollander.”

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    Shane is tired, but he’s not missing a chance to see Ilya after a New York charity game. Canon compliant, deleted scene type short fluff.

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    28 Jul 2026

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    Svetlana sat there, gorgeous as always, curls catching the light, wearing his new Ottawa jersey.

    At least this time, Ilya thought gravely, she wore pants.

     

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    Svetlana meets Shane Hollander. Ilya thinks all in all, it could have gone worse.

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    28 Jul 2026

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    “You miss your mommy, Rozanov?”
    “Not as much as I miss yours.”

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    Starting when he's 13, a series of looks into Ilya's relationship with his parents.

    Also featuring an answer to the famous question 'What did Ilya and David talk about while Shane was talking to Yuna?'

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    28 Jul 2026

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    “You were so cute,” Shane said, trying not to visibly react that Rozanov was closing the distance between them. He was still wearing his coat, from the outside. “What happened?” he asked, turning to Ilya.

    Ilya carefully took the picture from his hands, sliding it in a top drawer on top of folded t-shirts.

    Rozanov exhaled in a half laugh. “I am not cute anymore?”

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    A missing scene from pre-tuna melt, Shane is left alone in Ilya’s apartment and he snoops, just a little bit.

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    28 Jul 2026

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    “… they said you were playing more like Shane Hollander.” Shane grinned at him. He knew baiting him would work better if he didn’t look smug about it. But he also knew Ilya was hot-headed enough it wouldn’t really matter.

    Ilya narrowed his eyes. He spied the trap. His words had a little grit to them. “Oh, I cannot make a play without learning from you? I forgot in Russian Hockey we just beat each other to death with sticks.”

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    Even though they’re committed now, Shane can’t help riling Ilya about how he's ‘boring' now too.

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    28 Jul 2026

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    “Shane, Sasha said to me, on my birthday: ‘‘Who will you go home with tonight, seeing as you’ve slept with half the bar already.’ And now I will tell him he’s a huge slut so he has no room to talk.” And then Sveta said something in Russian that Shane assumed was just that.

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    After the Long Game, Shane is determined to make sure Ilya doesn’t feel isolated anymore, which is how he ends up drunk at a Boston club for Svetlana’s birthday dancing with Sasha.

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    28 Jul 2026

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    Ilya laughed.

    “That bothered you?”

    ”You have no idea. Half the time I use the tiny scraps of information you give me to look them up anyway. But you’re so cryptic. You’re like,” Shane put on a little voice, “‘Ah, we might have a layover in Charlotte, but am not sure, could be Atlanta.’ Infurating.”

    ”Ok, Hollander, I will send you a calendar invite. This is seductive to you, yes?”

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    It’s been months since the cottage, and Shane is finally coming to visit Ilya. He hasn’t been back in Boston since the day he ran out the door saying he couldn’t do this. Ilya is spiraling, just a little, not knowing where they stand in this new and fragile thing. Boyfriends, probably. He’s never been someone’s boyfriend before.

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    28 Jul 2026

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    “Mm, not stuff his pockets with the drug everyone thinks makes you gay right before a press conference? Maybe!” Ilya’s voice chimed happily from the phone.

    “You wanna tell us why you’re so acquainted with Rush that you can identify it in 780p, Ilya?” Kip asked.

    “…I have so much leather to deodorize, Kip Grady. So many sports cars, you know.”

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    Kip can't believe no one else can tell how outrageously gay Ilya Rozanov is, but he's not complaining, he's happy to have someone else to talk to at all the hockey functions.

    Or: Perfect gaydar haver Ilya Rozanov finally gets a taste of his own medicine. A series of looks into Kip and Ilya's friendship, starting after the cottage.

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    28 Jul 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 32

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    Twice a year, every year, Ilya pulls down a box of blank cards from the front closet and writes out a letter in careful ink, the Cryillic script painstakingly neat.

    It always starts the same.

    Dear malýshka,
    I hope you are well and that you still remember your Uncle Ilyusha — but I understand if you’ve forgotten. It has been a long time since I’ve been home.

    A study of Ilya Rozanov’s relationship — or lack thereof — with his niece years after he leaves Russia for the last time

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    28 Jul 2026

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    The second time Shane Hollander wakes up on November 16th, he has a panic attack.

    The problem is — he tries to explain through gasped breaths after Hayden basically knocks down his door, shouting that they’re going to miss their flight — the thing is, Shane’s already woken up on November 16th. He’s already flown to Boston. He’s already been to practice, and he’s checked into the hotel, and he has lived this day before.

    He doesn’t mention that he’s also already fucked Ilya Rozanov twice and had a fucking tuna melt that Rozanov made and drank the ginger ale that Rozanov bought specifically for him. He doesn’t mention that they’d snuggled on the couch watching TV like some kind of couple, like boyfriends.

    He doesn’t mention that he fell asleep thinking about how Ilya — fuck, no, thinking about how Rozanov had called him sweetheart and Shane, and that, even now, he can’t quite get the cadence of Ilya’s voice out of his head.

    Or: After the tuna melt fiasco, Shane Hollander wakes up in a time loop.

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    28 Jul 2026

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    Morsel • môrs(ə)l • [mor-sel]
    noun
    1.) A piece; a bite
    2.) A small quantity
    3.) Something delectable and pleasing

    Thoughts on a marriage; or, things that might have happened.

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    28 Jul 2026

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    When he presses the button on the doorbell, he hears the digitally-produced ding-dong echo from inside. There is a tiny box halfway up the adjacent wall that immediately beeps and emits Shane’s voice.
    “Hey, you can just leave it on the step, thanks.”
    Ilya presses his nose into the digital doorbell, which he knows to also contain a camera, and says, “Shane.”
    A pause.
    “What the fuck.”
    A brief cacophony of noise that Ilya can hear even from outside the house. The multiple successive thumps of something falling, Shane swearing loudly and the sound of what can only be a hockey game being paused on the television.
    He opens the door to reveal that he is nap-rumpled, wearing two pairs of socks and carrying a child in his arms. The only really surprising part is that the socks don’t match, though the child is interesting.

    Ilya takes an impromptu trip to Montreal. There are unforeseen consequences.

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    28 Jul 2026

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    "Fucking moron." Cliff mutters. "Who doesn't like eating pussy? Well. I mean." He darts a glance out of the corner of his eye.
    Rozanov chuckles into the mouth of his beer. "Marley, you know how much pussy I've eaten?"
    "I just meant--I wasn't trying to be insensitive. I know Hollander's gay."
    "Mm. True, Shane would cry." He tilts his beer into his mouth then, so Cliff almost doesn't hear him say, "Different for him with cock, though."
    Cliff laughs. "You're a fuckin' dog, Rozy."
    "Whaaat? I'm just saying, my husband? Fucking lo-o-ves to suck cock. Loves it."

    Cliff is just trying to be a good friend. He's not realizing anything about himself at all.

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    28 Jul 2026

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    And here is the kitchen, first place aside from the cottage where they'd cooked together. And here is the front closet, where Shane had hidden Ilya's birthday present three years ago only to have it fall on Ilya's head some time in April. And here is the bedroom, where on a night many Octobers ago Shane had looked at Ilya from across the room with a smirk and said No you come here and then he'd let Ilya—
    It's been an emotional day.

    A moment in time at the end of an era. Ilya helps Shane pack up the Montreal apartment.

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    28 Jul 2026

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