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The first thing he noticed were the pictures. They were of him and Ghost on stage, too close to be explained away, a dopey grin on Soap’s face, a suggestive hand on Ghost’s chest. Gaz's mouth trembled with the strain of containing his amusement. Soap eased him out of his misery by laughing first.
Price sighed and chimed in, “I’ll bite – what is it now?”
Soap sobered immediately and chanced a glance at Ghost, who was still lounging in a chair with his eyes closed, going through his pre-concert ritual.
“Take a wild guess,” Gaz said, clutching at his stomach. Price eyed Soap.
“Those two get outed?” he asked and pointed in Ghost’s general direction.
“There’s nothing to out,” Soap objected.
“Yeah, you’re not shy about it,” Gaz added.A collection of moments between Ghost and Soap as they try to navigate tricky feelings that could make or break their band.
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“I can’t promise,” Ghost whispered, holding onto Soap’s face like his life depended on it, “but if we make it out, my retirement is yours.”
Soap’s smile broadened to wrinkle his eyes and push against Ghost’s palms. “Can you at least promise to try?”
“Yeah,” Ghost vowed as his fingers mapped out Soap’s eyebrows, nose, lips, unable to stop himself from darting in to kiss him. “Yeah, I can do that. Can you promise to not do anything stupid?”
“Define stupid,” Soap said with a grin. Ghost simply levelled him with a deadpan stare, which softened the grin instantly. “Alright, yeah, I promise.”A mission gone wrong, broken promises, an early retirement, and eight months of tense domesticity.
After that, Ghost didn't see or talk to Soap in seven months. When he finally caved and tries an app Laswell, Price, and Gaz have been trying to force on him, he matches with someone who breaks down his defences with ease. Ghost refuses to admit to himself that he knows who his match is. -
to The Rhythm of Eternity by kilikinnie
Fandoms: Arcane: League of Legends (Cartoon 2021)
03 Dec 2024
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Viktor was used to pain. He’d carried it with him his entire life, shouldered it with a cane under his arm, relieved it with contraptions around his limps, manipulated the very laws of the universe just so he could run once more. The pain had taken more from him than he could ever begin to recall, and so he’d decided to finally take something back. But he should have known it would not be so easy – that the universe would not be so forgiving. He had thought he knew all kinds of pains by now, having died two times. But this pain was new.
OR, what happens after Viktor and Jayce disappear? They're reunited, of course.
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never waking, I am guilty for it all (death is a relief) by kilikinnie
Fandoms: Call of Duty (Video Games)
07 Jul 2024
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Pinkies entwined – untwined, forgotten,
a muddle of words hastily scrawled and undecipherable,
Ghost would never forget, never dream of anything else –
drowning and draining and taunting – unspeakable.
His gilded, blood-soaked longing,
filling the cavities with corpses;
“I love you,” Soap smiled, all Ghost saw was blood,
spilling out – clutching and begging and failing –
salvation. A pathetic idea.
Those three words of acrid love –
they relentlessly burned themselves
beneath Simon’s skin, and in the darkness
he saw him – how many times had it been?
He tightened his grip and stayed – for Johnny,
always for Johnny – now until forever;
“Come back to me.”
“I will.”TL;DR Ghost gets stuck in a timeloop of Graves's betrayal and desperately searches for a way to get out alive. The only problem is that Soap is a stubborn soul, and so is Ghost.
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With Colours Over All The Wasted Years by kilikinnie
Fandoms: Call of Duty (Video Games)
18 May 2023
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Simon still couldn’t bear to put the necklace on. It wasn’t a rational fear anymore – his dad was long gone – but each time he weighed the feeling of the pendant in his hand, he could hear his dad’s voice. If I catch you with that thing again, I’ll fucking destroy it.
Part of Ghost wanted to know who his soulmate was, and the other wanted to hide the necklace far, far away before his dad could find him with it. Yet Ghost kept staring, and he kept telling himself the pendant wasn’t warmer against his skin than it usually was. But it was warm, and it felt as if it was trying to burn a mark onto his skin. He gladly pressed it further into his palm just to see if it would do something, but all he accomplished was the stinging realisation that his soulmate was here, and it was Soap.or, everyone owns a necklace that displays your soulmate's emotions through colours and their proximity through temperature. Ghost never expected to meet his, and Soap thought his was long gone.
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mike wheeler's guide to falling in love with a superhero by smoosnoom (moonsooms)
Fandoms: Stranger Things (TV 2016)
05 Dec 2022
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“Uh-huh,” Mike says faintly, and he yelps when they narrowly avoid the edge of a shining skyscraper, and his hands clutch onto Spiderman instinctively. “Oh – my fucking God, that –”
Spiderman’s fingers press a little firmly into Mike’s shirt. "Just – hang on!"
"What do you mean just hang – was that a pun," Mike sputters, clutching onto Spiderman for dear life as they swing through the city, and he can hear the superhero laugh through the racing wind in his ears, the rumble of it under Mike’s arm wrapped around his middle.
In a city of superheroes, Mike keeps running into Spiderman, much to his dismay.
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26 Dec 2025
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It’s winter in Hawkins, and Mike and Will aren’t speaking anymore. Living in Mike’s house, Will tries to be invisible, spending most of his time in the basement.
Then the power goes out — and if there’s one thing he dreads more than facing Mike, it’s the cold.
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Seven nights in which Mike and Will have to sleep in the same bed, even though they’re barely friends anymore.
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“Ye gotta give me something, LT,” Soap joked as he scanned the Shadow’s lifeless form for anything useful, “Is it a unique mark?"
"All marks are unique, Soap,” Ghost’s sigh was crackly in his ear.
“I mean, would ye know if ye met them?” Soap continued, pulling a knife from a holster on the Shadow’s waist.
There was a pause over the comms.
“I’d know. Might take me a few minutes, but I’d know,” Ghost’s voice had dipped to a low rumble and Soap was pretty sure he’d been able to hear his own heart break over the words.
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Soap spends his life chasing after death and pining for skeletons.
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08 Dec 2025
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“Almost there, Lt,” he grunts, lurching forward with Ghost’s weight. He’s no help at all in trekking across the snow and ice — his little dip in the river courtesy of a now-dead terrorist has rendered him dangerously hypothermic, and Soap’s panic grows with each ragged, wheezing inhale. At least he’s still breathing, Soap thinks grimly before he shakes his head, shoves everything down to the back of his mind to be dealt with later — his fear, his exhaustion, the ache in his bones, all of it is neatly compartmentalised until there’s only the safehouse.
One step at a time, he marches them onwards.
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Or, four times Ghost and Soap take turns taking care of each other, and one time it's mutual.
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07 Dec 2025
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When Simon Riley woke up choking, his throat clogged and tight and tasting of something bitter, he knew something was wrong.
or, hanahaki AU