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i wouldn't fall for someone (i thought couldn't misbehave) by wanhedalycia
Fandoms: Bad Girls (TV 2012 unaired pilot), Bad Girls (US TV 2012), Better Call Saul (TV)
30 Sep 2026
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“Am I your type?”
“I don’t have a type,” she lies, directly to the face of someone who is exactly her type.
“That’s such a cop-out,” Kelly whines, throwing her head back like that’s the biggest issue in her life right now.
“It’s not a cop-out. It’s the truth.”
“So you don’t want to fuck me?”
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kim is assigned kelly's case and is super 100% professional about the entire thing
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05 Oct 2026
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Carol doesn't blow her house up, Zosia stays the night
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an age regression plurb fic no one asked for.
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- Part 1 of Hard Times
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- English
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- 3,521
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- 1/1
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05 Oct 2026
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You know I think about you all the time
And my deep misunderstanding of your lifeA house is built from walls, a roof and floors and windows. A door to get in, a door to get out. But none of these elements is suited for living; life is lived within the void.
Yesterday and today, Zosia and Carol stand at the threshold between something and nothing.
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08 Sep 2026
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“Whatever you need, Carol,” Zosia said, all but cooing in her dulcet tone and muted words. “We’re here for you.”
Without sparing a fraction of connection, Carol neared. Uncoordinated, she climbed properly into Zosia’s lap, settled over now-extended legs like she belonged there. She did, she supposed.
Whatever you need.
Proximity. Closeness. Anything to keep her skin from remembering the loss.
(zosia's company dredges up carol's many, many issues)
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05 Sep 2026
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29 Aug 2026
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Every morning Carol wakes up and tells her it's doomed.
But Zosia has been Tibetan monks and olive farmers; Zosia has been Carol’s swim instructor when she was four years old and flat refused to let the water above her neck. She knows patience.
This is a one-shot of the kind of day they have together.
This is a one-shot of the love you can't let in, can't let go.
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08 Aug 2026
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“I mean, are you just not into me? ‘Cause you can just say it. I’m not that thin-skinned.”
Carol is staring back, totally blank. Her lips have fallen just slightly open — those perky pink lips that press together when she hears something funny, that tug sideways when she’s embarrassed, the lips Helen’s watched sipping glasses of wine for months now and has never been allowed to touch.
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18 Jul 2026
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Misty Watercolor Memories by DangersUntoldHardshipsUnnumbered
Fandoms: Pluribus (TV 2025)
18 Mar 2026
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A collection of emails, phone transcripts, and notebook scribblings of Helen's, framing moments of their life together.
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18 Jul 2026
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Carol and Helen enjoy an evening to themselves.
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18 Jul 2026
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then she came up to my knees (begging baby would you please) by wanhedalycia
Fandoms: Pluribus (TV 2025)
02 Mar 2026
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“Aww, what’s the matter, Carol?” Helen shakes her head from side to side, Carol’s neck boneless all of a sudden. “Where’s all that fight you had earlier?”
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carol mouths off in a meeting and helen deals with her ... appropriately
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18 Jul 2026
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If she wanted to, Helen could press just a hair harder and she would be completely at her mercy, out of oxygen entirely. But instead she chooses this as a form of closeness, of intimacy, and it makes it all the more dizzying.
Aka Sturstead choking fic… I’m sorry
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- Part 2 of Out of breath
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17 Jul 2026
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“He clearly had a crush on you,” Carol says, feeling stupid even as the words leave her mouth.
Helen’s lips twitch, but the line of her mouth remains even. “And you were worried he was going to woo me away?”
Carol scowls. “Obviously not. But you didn’t have to encourage it.”
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17 Jul 2026
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27 May 2026
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“No,” she says, swallowing around the word.
There’s a moment of silence that follows, and Carol knows she’s in trouble. But that doesn’t stop her. She needs this, needs Helen to do something to dull the ache in her bones.
“Do you want to try that again?”
Carol’s hands reach out, and she grips the edge of the sink, taking a deep breath as she registers the familiar shift in Helen’s voice. She knows exactly what’s coming, and a small part of her feels relief at the thought.
“No,” she repeats.
Helen’s response comes instantly, “In here, now.”
Carol doesn’t hesitate, doesn’t argue. Her body moves on autopilot because it needs what it’s walking into. It knew it before she did.
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24 May 2026
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Carol gets a little too friendly with a fan at a book launch. Helen intervenes.
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24 May 2026
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At thirty seven, Dr. Carol Sturka, living in Chicago, measures her life in clinical shifts; she is perpetually busy, constantly counting down the minutes until her workday ends. One night, she doesn’t expect her world to be upended by a twenty five year old brunette with raw knuckles, deep brown eyes, and a jagged gash sliced through her eyebrow. In the quiet of that night, something between them begins to grow.
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23 May 2026
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“Hi,” says a gruff voice. “This is the Just-Been-Kissed PD. Anyone in your house who might’ve just been kissed?”
Carol laughs at the put-on accent, her toes curling against the carpeted floor. “Helen?”
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23 May 2026
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Helen’s expression grows softer, and Carol knows it has everything to do with the hairbrush in her hand.
She holds it out in the space between them, offering it to Helen without a single word.
There it is, the silent request for something comforting, something nurturing. Carol hasn’t ever been able to name this particular desire, but she knows that Helen knows it well.
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09 May 2026
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“Look, I don’t have time for this! If you lost my eggs, or let them defrost or something it’s fine. I don’t need ‘em anymore. So you can—“
“They were implanted in another woman.” Clifton speaks quickly, rushing so fast to make his confession that the words almost blend together.
Carol finds out her eggs were wrongly implanted in to a stranger, and her life is turned upside down overnight when she's drawn in to the woman's world.
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- Part 1 of Baby Stursia Series
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19 Apr 2026
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Carol's cemented a good life for herself down in Albuquerque. Great job, great partner, and complete isolation from the old her. That is until a unique string of killings tracing their way from New Mexico all the way back to the Old Country Road unearth some past problems.. and force her to confront some past bonds.
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09 Apr 2026