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  1. Public Bookmark 60

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    Shane wins in a silly competition, and Ilya is all too willing to give him a prize.

    AKA Ilya gifts Shane a sex toy to add to the collection, and finds out how many times Shane can come in an hour.

    Or my take on the missing scene where Shane tries anal sex without a condom for the first time. Because we know how our boy hates mess. And I'm mad Rachel Reid didn't give us that. :(

    Also, please be nice. This is my first fanfic... Heated Rivalry has me in a chokehold, and I don't ever want this problem to ever go away >,<

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    28 Feb 2026

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    He goes to the fridge to look for the bell peppers, and while he’s in there, he says, “It was a good first kiss. As far as I could tell. I hadn’t really kissed anyone before.” He takes an orange bell pepper from the bag his mom brought over and brings it over to the counter. “Not anyone I really wanted to kiss anyway.” He cuts the top and bottom off the pepper and then works on cutting out the seeds. “Ilya’s a good kisser,” he adds. And he can’t believe he’s just said that out loud to his mom.

    Shane and Ilya's dinner with Shane's parents at his house following the end of episode six.

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    26 Feb 2026

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    Raising Shane Hollander

    Title from "How Love Works" by Joe Mills

    "When Shane was born, Yuna had been overwhelmed by how very much she was willing to do for the tiny boy she held in her arms. The moment they handed him to her, she swore she would tear the earth apart if it would keep Shane safe and happy. 

    Now, 26 years later, she's going to prove it."

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    26 Feb 2026

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    “I mean, you— you say I’m perfect. That it’s, that everything we do together is… is perfect.”

    Yes, perfect,” Ilya says adamantly.

    “Okay. But. I mean. I like feedback, you know. If there are things you haven’t said because you don’t want to hurt my feelings, you could say. If there’s any judgement of my technique, like, that you’ve been doing silently in your head.”

    “I never judge you silently,” Ilya says. He pulls back a bit, twisting his neck so he can look Shane in the eye, frowning. “I judge you loudly. Is no fun if I don’t see your reaction.”

    “Ha, ha.”

    “Shane,” Ilya says. “Is this real worry you are having? I must know. You think I have… criticism of you, of sex with you? You think it is not perfect for me?”

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    Shane and Ilya navigate their sexual relationship, now that they're finally a couple.

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    26 Feb 2026

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    “It was in 2013. The first time, we were in that stupid apartment of yours in Montreal. So many pillows, you hired someone to decorate. I knew it was your first time, like that, with anybody. I wanted to make it good for you so badly. I’d thought a lot about it. I’d planned for it, like I never would have for anybody else I’ve been with. I didn’t expect— I didn’t realize how right it would be. I wanted to stay, I wanted to stay in that bed forever just to hold you.”

    “Holy shit,” Shane says.

    Ilya sighs, glares at him. “You have got to stop saying that in response to my romantic declarations. Is bad for my nerves.”

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    25 Feb 2026