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“just - i want to get closer. every time we’re close, i want to be closer. i don’t know what’s wrong with me. sometimes i dream about - eating you. but not…not him. me.” yuuji pauses, breath shuddering as he inhales. “i don’t want to hurt you. i know that like i know my own name. but i want…i don’t know. i want you inside of me. and i want to be inside of you.” when he chuckles, the sound is wet around the edges. “not exactly possible, huh?”
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sometimes, megumi dreams about consuming yuuji whole.
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- Part 2 of those eyes, that mouth
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14 Mar 2026
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ten months and ten days by katerpillar
Fandoms: 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Anime & Manga), 呪術廻戦≡ | Jujutsu Kaisen Modulo (Manga)
02 Feb 2026
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By December, Megumi's figured out that he's dying.
(Or: in the summer of 2069, Fushiguro Megumi's shikigami begin to disappear.)Series
- Part 6 of itafushi kaisen
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03 Feb 2026
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05 Jan 2026
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Heliotrope by Waiting_for_a_sunny_day
Fandoms: 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Anime), 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Manga)
28 Nov 2025
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“Sorry, Yoshiki,” Hikaru groans as tears come out of one eye and more of him comes out of the other. “Ughh, I don’t – ”
Yoshiki can see how hard he’s trying to calm himself down, but it just isn’t working.
“It’s ok,” Yoshiki says, quiet. “It’s ok. Instead of shovin’ it back inside completely, can you try just...lettin’ it out? Just a little bit?”
He has no clue how any of this works, but maybe a half-measure is better than trying to force it all at once.
“Okay,” Hikaru says, but it sounds like a sob. More of the unknowable, incomprehensible swirl leaks out into the dark room.
“Yoshiki – shit – ‘m sorry but can I…” Hikaru’s face – what’s visible behind the bloom of him – twists in a small kind of agony. “Can I touch you? Not much. Just – ”
It's been years since Hikaru first took the body of Yoshiki's dead best friend. Despite everything - every horror and hurt - they managed to find a home in each other. Not quite friends or family. More and not. What they have is complicated, but precious.
But when Yoshiki escapes their small town – to college, to Tokyo – Hikaru follows. And things start to change for them both.
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- Part 1 of Heliotrope AU
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16 Nov 2025
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I go out of the way to see you by LostLanguages
Fandoms: 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Manga), 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Anime)
19 Mar 2025
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The worker, whose name tag reads Megumi Fushiguro, blinks at the scene in front of him with bleary eyes, like he expects the whole thing to be an exhaustion-induced hallucination. When Yuuji, his rose, and the loud music from the JBL fail to disappear, Fushiguro leans out the window to check both sides of the road. Then he pulls back to stare at Yuuji again. “What the fuck,” he repeats.
“Uh…” This was not the plan. The plan was for Yuuji to give the flower to whoever was at the window and pull off. He was not banking on the fact that KFC apparently hired supermodels. Or fallen angels. Fushiguro might be both.
In which Yuuji loses a bet and ends up meeting the hottest guy he's ever seen in a KFC drive through
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21 Sep 2025
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incubation of craving by aurorabbh
Fandoms: 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Manga), 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Anime)
12 Jul 2025
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This study explores the lived experience of an active substance users navigating addiction and ambivalence toward recovery, aiming to illuminate the psychological mechanisms such as shame, self-medication, and trauma avoidance, that sustain substance use despite awareness of harm. Through qualitative interviews and narrative analysis, the study seeks to inform more compassionate, individualized therapeutic approaches that bridge the gap between clinical treatment models and the internal realities of those still actively using.
or PhD student Megumi Fushiguro is just trying to survive grad school and the guilt of his sister’s drug-induced coma when he meets Yuuji Itadori, a recovering addict attending treatment at the same hospital.
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06 Aug 2025
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Moot Point by ThroneofMist
Fandoms: 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Manga), 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Anime)
03 Sep 2025
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Fushiguro Megumi is a top student at the Faculty of Law at the University of Tokyo. Itadori Yuuji is also enrolled. Technically.
They've been rivals since first year. Allegedly. As far as Megumi’s concerned, anyway. Itadori seems blissfully unaware of this, which somehow makes it worse. Now they’ve both tanked their moot, their partners hate them, and they’re being forced to work together for the resit.
Failure isn't an option. Unfortunately, neither is avoiding Itadori. Falling for him was never in the agreement. But somewhere along the way, the terms changed.
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06 Aug 2025
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A Meter Away From You by Pink_Pastel
Fandoms: Chainsaw Man (Manga), Chainsaw Man (Anime)
13 Nov 2022
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Asa Mitaka never liked school, nor is she inclined to when her whole class hates her. The rooftop is her sanctuary or was until Denji, Chainsaw Man’s most annoying fanboy, stakes claim in her territory.
Every lunch without fail, he would be munching away at a snack at the railing, a meter away from her.
It wouldn’t be so bad if the guy knew how to shut up.
Asa was beginning to think her sanctuary was more of a hell.
Or: Denji and Asa frequently meet on the rooftop, bicker and fall in love.
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05 Aug 2025
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Thesauri Oceani by Anonymous
Fandoms: 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Manga), 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Anime)
27 Apr 2025
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Sukuna, nauclerus, et Megumi, enigmatica prima eius ministra. Capilli Sukunae rosei coloris in vento fluebant, oculi eius rubri similes solis occasu vespertino.
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27 Apr 2025
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Paradise by the Dashboard Light by DrButtons
Fandoms: Shingeki no Kyojin | Attack on Titan
21 Aug 2023
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It's almost Valentine's Day, and Erwin needs to deal with his massive crush on the school janitor before it gets out of hand.
Or not! Ignoring it has worked pretty well for him so far. Mostly.
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06 Apr 2025
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He thinks of Levi against the wall, Levi on the roof, Levi at the camp, Levi in the mess, Levi in the halls Levi in his office Levi in his dreams Levi Levi Levi—
“Magnetized,” he breathes.
a.k.a. The five times Erwin and Levi didn’t kiss, and the one (first) time they did.
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- Part 1 of Inevitable
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- 1/1
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24 Feb 2025
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Enemy, apprentice, friend. Associate is too clinical, lover sounds too personal, partner too enduring. Confidante? Comrade? Companion?
There is no word for what Levi is, to him. What do you call an equal other than an equal?
A counterpart, Erwin thinks.
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from ACWNR to fall of Wall Maria
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- Part 1 of counterpart
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- English
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- 413,501
- Chapters:
- 32/32
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- 3
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- 2,126
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12 Feb 2025
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“Levi,” Erwin said. Levi regarded him calmly, one eyebrow lifted in expectation. He was sitting in the very center of his bed, elbows on his knees. Casual, at first glance.
“It’s going to be a public flogging, tomorrow at noon.”
“Okay,” Levi said, voice flat. Erwin couldn’t tell if he was surprised or not, if he was afraid. His eyes roved over Erwin’s face hatefully, but he gave nothing else.
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29 Jan 2025
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“What were we?” Viktor asks, the question catching Jayce off guard. “Back in your universe?”
He stumbles as he tries to put it into words- are there even words to describe what Viktor was to him?
He opens his mouth, intent to say he doesn’t know- but the words flow out on their own accord.
“We were… everything. ”
or: in which jayce crashes into another universe, one where viktor was too late to stop his jump
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08 Jan 2025
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imagine being loved by me by katerpillar
Fandoms: 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Manga), 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Anime)
16 Nov 2024
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Now that he's looking for it, Yuuji can feel it: the words are etched into him, woven into his muscles and carved into his bones. Start by saving me, Itadori. Yuuji promised he would, so now he must.
The burning pain is starting to come back again. It begins in his chest this time, slightly to the right. Yuuji swallows, reaching up to press his hand against it.
So, he thinks dazedly, as the universe begins to take him apart. This is what happens when you break a Binding Vow.
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Megumi dies in Shinjuku. Yuuji is thrown back in time to save him. Again, and again, and again.
(Or: Yuuji says “I’ll save you, Fushiguro” and the universe says “bet.”)
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you are someone i have loved but never known by katerpillar
Fandoms: 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Manga), 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Anime)
27 Nov 2024
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A son. That's right: Toji had one of those. He'd abandoned one of those. His son, in front of him. His son, who his wife had asked him to take care of. Those were her exact words: take care of—take care of...
Shit. What's his name? Toji gave it to him—what was it?
(Or: Fushiguro Toji, sixty seconds before suicide.)
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10 Dec 2024
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circles by moonflavoured
Fandom 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)
02 Nov 2024
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03 Nov 2024
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Mystery Work
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This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!
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01 Nov 2024
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The Suffering of Night by Eure
Fandoms: Critical Role (Web Series), The Legend of Vox Machina (Cartoon)
17 Apr 2024
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It always snows at the edge of the world.
It snows the day the Briarwoods take Whitestone, and the day Anna Ripley’s experiment with residuum kills him, and the day they pull him back up from the dirt to turn him. And it snows again, that fateful evening Cassandra grabs his wrist and runs.
It doesn’t snow the day he meets Vox Machina.
a Vampire Percy AU
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- Part 1 of The Suffering of Night
- Language:
- English
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- 61,742
- Chapters:
- 20/20
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- 2
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- 496
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- 1,639
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23 Oct 2024
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thank you for stopping by by itoradori
Fandoms: 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Manga), 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Anime)
05 Oct 2024
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After losing Tsumiki, Megumi finds himself struggling to balance his grief with not only his own needs, but those of his two dogs.
Luckily, there's a dog walker on his usual route that seems more than eager to lend him a hand.
written for @anininjaspaz for the Itafushita Exchange 2024!
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- English
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- 5,655
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- 1/1
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- 11
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- 207
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- 44
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- 1,275
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06 Oct 2024