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A podfic of too many traumas by half_bakedboy.
"Drunk Buck has an incredible idea for a web series."
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“Eddie, I’m in love with you,” he says, heart thrumming in his chest, in his throat, in his mouth. He feels hot and cold and dizzy by turns.
“What?” asks Eddie faintly, barely even a question.
“I’m in love with you,” Buck says again. “I didn’t know, I didn’t mean to, but I am. I am.”
“You– Right, okay,” says Eddie, so visibly buffering that it makes Buck’s heart clench a little in his chest. Of course he’s in love with Eddie. How could he possibly have let himself pretend otherwise. “Wasn’t expecting this, bud,” says Eddie, and he sounds so shocked that Buck can’t help a wry smile. Of course Eddie’s surprised. They must be the only two people in existence who didn’t already know. “I– Buck, man, you know that I care about you, but…”
“I know,” he says gently to Eddie, because he did know, but that doesn't make this moment hurt any less.
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Post season 8, Buck confesses his feelings, Eddie lets him down as gently as he can, and they both try to figure out how to be just friends.
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[podfic] Solid by B13_MaybeThisTime, blackglass, knuckledusters, with (be_brave13), with (DevilWithABirdDress)
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
21 May 2025
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The first time she had seen a photograph of Hen from before 2010, she had been stunned to silence. Somehow, in her mind, Henrietta Wilson had stepped onto the Earth with her head shaven and her chin held high, a law of nature as undeniable as Newton’s first, at once the immovable object and the unstoppable force. Hen Wilson held open doors and pressed her into countertops. Hen Wilson called her on her bullshit and listened solemnly when she was corrected. Hen Wilson was unapologetically herself and made Karen want to rise to meet her there.
Henrietta Wilson did not slouch around in flamingo pink prom dresses.
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Karen ruminates on who her wife was, who she is, and the connection between the two.
podfic length: 16:30
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[podfic + fic] home is where i'm with you by 42donotpod (42donotpanic), be_brave13, blackglass, edible_chemistry, knuckledusters, with (dairaliz)
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
19 May 2025
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And Buck doesn’t know why this is so hard. He’s a fucking adult and Eddie and Chris came back when he’d basically convinced himself it would never be in the cards. He should be happy. This is a win. This is a major win and this is not Buck’s fucking house.
He should move out and be goddamn grateful. It’s not like anything will really change except that Eddie’s back won’t hurt from sleeping on the couch and Buck will be able to have his own space again and—
Buck doesn’t want his own fucking space. He doesn’t want his own place. He wants to stay here.
OR: Buck struggles with moving out of the house on S Bedford St. Then, he finally realizes why that is the case.
podfic length: 18:36
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The Bureau conducts an audit, and Scully considers the costs.
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Attachment 3 - a hotel folio for one night at the A-1 Budget Hotel, Klamath Falls, Oregon. Single room, free breakfast, no other charges. Bill signed by F.W. Mulder.
Handwritten note attached: “Agent Scully, did you have another folio for your room on this one? Thanks, Moira.”
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"I talk a lot. It’s probably not fun to sit through for something you’ll just instantly forget."
Eddie tilts his head. “Who’s forgetting?”
in which we learn about fermented milk products, discover that dolphins are sex fiends, and realize that sometimes, it really is all about knowing and being known.
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22 Nov 2025
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eddie's not entirely sure he believes in getting help, at least not for himself. there's only so much healing to be had for a body torn apart by bullets, for a mind that's only half there, for a man who's been leaving pieces of himself behind all his life with nothing to take their place.
except, as it turns out, falling apart happens in increments, and healing does, too: it happens when you gnaw a hole in your lip trying to keep quiet only to have the words escape; when you realize that the ghost you've been seeing out of the corner of your eye is yourself; when your best friend smiles, and you allow it to take your breath away.
it happens through the smallest of things: bird feeders, and cacti, and pasta shapes.
meanwhile, the world goes on.
(or: the entity often affectionately referred to as the unrepression fic.)
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01 Mar 2022