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have we been all this before? do you see what i see? by treasurebook
Fandoms: เพื่อนต้องห้าม | Only Friends (Thailand TV 2023)
30 Sep 2025
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And Mew can see himself pressing send on a text message before his brain has deciphered the words typed out without its permission.
And Mew can see Top standing on the other side of his doorway, with those eyes that unnerve Mew to no end. What right does he have to be heartbroken? What right does he have to be hopeful?
And Mew can see them stumbling through the threshold and onto the wall, hands pulling at clothes and fingers weaving into hair, so tightly wound it’s hard to tell where one begins and the other ends.
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Bookmarked by farewellswords (lapmonster)
30 Sep 2025
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topmew, hurt no comfort pwp
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jongin is on leave, and baekhyun wants company, and a little more. he ends up getting a lot more.
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When EXO went on hiatus, everything was already strained. Baekhyun had grown disillusioned with the company’s direction and decided to leave SM, hoping to find creative freedom elsewhere. Jongin, still passionate about performing, chose to stay—terrified that walking away would erase everything he had built.
They didn’t fight outright. No dramatic blow-up. Just a sharp conversation that ended with silence. Baekhyun accused Jongin of being too scared to take control of his life. Jongin accused Baekhyun of being selfish, abandoning the group when they needed unity most. Neither reached out after.
Now, years later, they’re being forced into a room again—this time as professionals, not friends. Baekhyun’s return to SM as a producer is already a surprise. Jongin being assigned to work with him on this high-stakes project is the company’s idea of brilliance… or chaos.
Bookmarked by kairumption (lapmonster)
27 Apr 2025
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kaibaek, canonverse exes (?), on ch4
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Even if his mind was present for the negotiation, Mew wouldn't be able to explain to anyone how he finds himself in the possession of a small collection of differently coloured candles - not that he'd actually tell a soul what goes down when Top and him are left alone anywhere.
Bookmarked by farewellswords (lapmonster)
22 Apr 2025
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topmew, wax/temperature play
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Thai language and culture by Anonymous
Fandoms: นักเรียนพลังกิฟต์ | The Gifted (Thailand TV 2018), นับสิบจะจูบ | Lovely Writer the Series (TV), บังเอิญรัก | Love by Chance (TV), ด้ายแดงซีรีส์ | Until We Meet Again The Series (TV), สามเราต้องรอด | 3 Will Be Free, ปลาบนฟ้า | Fish Upon The Sky (TV), อกหักมารักกับผม | Together With Me: The Series (TV), ทฤษฎีจีบเธอ | Theory of Love (TV), รักโคตรร้ายสุดท้ายโคตรรัก | KinnPorsche: The Series (TV), พินัยกรรมกามเทพ | Cupid's Last Wish (TV), นิทานพันดาว | A Tale of Thousand Stars (TV), พฤติการณ์ที่ตาย | Manner of Death (TV), แค่เพื่อนครับเพื่อน | Bad Buddy: the Series (TV), เขา...ไม่ใช่ผม | Not Me (TV 2021), เขามาเชงเม้งข้างๆหลุมผมครับ | He's Coming to Me (TV), เพราะเราคู่กัน | 2gether: The Series (Thailand TV), เพราะรักใช่ป่าว | Why R U?: The Series (TV), ทริอาช | Triage The Series (Thailand TV 2022), Star & Sky: แล้วแต่ดาว | Star & Sky: Star in My Mind (TV), แอบหลงรักเดอะซีรีส์ | Secret Crush On You (TV), ตรวนธรณี | Chains of Heart (TV), เดือนเกี้ยวเดือน | 2 Moons The Series (TV), นิ่งเฮียก็หาว่าซื่อ | Cutie Pie Series (TV), รักสลับโลก | Vice Versa (TV), เพื่อนายแค่หนึ่งเดียว | Never Let Me Go (TV 2022), แปลรักฉันด้วยใจเธอ | I Told Sunset About You (TV), เมื่อหัวใจใกล้กัน | Don't Say No: The Series (TV), พี่ว้ากตัวร้ายกับนายปีหนึ่ง | SOTUS: The Series (TV), เส้นลองจิจูดที่ 180 องศาลากผ่านเรา | 180 Degree Longitude Passes Through Us (TV), บรรยากาศรัก เดอะซีรีส์ | Love in the Air (TV 2022), คุณชาย | To Sir With Love, เชือกป่าน | Between Us (Thailand TV), พี่จะตีนะเนย | I Will Hit You Noei (TV), เบดไทม์สตอรี่ | 609 Bedtime Story (TV), ทฤษฎีสีชมพู | GAP the Series (TV), แฟนผมเป็นประธานนักเรียน | My School President (TV 2022), Midnight Series: Moonlight Chicken พระจันทร์มันไก่ | Moonlight Chicken (TV), พิพิธภัณฑ์รัตติกาล | Midnight Museum (TV), บทกวีของปีแสง | Be My Favorite (TV), ค่อยๆรัก | Step by Step (TV 2023), ชอกะเชร์คู่กันต์ | A Boss and A Babe (TV 2023), วาระซ่อนเร้น | Hidden Agenda (TV), กฎแห่งรักดึดดูด | Laws of attraction (TV 2023), หัวใจในสายลม | Dangerous Romance (TV 2023), เพื่อนต้องห้าม | Only Friends (Thailand TV 2023), ลางสังหรณ์ | The Sign (TV 2023), การุณยฆาต | Spare Me Your Mercy (Thailand TV), อาหารเป็นยังไงครับหมอ | Cooking Crush (TV 2023), ภาพนายไม่เคยลืม | Last Twilight (TV), เพื่อน ตาย DFF | Dead Friend Forever (Thailand TV 2023), Cherry Magic 30 ยังซิง | Cherry Magic (Thailand TV 2023), การุณยฆาต | Spare Me Your Mercy (TV), เขมจิราต้องรอด | Khemjira (TV), ชาย | Shine (TV 2025)
23 Sep 2025
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Information on Thai language and culture.
Disclaimer:I'm just one person, and this will contain my opinions and biases. My experience may be inconsistent with the others. I'm not and can not speak for Thai society as a whole.
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- Part 1 of Info for writer in Thai fandom
- Part 4 of All Radish writes
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In 1878, Wallace A. Murphy was hopelessly lost, starving, and delirious when he stumbled into a valley full of pink flower buds. In desperation he ate them, and discovered their near-miraculous curative powers. Pink Glories, journalists called them, and overnight they became as valuable as gold.
That same year, Rukia's heart broke. When the time came, she quietly acquiesced to the marriage her brother arranged for her. Now, six months after she became a bride, she's a widow, stranded in a slowly dying town.
Three years ago Ichigo Kurosaki went west to make a life for himself. Cowboy, railroad worker, bounty hunter, farmer, guard for hire: he's done it all. When Kisuke Urahara gives him a job escorting a grieving widow from Mechanicsville to Denison, he considers it a cushy job.
Until he meets the widow, and comes face to face with the woman he loves. The woman he could never forget.
Stories of the miracle of the Pink Glories spread more quickly than this warning: Stay away from the mature flowers. They'll make a man go mad. But they might just give a pair of broken hearts a second chance.
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Bookmarked by farewellswords (lapmonster)
15 Dec 2024
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ichiruki, western au, on ch2
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“This is Cordelia,” explains Angel. “She’s my, uh… everything.”
An Angel & Cordelia character study.
Bookmarked by farewellswords (lapmonster)
19 Oct 2024
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cangel, everybody lives/no holtz au, curse stuff
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are we one or are we two? are we me or are we you? by treasurebook
Fandoms: เพื่อนต้องห้าม | Only Friends (Thailand TV 2023)
30 Sep 2024
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Mew looks like he's out for his blood, eyes so dark Top thinks he's seeing red in them, a hallucination, a mirage, a vision of divinity. Whatever Mew is, Top wants him, whether as a tantalising gift or a terrifying omen, a boon from the heavens to have Mew here, a torment to not know how long it might last.
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Bookmarked by farewellswords (lapmonster)
30 Sep 2024
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topmew, missing scene & hurt no comfort
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Jaehyun moved to Chicago to figure out his identity beyond a son of privilege, and he moved in with Johnny and Ten to prove he wasn't like the rest of his shallow MBA cohorts. It's been years, though, and he's still not sure who he is.
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Jaehyun is no way prepared for Nakamoto Yuta.
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- Part 4 of so hot you're hurting my feelings
- Part 1 of this is what they say
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Bookmarked by farewellswords (lapmonster)
03 Sep 2024
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yujae, my world-famous quinoa salad
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moving through the seasons (with you) by treasurebook
Fandoms: เพื่อนต้องห้าม | Only Friends (Thailand TV 2023)
03 May 2024
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As the months change, they learn what being each other's truly means.
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Top turns 22. Mew promises to stay.
Mew turns 23. Top vows to not let history repeat itself.
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A year (give or take) in the life.
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If you had asked Top what she liked about sex in the past, her answers would’ve probably come out sounding boring and predictable. The feeling of closeness, the high of giving pleasure to her partner, getting to think about nothing else but that for a short time at least. And sure, a big part used to be the promise of a good night’s sleep next to a warm body.
Those would be her answers, or at least they used to.
Now if you asked Top what she liked about sex with Mew, it would definitively be how selfish her girl was about it.
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She never wanted a mate. He resigned himself to never finding his.
After fifteen years at the same firm, Kuchiki Rukia and Kurosaki Ichigo finally cross paths. And get caught up in a fire.
No, really: someone set the breakroom on fire.
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Bookmarked by farewellswords (lapmonster)
17 Dec 2023
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ichiruki, omegaverse (yes, omegaverse)
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Day 20: Pain/Sensation Play by hannahrhen for chasingriver
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies)
05 Jul 2014
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"I'm tired of the kid gloves, Rogers," Bucky prodded. "Come on. Take 'em off."
Or, Steve thinks Bucky's been hurt enough. Bucky doesn't agree.
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- Part 20 of Tag-Team: 30 Days of Steve/Bucky Porn