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  1. Public Bookmark 49

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    Buck is dreaming. Buck is dreaming about Eddie. Buck is dreaming about Eddie making Buck feel wanted.

    Eddie smiles—and before realising what he's doing he's in his living room leaning over his couch, leaning over Buck, pressing a soft kiss to Buck's birthmark as if he's done it a thousand times before.

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    Sleep Talking, Soft Boys In The Night, and Spooning.

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    20 Oct 2025

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    the "ass o'clock in the morning" one that i keep wanting to reread and can never find the link!!

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    Really, it was Lena’s fault. She’d been the one to demand a video when Eddie had finally caved and sent an SOS to the group chat asking if anyone was willing to trade.

    “Is anyone interested in trading jerseys with me? Preferably for a smaller size,” Eddie had said because knowing his coworkers, one of them would’ve been a smart ass and gave him an even bigger size. “I ordered an XL because I’m usually a XL but… the way it fits makes me look like I’m fucking one of the players.”

     

    Eddie wasn't trying to go viral. He just wanted to trade his jersey. But then something called Booktok got involved.

     

    Bartender!Eddie Diaz x Hockey Player!Evan Buckley

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    06 May 2025

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    Buck doesn’t think that if he were to say, “I’m in a bad place”, that anyone would turn him away. Really, he doesn’t. The 118 has too many good, kind people for that.

    But every time he wants to open his mouth, to say something, to reach out to Eddie or Bobby or Hen or Chim, he hears Eddie yelling, “you’re exhausting.”

    —you’re exhausting, you’re exhausting, you’re exhausting—

    So each day he does his job and he laughs and he jokes and he pretends he’s the care-free goofball he’s always been. And each day he packs away his bruises and his worries, takes them home to his empty loft with its quiet rooms, and licks his wounds in silence.

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    25 Jan 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 22

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    Tommy's house is a fixer upper. He even left it once, thinking he would just end up hurting himself. But Tommy came back and he fixed it, made it a home.

    This isn't about Tommy's house.

    Despite being separated for several weeks, Evan moved around in Tommy's kitchen without missing a beat, as if he never even left.

    This isn't about Tommy's kitchen either.

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    30 Dec 2024

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    “You’ll be in the pilot’s seat soon enough Evan.” Tommy flashed an easy smile.

    That smile could crack Buck if it tried hard enough. Buck didn’t know why but he felt like with enough time and a little concentrated effort, that smile could have him telling Tommy things Buck had never dared think about in the presence of the 118.

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    Buck returned to the 118 after the lawsuit, but it didn't mean things went back to normal. After months of mistreatment, Buck can't take it anymore so he transfers to the one station no one from the 118 could easily follow him to: the 217 LAFD Air Operations

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    13 Oct 2024