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  1. Public Bookmark 30

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    The stranger’s name was Phil, and he was in Sweden for a week visiting his brother. He loved the midnight sun because it made his night owl tendencies feel more socially acceptable, and he especially enjoyed Swedish summer because it didn’t usually get quite as warm as in London. Phil had looked pleasantly shocked to learn that Dan also lived in London, like it wasn’t an extremely populous city only a couple of hours away by plane.

    “Maybe it’s fate,” he’d wiggled his eyebrows, which made Dan snort. “Fate for what?” To that, Phil just shrugged good-naturedly. “She works in mysterious ways, right?"

    there's things i wanna talk about
    but better not to give
    but if you hold me without hurting me
    you'll be the first who ever did
    - cinnamon girl, lana del rey

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    06 Sep 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 91

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    It’s 2009 and Dan and Phil meet in person for the first time, and it’s a lot. But it’s mostly just frottage.

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    16 Aug 2026

  3. Public Bookmark *

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    Phil lounges on his back, laptop on his thighs playing the newest video from his favourite YouTuber. His grin is impossible to hide anytime he watches something new Dan has posted. He’s unbelievably proud of how far Dan’s come in the last few months of posting videos of his own, and this time is no different. Phil laughs at a quip and his phone begins ringing. His heart leaps into his throat – he hates phone calls.

    It nearly stops when he sees who’s calling. He slams his laptop shut and presses the answer button.

    “Dan?”

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    13 Aug 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 46

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    There is one rule of content creation that every creator is subconsciously aware of. Never read anything written about you.

    This is a rule Dan isn’t very fond of. Partially because he is kept awake every night with anxiety about what his fanbase thinks of him, partially because it turns him on reading about himself. Both of which are too loaded to unpack during the ungodly hours of the night. Tuck that away with the rest of his self deprecating feelings.

    The main issue, though, was Phil. To Dan, Phil was this one perfect, precious thing in his life that he couldn’t risk ruining. He wouldn’t let anyone ruin their friendship no matter what that meant. Hell, he’d give up the career he had built if it meant preserving his sunlight.

    Or, at least, that was the plan until Phil decided that takeaway and a full bottle of rosé needed to be split between the two of them and suggested that they read something the fans had written about them

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    Dan and Phil have some feelings left unsaid. One night, they decide to read fan fiction about themselves and recreate it. Problem is, they're both a little too into it.

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    11 Aug 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 25

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    “Oh, fuck you.” Phil giggles, partially joking and partially serious. He is exasperated and craving his own release, disappointed that it’s over so soon.

    “I’m sorry,” Dan’s voice shakes, “I’m sorry. You can keep going.”

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    2009 phan dry humping, just like god intended

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    10 Aug 2026