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    “What is there to talk about?”

    “What’s there to talk about?!” Hollander scoffed, shaking his head. “You’re playing for my fucking team!”

    “I know.”

    “Why did you have to go and get traded?! You realise we’re going to have to see each other every day from now on, and play together, and-”

    “Yes,” Ilya interrupted. He didn’t want to know how long Hollander’s list was. “I know.”

    Hollander took a deep breath. “Okay, listen,” he said. “Just so we’re clear - we don’t know each other outside of playing against each other, right?”

    “Right.”

    “And we can’t- can’t hook up anymore.”

    ~

    OR: Ilya gets traded to Montreal in October 2014. He's lonely, and angry, and he misses Boston. He doesn't know if it helps that Hollander is there or not.

    title from Buckle by Florence and the Machine

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    22 May 2026

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    Even if they're alpha and omega, even if they love and respect each other, Sirius knows that James is still his unattainable dream

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    21 May 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov loves his quiet life. He loves his bakery and his friends. He loves that he built it from the ground up. He loves his freedom. Freedom from his dad, his brother, Russia. He has a life in Canada. A great life. That's all he really needs anyway.

    Shane Hollander loves his job. Hockey is his everything. He has good friends and a great team. It doesn't matter that some days he feels stuck. Stuck in his life, in a lie, and in his body. It really doesn't matter. He has hockey. He's the best player in the NHL. That's all he really needs anyway.

    Or: Ilya Rozanov is a baker in Ottawa. Shane Hollander is the captain of the Ottawa Centaurs. No one knows that Ilya Rozanov and Shane Hollander dated in secret in college, but they never got a happy ending. Or do they?

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    19 May 2026

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    It's always been like this between Ilya and him. Ilya would go to his favorite club, get drunk and he would come crashing at Shane’s place because it was nearer. He would slip into Shane’s bed, press him against his body with his strong arms and whisper sweet nothings against his ear before pressing a light kiss against his neck. Ilya tended to get clingy when drunk and Shane would let him.

    But this will have to come to an end. Shane couldn’t bear being this close to Ilya anymore. They’ve been best friends for years and Shane’s always been in love with Ilya but never voiced his feelings out loud. This night would be the last. He would ask Ilya to give him his keys back. He would stop this even if it would be crushing him.

    Or : Shane is in love with his best friend and doesn’t know how to handle his feelings anymore.

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    07 May 2026

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    He brought her here.

    He actually fucking brought her here.

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    06 May 2026