8 Bookmarks by les286r

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  1. Public Bookmark 42

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    It's July. It's Syd's birthday. It's hot. Carmy is incredibly stupid. Carmy is yearning. This is a love story.

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    10 Nov 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 68

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    He presses his back against the cold wall, feeling like he’s about to die. The panic attacks have gotten worse as well. They’re longer now, more difficult to control.

    He doesn’t try to picture Sydney’s face, because if he does, he would see her like the night that she left. Angry, and sad, and disappointed.

    Thinking about her doesn’t help anymore. It makes it even worse. And it’s his fucking fault.

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    Chapters:
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    20 Sep 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 81

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    Everyone slips in kitchens all the time, even clean ones with pristine floors. Syd’s fallen on her ass more than once. But she’s never been… whatever this feels like, afterward.

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    3/3
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    15 Sep 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 44

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    "I may not be an expert in love, but I know Carm. And let me tell you, this man clearly has feelings for you. I've been having doubts for a while now, but the more I see how he acts with you, the more obvious it is to me," Richie declares with certainty.

    "That is ridiculous," Sydney assures him. "He's just being a good friend. Stop reading into it too much."

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    During a seemingly innocent conversation with Richie about love languages, Sydney is caught off guard when he suggests that Carmy may have romantic feelings for her. This revelation forces her to reflect on the dynamics of their relationship.

     

    Or the 5 different ways Carmy expresses his love for Sydney (while she remains oblivious).

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    Chapters:
    6/6
    Comments:
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    01 Sep 2025

  5. Public Bookmark *

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    Carmy ran warm. She saw him strip himself of his woolen jacket and brave Midwestern cold with bare arms and miraculously be without any goosebumps more times than she could count. He surely didn’t need the fuzzy packets of warmth, but he had them. Undoubtedly, he had them for her. Sydney would complain about her constant cold fingers and dry knuckles often, she shouldn’t have been surprised Carmy wasn’t just listening but cataloging the facts about her into some place in his brain. And yet—

    It made her ache, to be thought of like that.

     

    Or, when Carmy and Sydney finally start dating, everyone knows. Everyone, that is, except for Sydney.

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    25 Aug 2025

  6. Public Bookmark 58

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    “You know, I think we have this tendency to think of chaos as a bad thing. Like, if something’s chaotic it must be harmful, and it must be changed, or…ordered. But I think chaos itself is…natural, you know? The world around us thrives on chaos. Small changes make big differences. The butterfly effect, I guess. And, at its best, out of chaos comes creativity. I think it’s more about how we respond to the chaos that counts.”

    “And how do I...we— How does anyone do that? Respond to the chaos?”

    “I guess…learn to ride the wave, chef.”

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    Or, the bear, seasons five and six.

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    23 Jul 2025

  7. Public Bookmark 54

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    Carmy always wondered why Sydney'd come back, why she’d never threatened to leave again. He’d given her plenty reasons to and yet they’d never found themselves in that place since. He wasn’t eager to repeat the past, and the panic he could feel rising in his throat almost made him turn around, walk back out the door, put this off until he was more certain Sydney wouldn’t tell him she regretted ever responding to that help wanted ad and agreeing to open an entire fucking restaurant with him.

    OR: Following the review, Carmy and Sydney have to navigate a new challenge that could mean the end, or the beginning, of everything.

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    Chapters:
    14/14
    Comments:
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    354
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    54
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    09 Jul 2025

  8. Public Bookmark 73

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    Six meetings.
    Five on accident.
    One on purpose.

    After Sydney leaves The Bear, she and Carmy keep colliding in restaurants, in cities, in versions of their lives that don’t quite fit. The past follows them like heat.

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    32,967
    Chapters:
    10/10
    Comments:
    114
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    284
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    5,455

    07 Jul 2025

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