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he turns off the big light by gurlsrool
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
31 Mar 2026
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Ilya knows firsthand that the world isn’t comfortable. It’s loud, bright, demanding, a harsh place in direct opposition to everything he’s recently learned about autism.
Is it so wrong that he wants Shane to feel safe here? To carve out a space where, even if only for a few hours, he doesn’t have to grin and bear anything? He can just be?
Or: Ilya Rozanov has a lot of good ideas. Telling his fuck buddy that he should consider getting an autism diagnosis isn’t one of them.
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18 Oct 2026
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A world where Louis has a girlfriend, and he and Harry were never anything more than a shared glance at what they both knew was true.
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06 Oct 2026
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Harry and Niall spend their time in the school library to use the school phones to prank call people. They end up accidentally prank calling Louis Tomlinson, Harry's long term crush.
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20 Aug 2026
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"You're scared of the way I make you feel because you don't want to feel anything."
Pinterest quote challenge by @loudloudlove on Twitter.
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20 Aug 2026
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Harry wants to try something new but worries Louis wont be into it.
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- Part 3 of No Control
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23 Jul 2026
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"Would it be okay with you if I came to the New York show?”
Louis did not move. “Sorry,” he said, because it was the first word that arrived. “What?”
Harry’s voice went softer, not embarrassed exactly, but braced. “Your show. Madison Square Garden. I know it’s a big one. And I’m in London now, but I could get to New York. I just thought—” He stopped himself, then tried again. “I’d like to be there. If that’s alright with you.”
Louis did not answer.
Not because he was angry. He was not. Not because he did not want to answer, either. It was just that the sentence seemed to require a different version of him than the one standing there with sweat drying on his back, beer and football noise behind him, his girlfriend a few metres away, his best mate pretending not to listen.
Harry had never come to one of his shows.
Not once.
(Or: after England wins the match against Mexico, Harry Styles calls Louis Tomlinson from London, Louis answers from a backstage corridor in Charlotte, and a football match becomes an excuse for something neither of them quite knows how to name)
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09 Jul 2026
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He has to make sure the last competitor is out of the race.
He takes a few more steps and turns towards the last dark hair head, straightening down his white t-shirt and discreetly fixing his fringe.
Fuck. Shit.
Fucking Liam.
Gorgeous. Beautiful. Pretty. Louis is going to cry.
Or,
Blind date AU
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09 Jul 2026
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Harry and Louis were once everything to each other – friends, love, a home in a fast, noisy world.
Yet the pressures of public life spare nothing, not even what seems indestructible.
Years later, both have built new lives, followed their own paths, and celebrated their successes.
When a twist of fate brings them together once more, the carefully constructed worlds begin to shake. Old glances suddenly feel strangely familiar again, and long-buried feelings burst forth with full force.
What remains is the question of whether anything that once was can ever truly be over.Bookmarked by lilbean413
07 Jul 2026
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“Hello?” A voice came through, deep and slow. “Hi… my name is Harry, and actually…”
Louis smiled instantly.
“Ah, sweetheart,” he said. “You’re not supposed to say your name.”
There was a sharp inhale on the other side of the line. “Oh. Sorry. Shit. I’m new here, I didn’t know.”
“No, no, no. Relax. You’re alright.”
“I’m sorry.”
“Don’t apologise,” Louis said. “Really, you’re fine. You know my name. I might as well know yours.”
In which Louis is a radio host, and Harry just needs someone to listen.
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- Part 6 of Short/Not so sweet
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30 Jun 2026
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On the third floor, in Flat 302, life was anything but ordinary. It was the kind of place where the door was always open, smelled like takeaway and you could always hear laughter echoing through the halls. And living there was fucking great, until Harry Styles moved in.
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The one where sharing a room with Harry is the worst thing that’s ever happened to Louis. And then the best.
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- Part 1 of 302
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11 Jun 2026
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au. louis and harry are best mates that are only half aware that they're also soulmates. alternatively, louis goes to university and harry travels the world, and they always manage to find their way back to each other.
takes place over nine years, in which they love and hurt, make mistakes and learn, and above all, grow.
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03 Jun 2026
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.. / .-.. --- ...- . / -.-- --- ..- (I Love You) by emmli28
Fandoms: One Direction (Band)
18 Sep 2024
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Louis and Harry have been friends since they were children and Louis has had a crush on Harry for as long as he can remember. At a young age Louis learned how to say I love you in morse code and has used it to profess his love for Harry ever since. He has gifted him bracelets with the code, drawn it on his skin and tapped it into his body. Every time Harry has asked, Louis has just shrugged it off, unable to voice his true feelings. Louis and Harry are now moving to different cities for university and they won't be able to see each other every day, like they are used to. Will their friendship stand the test and will Louis ever be able to tell Harry how he feels?
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27 May 2026
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Harry age 10, and Louis age 12, meet on a seaside holiday. Their visit to a fortune teller sets off a series of events that changes their lives and dreams forever.
They spend the next ten years searching for one another in their dreams—but can they find one another in real life?
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::REVIEWS::“I loved this so much and read it in one day."
“I love the idea of them finding each other in dreams. This was really beautiful”
“This fic was magical…I absolutely loved it! What a ride that was😍👏👏”
Find me @sunnafternoon on twitter, bluesky & tumblr 💙
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27 May 2026
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"We were wondering if you could give us a hand. Or a brush." Louis gestures to the wax warmer, but there's no way Zayn's taking his eyes off him right now. It... doesn't look like he's joking.
"We."
Louis smirks at him, and starts scraping the wax off Harry's back with a blunt fingernail. Harry makes this high noise, and Zayn wonders if he's been holding his breath during Louis' exchange with Zayn, but now that he's got his attention back he can't help himself. "Of course. He's the one that got you standing here, isn't he? Wanted to be extra loud and pretty so you'll see what a good boy he is for his daddy."
Or, the daddyfic sequel where Harry has a birthday, Louis is a good boyfriend, and Zayn's the most helpful best mate ever.
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- Part 2 of driving instructor fic
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21 May 2026
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His first driving lesson with Louis takes place on a Saturday.
Harry stumbles out through the front gate in thrown-on baggy jeans and his ratty Ramones shirt, sees Louis leaning casually against the car, and his knees nearly give out. Apparently "not another surly teacher" meant a drop dead gorgeous twenty-something scruffy guy with shaggy brown hair and cheekbones sharp enough to chop a salad with. Clearly, Robin's trying to get Harry killed at seventeen.
Or, the AU where Louis is a 25-year-old driving instructor and Harry is a 17-year-old virgin who's really awful at seduction, except for the time he gets Louis to fall for him and fuck him senseless and take him on kinky adventures.
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- Part 1 of driving instructor fic
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20 May 2026
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In the X-factor house - Harry, frustrated by Louis' constant shenanigans and level of distraction decides to up the ante, and make his true feelings known. (Three very little big words).
But the delivery goes astray, leaving Harry anguished, Louis confused and the boys momentarily at odds.
Circling each other for a beat, when the big talk eventually comes, what follows, surely surpasses not only expectations, but possibly hopes and dreams with it...
(Can be read as a standalone)
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- Part 8 of Boys on the stairs: Love unfolds
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19 May 2026
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you move like water (yeah and you broke like waves) by Wankerville
Fandoms: One Direction (Band)
15 Feb 2014
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He gets it, he gets that he's weird, and clumsy, and his hair always seems to be a little greasy. He gets that he talks too slow and has a terrible movie taste and falls too fast, whatever. He can understand that Louis sees him as no more than a friend, and he can live with it. But he can't live with just being a fuck to him, thats something you say about a stripper, or a one night stand, but thats not them. They are best friends who have slept with each other three times already. He could at least call it ‘platonic love making’ or something other than a fuck.
Or the four times harry sleeps with louis and wakes up alone and the one time he doesnt.
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19 May 2026
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“I don't like you like that, Harry.”
“See,” Harry starts, Louis can hear the smile in his voice, “that's where I think you're lying.”
or an au where small towns suck, louis is losing it, and harry’s just too perfect.
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18 May 2026
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"Can I get a kids menu?"
"If you call me daddy."or a stupid au where louis is a waiter and harry isnt and liam doesn't think you can fall in love in half an hour but louis insists he has
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18 May 2026
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- Part 3 of strawberry milk fic
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18 May 2026