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In which Jisung gets locked on a rooftop in winter and accidentally becomes a missing person for 5+ hours.
(Now with *BONUS* Chapter <3)
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30 Sep 2026
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Matthew does not hate his body. At least, not most days. It is a body that has been fought for, bled for, carefully shaped over years of struggle, tears, and cautious victory. Being kind to it is a conscious effort, sometimes done with gritted teeth and simmering resentment, but he is trying, god help him, he is trying
After one night in 2022 alters Matthew's life forever, he has spent a slow, years-long journey towards some new kind of whole. Now, in 2028, he has achieved an unconventional but loving support system, a fulfilling career, and a wound that is mostly stitched closed. But when his world collides with Sung Hanbin's again, everything changes.
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26 Jun 2025
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When Jiwoong is reminded of a harrowing past, the only thing he can do is keep it hidden. Unfortunately, he has debuted with eight other boys, and all are determined to get the truth out of him.
“Hyung, tomorrow we have our first ever meet and greet. Can you believe it?”
“Are you excited, Matthew-ah?”
“Duh! I can’t wait to meet ZEROSES. Did you notice how big the stage was during rehearsal today?”
“I did.”
“It’s surreal, isn’t it? A bit scary…”
“I guess so.”
“…You’re crying again.”Series
- Part 1 of How to Survive Desecration
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31 May 2024
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“Hyung,” A shockingly familiar voice drifts into the dark apartment, followed by more urgent knocks. “Channie hyung, it’s me. Please… please open up.”
Chan is by the door before he knows it, and in a blink he’s already throwing it open.
Ex-spy Bang Chan has put his past behind him - guns, brass knuckles and all.
When an old friend shows up at his doorstep with no one else to turn to, Chan has no choice but to initiate recall on a team he hasn’t seen, let alone led, in ten years.
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26 Mar 2023
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“the bouncer,” says jeongguk. “he was trying to get this guy to leave and the guy was like, fucking massive! like his shoulders were fucking… i don’t even know, sixty centimeters wide and i was like, oh my god, this bouncer’s about to eat shit but then he went fucking super saiyan and slammed the dude to the ground and then just picked him up and marched him out the door, like without breaking a sweat or anything, and i just want him to punch me in the face. i’m, like… scared and horny.”
jimin and taehyung blink at him, slowly. neither of them appears to be following the conversation very well, until the bartender walks by and says, “that’s pretty fucking gay.”
(or: jeongguk is straight, yoongi is scary, and everything is not what it seems.)
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06 Mar 2023