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In which Jisung gets locked on a rooftop in winter and accidentally becomes a missing person for 5+ hours.
(Now with *BONUS* Chapter <3)
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30 Sep 2026
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Matthew does not hate his body. At least, not most days. It is a body that has been fought for, bled for, carefully shaped over years of struggle, tears, and cautious victory. Being kind to it is a conscious effort, sometimes done with gritted teeth and simmering resentment, but he is trying, god help him, he is trying
After one night in 2022 alters Matthew's life forever, he has spent a slow, years-long journey towards some new kind of whole. Now, in 2028, he has achieved an unconventional but loving support system, a fulfilling career, and a wound that is mostly stitched closed. But when his world collides with Sung Hanbin's again, everything changes.
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26 Jun 2025
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When Jiwoong is reminded of a harrowing past, the only thing he can do is keep it hidden. Unfortunately, he has debuted with eight other boys, and all are determined to get the truth out of him.
“Hyung, tomorrow we have our first ever meet and greet. Can you believe it?”
“Are you excited, Matthew-ah?”
“Duh! I can’t wait to meet ZEROSES. Did you notice how big the stage was during rehearsal today?”
“I did.”
“It’s surreal, isn’t it? A bit scary…”
“I guess so.”
“…You’re crying again.”Series
- Part 1 of How to Survive Desecration
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31 May 2024
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“Hyung,” A shockingly familiar voice drifts into the dark apartment, followed by more urgent knocks. “Channie hyung, it’s me. Please… please open up.”
Chan is by the door before he knows it, and in a blink he’s already throwing it open.
Ex-spy Bang Chan has put his past behind him - guns, brass knuckles and all.
When an old friend shows up at his doorstep with no one else to turn to, Chan has no choice but to initiate recall on a team he hasn’t seen, let alone led, in ten years.
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26 Mar 2023
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“the bouncer,” says jeongguk. “he was trying to get this guy to leave and the guy was like, fucking massive! like his shoulders were fucking… i don’t even know, sixty centimeters wide and i was like, oh my god, this bouncer’s about to eat shit but then he went fucking super saiyan and slammed the dude to the ground and then just picked him up and marched him out the door, like without breaking a sweat or anything, and i just want him to punch me in the face. i’m, like… scared and horny.”
jimin and taehyung blink at him, slowly. neither of them appears to be following the conversation very well, until the bartender walks by and says, “that’s pretty fucking gay.”
(or: jeongguk is straight, yoongi is scary, and everything is not what it seems.)
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06 Mar 2023
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of witches, covens, and matters of love by almostsophie1
Fandoms: 방탄소년단 | Bangtan Boys | BTS
29 Mar 2020
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Jeon Jeongguk, fresh out of training, moves to Seoul to begin his apprenticeship. He has enough on his plate with work and adapting to the world of humans and discovering these fascinating things called memes, so he doesn't put too much thought into finding a coven.
Well, he doesn't put too much thought into it until a coven finds him.
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24 Oct 2022
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Hyunjin knew he was pretty. Not only was he pretty, but people did what he asked because of it. Sure, it bothered him a little, because there was so much more to him than just his appearance, but he would take what he could.
After a horrifying accident, Hyunjin realizes there's more to the situation. He realizes that he has a TIR- a Traumatic Induced Response. He had powers, from a trauma he couldn't remember happening.
Spending a year mute, Hyunjin wonders if going to college is even worth it anymore. It wasn't until a boy with disarmingly bright eyes sat next to him and rambled his ear off that Hyunjin began to think maybe - just maybe - there was something worth living for.
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09 Aug 2022
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One moment Felix is bent over, crying into a neon green towel — it feels almost as absurd as he’s sure it looks — and the next, he is swept up in a pair of strong arms. Familiar arms. Exactly what Felix needs.
Felix falls apart onstage, and Chan is there to hold him through it.
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10 May 2022
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03 Apr 2022
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"Come on," Seokjin says, closing the door to his bedroom. "Shirt off, lie down."
"Hyung," Jungkook says in a rough voice, the corner of his mouth tugging up with a small smirk. "Ah, so suddenly? No romance?"
Seokjin gives Jungkook a massage, and Jungkook maybe cries a lot.
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21 Feb 2022
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What makes him a man?
The question hangs in his mind, and he can’t find a correct answer.
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Namjoon's reflection on gender identity, surrounded by loving people. Sometimes, it can be easier than initially expected.
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26 Jan 2022
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What happens in a kitchen when its executive chef who doesn't speak unless forced to starts wooing with desserts the sommelier who can't keep his mouth shut? And why is there a pig in the backyard of this restaurant?
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01 Dec 2021
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SEEKING RESPONSIBLE, QUIET ROOMMATE
for 1 bed in 2 bed, 1 bath apt. Wheelchair accessible from the street. Two blocks from multiple bus lines.
YOU:
Must be at least 18 years of age. Introverts, or self-aware extroverts preferred. Know how much noise you make and minimize it.
Must be consistently able to pay rent. MUST be comfortable with medical supplies in the home, sickness (non-contagious), et cetera.
No pets (caged reptiles/amphibians OK) (NOT FLEXIBLE).
Must not have a diet that requires nuts/seeds/dairy/soy (NOT FLEXIBLE).
Non-smoker, no hard drugs (edibles OK).
Night shift/odd-hours workers OK.
LGBT friendly. Antiracist.
ME:
24M. Home 98% of the time, mature, tidy.
Enjoys long drives, watching basketball with the volume down, writing, naps.
I am ill/disabled, and occasionally have a friend (23M) over for in-home care. I’ll brief you on this when we meet.
If you think you’re a good match, please email or text. Calls will be ignored.
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29 Nov 2021
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Public Bookmark 1144
Mystery Work
Part of sads
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This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!
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29 Nov 2021
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“I know what you are.”
Namjoon grinds his teeth.
“You might be the only one who can do this.” Yoongi tilts his chin up. “I know who you are, Kim Namjoon. The son of Lee Yuna, the strongest necromancer in history.”
“How do you-”
“I want you to bring Jungkook back to life.”- Language:
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29 Nov 2021
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BTS gets drunk and reads fan fiction together.
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29 Nov 2021
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Yoongi lives across the street from the flower shop, and every day, he catches himself staring at the beautiful boy that works there, marveling at how he seems to make the flowers look brighter. Yoongi has lived on the second story of the building across the way since before the flower shop was there, always wanting the cute boy below to notice him.
But he swears there used to be another kid that worked there...a girl…Series
- Part 1 of 花火：Flowers and Fire
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29 Nov 2021
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i won't be long (on the way back home) by orphan_account
Fandoms: 방탄소년단 | Bangtan Boys | BTS
15 Nov 2019
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Namjoon moves in with Hoseok, falls in love, and figures out more than a few things about himself.
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29 Nov 2021
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let me hold your heart (and ease your mind) by nvmyunki
Fandoms: 방탄소년단 | Bangtan Boys | BTS
01 Apr 2020
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in which seokjin is stressed but doesn't want to burden anyone and namjoon just wants to help.
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29 Nov 2021
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this is not forever (this feeling: it's temporary) by astrumagia
Fandoms: 방탄소년단 | Bangtan Boys | BTS
23 Mar 2020
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he hasn’t cut in three years.
now - now his thoughts plead with him to do it already. just do it.
“please,” he whispers, finds his eyes burning, the razor back in his hands, blades singing to him, a gentle lull that echoes his despair.
with hands shaking, breath no longer truly being granted to him, yoongi tries again, tries to pry them out, and his fingertips pull and pull and pull and -
there’s knock on his door, “yoongi,” the door opens, brighter light spilling into his room, “are you…”
yoongi freezes.
everything stops. the world stops, and suddenly, yoongi isn’t breathing at all.
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29 Nov 2021