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    “Family doesn’t have to be you, and Christopher, and a woman that could maybe be his mother. It can just be you and Christopher. It can be you, and Christopher, and the people around you that love you enough to never stop trying.”

    “Like Buck.” Eddie doesn’t mean to voice it, but it feels nice to do it anyway.

    “Sure,” Frank nods. There is a smile on his face, one that Eddie doesn’t think he’s seen before. “Like Buck.”

    ***

    Eddie Diaz’s life is going great. He’s in therapy, he’s got a great girlfriend, a great kid, his friend is getting married to the woman of his dreams, and his best friend just came out to him.

    Now his best friend is dating their new friend.

    Things are going great. He promises.

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    After waking up, all Buck can think about is all those moments that seemed so absolutely new to Eddie. And he gets what Tommy was saying. At least Buck is bisexual; he’d discovered new parts to his sexuality, but what he’d experienced so far had been good too. Eddie had never even kissed a person of his preferred gender before Buck, and Buck’s talking about settling down and marriage and- and expecting him to just commit the rest of his life to him? Without even letting him shop around a little?

    He thinks about 19-year-old Eddie trapped in a marriage with a woman he convinced himself he was in love with just because he never had the opportunity to explore what he really liked.

    And he just- he doesn’t want to be that for Eddie. He’s grateful to be Eddie’s first, but he needs to be Eddie’s last.

    Eddie and Buck get together, and Buck spirals about 'trapping' Eddie in their relationship. He attempts to solve this by being very, very, stupid - and trying to subtly encourage that Eddie cheat on him.

    [This work can be read without the preceding smutty get-together fic.]

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    Buck is fucking frozen. His mouth is dry, and his brain is blank except for oh no, oh fuck reverberating in his frontal lobe. He can’t answer. He feels the pressure against the metaphorical closet door, the hinges creaking against the weight of the boxes crashing down.

    “Are those… hearing aids?” He registers Eddie's voice through the ringing in his ears.

    It takes him a moment before he can finally whisper it out. He feels his head nod against his will.

    “Yeah.”

    The door gives out.

    or: how a conversation about tardigrades results in buck grappling with a disability he's suppressed, getting hearing aids, and realizing that the family he craves has been there for him all along. in that order.

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    “I called you a slave-driver!” Stiles cried hysterically. “I called you an ogre! I stole all the blue paperclips!”
    Derek raised an eyebrow at him.
    “That’s company property!” he shouted, waving his arms madly in distress.
    Derek ran a hand over his face. “It’s not theft if the vice president of the company gives you permission.”
     
    (Otherwise known as the Elevator AU)

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    He has no idea what you're supposed to say when you find one of your...werewolf acquaintances, completely out of their mind, growling like they're about to see what your insides taste like. There's no handbook for this. Stiles is thinking that if he survives he might write one.

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