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  1. Public Bookmark 45

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    Something churns across Luca’s expression. It’s schooled away a moment later; Luca stares a little blankly at them for a brief moment before he shifts, getting off Shane’s lap, stepping back. “I need to go,” he says. He fishes visibly for an excuse. He settles on: “I’m not feeling well.”

    Ilya opens his mouth, and then closes it. “You’re not feeling well?”

    “Headache,” Luca says. He steps back again. “I’m sorry.”

    “Luca,” Shane tries.

     

    or: mix tuna melt and ‘will you come with me to the cottage’ in a bowl and make it hollanovaas

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    04 Jun 2026

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    Luca Haas grew up idolizing two hockey legends: Ilya Rozanov and Shane Hollander.
    Now he’s on their team, skating beside them every day—and trying very hard not to embarrass himself in front of his captain.

    Unfortunately, Luca has never been particularly good at hiding his crush.

    Ilya notices everything.
    Shane notices too.

    Eventually, curiosity turns into an invitation.

     

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    The handprints keep flashing in his mind. Dark against Shane’s skin. Fingers splayed. Too deliberate to be an accident.

    Bruises happen. Hockey players bruise like breathing is involuntary. Like ice is cold.

    But those had not been from a hit or a fall or a puck to the wrong place.

    Those were hands.

    Ilya’s hands.

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    19 Apr 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 31

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    “You didn’t tell him?”
    “Tell me what? Wylan...?”
    “Everyone meet our insurance, Wylan Van Eck.”

    /or the Van Eck name reveal because everyone portrays Wylan as a crybaby and I'm kinda getting sick of it. also, I already read all of them and I desperately need more.

    //update from 19/03/2026: this work is not abandoned. I'm not able to update consistently, but I have every intention of finishing it. thanks for understanding, enjoy reading! <3

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    02 Apr 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 72

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    “A parcel? You misunderstand, Mr Rosanov, this is no parcel.”

    Ilya’s eyes followed the man’s shoulder, trailing down his arm as the man gestured next to him, revealing a smaller body tucked behind his leg.

    The kind façade dropped for a split moment, with Ilya hearing a short growl followed by a squeak as the small body stepped out from behind the man.

    It was a child.

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    Alexei tries one last ditch attempt to ruin Ilya's life but ends up giving Ilya and Shane the chance to become parents.

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    09 Jan 2026

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    Shane gets the news five minutes post-win against New York.

    "Hollander! What do you think about the NHL gaining its first female player for a regular season?"

    Or: Shane gets a new sister. Someone should probably let her know about it, though.

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    03 Jan 2026