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  1. Public Bookmark 13

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    After getting into a fight at school, Irina Hollander‑Rozanov is sent to a therapist. But no matter how the conversation starts, it always ends up in the same place: the day that everything fell apart.

    The fic follows the therapy session betwen Irina and her therpist and some flashbacks to the past and what happend between Ilya and Shane.

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    10 Jun 2026

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    Shane and Ilya's feelings were always too big, too scary, and too difficult to discuss. After going their separate ways at the end of their time in Tampa, and building their lives without one another, Ilya makes the decision to call Shane in an effort to catch up after over 20 years apart.

    Edit: After many requests, I have added a chapter 2 with a happy ending. Please heal and enjoy.

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    01 Jun 2026

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    "Why are you not scared?"

    "I am scared," Ilya admits. "I just am tired. Of hiding me. Of hiding you. Of hiding how much I love you. I want to go to the rink— how do you say it? Authenti."

    "Authentically," Shane supplies, automatically.

    "Yes. Authentically. I want to go to the rink authentically, as me," Ilya confirms.

    Ilya looks at Shane, pauses until Shane meets his eyes. "I want to say: I, Ilya Rozanov, love a man, and that man's name is Shane Hollander."

     

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    Or, sometimes it takes a little more time, and some courage, to be with the one you love.

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    02 May 2026