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Ryan and Brendon across the ocean, in a different life.
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15 Sep 2026
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don't you know i belong arm and arm with you, baby by whisperdlullaby
Fandoms: Panic! at the Disco
03 Mar 2014
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in which, brendon is off embracing his sexuality, and ryan is not jealous and certainly not in love with him.
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07 Sep 2026
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in which brendon wants babies and weddings, and ryan's not so sure.
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06 Sep 2026
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"Sorry, man. Maybe you should call Geek Squad."
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30 Aug 2026
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On the Nothing Rhymes With Circus tour, Brendon comes up with a brilliant, brilliant plan to get regular orgasms without resorting to the palpitating groupies Zack disapproves of. Sure, he's never thought of himself as gay, but blowjobs know no gender, and if Ryan's willing, why the hell not? The path to true Nirvana is anything but smooth, though, and a lot of bad sex later, Brendon figures a few things out.
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23 Aug 2026
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A Whole New Spin (Anything Can Happen If You Let It) by servecobwebheadaches
Fandoms: Panic! at the Disco
09 Jul 2018
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Brendon Urie is a professional ballet dancer, who works and performs under Pete Wentz's direction. When Pete chooses the production of Mary Poppins, Brendon is assigned to work with Ryan Ross, a professional tap dancer, on one of the main pieces of the show. Brendon simply hates the entire genre of tap, and instantly hates Ryan Ross himself for disrespecting the precious art of ballet. Pete further assigns them to work alone in the theatre to get the piece done, for six days a week, lasting three months.
They have to learn to deal with that, somehow.
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05 Aug 2026
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I'm Alright In Bed, But I'm Better With A Pen by notarydenenjoyer
Fandoms: Panic! at the Disco
24 Jul 2025
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30 Jul 2026
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Brendon can never walk into a room and just be there; he has to be everywhere, all at once.
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17 Jul 2026
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Ryan’s been working at this Hot Topic for exactly three weeks and four days, and if he’s honest, he has the exact hour he started buried somewhere in the file cabinets in his brain. It’s the worst job he’s ever had. Brendon is a stranger who decides he needs Ryan's help with impressing a girl he likes. It goes exactly as expected.
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03 Jul 2026
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26 Jun 2026
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A college AU. Brendon's this close to being homeless on the streets after he fails to secure a new apartment before his eviction date. Luckily his Biology partner, Ryan Ross, (whom he may or may not harbor slightly more than platonic feelings for), steps in and saves his ass.
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16 Jun 2026
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Lover Lover Lover by horrificaesthetic
Fandoms: The Heart Rate of a Mouse Series - Anna Green
01 Jan 2023
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“Do you always cry when you bottom?” He asks, and I guess it’s also kind of an answer. He moves his hand to my hair again, and I sigh, closing my eyes in a half-hearted attempt to feign exhaustion. It’s too late to sleep again, though. That’s the problem with morning sex marathons: sleeping afterwords fucks up your whole day. “Seriously, I know you didn’t the first time, but then back in New York, I remember...” He trails off, moving his hand down to lightly press on the bruise he left just under my ear last night. The one that’s probably going to be there more often than not for the rest of my life, if we get our way.
I look up at him again, still warm and feeling a little more exposed than before. “Only with you.” I confess quietly.
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I have a lot of thoughts on Ryans relationship with bottoming throughout the series, and this is honestly just an absurdly nsfw exploration of a headcannon that got really out of hand. Takes place between Ryan coming back to Brendons house in Chicago at the end of book 3 and the dinner at Jons in If You Want to Be Common.
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04 Jun 2026
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I'm Gone With The Moon, New With The Sun by nearlylauura
Fandoms: Panic At The Disco, Young Veins, Bandom
29 Apr 2012
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‘What the fuck is going on?’ Brendon screams, voice breaking slightly as he holds back the choking fear. And yeah, okay, Ryan totally understands. He’d freak out if he woke up in some random guy’s arms, not remembering a single second of what happened the day previous. Except he’s not some random guy.
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17 May 2026
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Gerard lives in an apartment building with mostly old people, so when a cute guy his age moves in next door, he's eager to get to know him. But that cute guy is seriously strange.
Like, stealing Gerard's filthy laundry, disappearing for days at a time, frequently covered in mysterious scratches kind of strange.
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27 Nov 2025
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"Oh," Brendon breathed. "Your robot has a stutter. Spencer, that's *adorable*."
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16 Nov 2025
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Frank wasn't afraid of Mikey's weird older brother — he was afraid of vampires.
There was a difference. It wasn't personal, but it probably felt that way when the sun would start sinking in the sky and Frank would suddenly have to get home right away.
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- Part 1 of Bite to Break Skin
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06 Oct 2025
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Wille has a problem: He has too much sex, and it makes him feel like shit. Simon, as the helpful roomie that he is, advises him to take a sex-break for a few months. Though it does help him, it also makes him unbelievably horny, and sometimes in a shared apartment, situations arise…
Luckily, Simon and Wille are quite creative, so one could argue that they aren’t actually having sex
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25 May 2025
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He could live like this forever, he thinks. In fact, should be allowed to. There’s no earthly reason why he shouldn’t always be inside of Simon at all times. This is where he belongs and Simon wants him there.
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29 Mar 2025
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Wille and Simon celebrate Valentine's Day 2025 with sex.
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16 Feb 2025
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Simon’s heading to their place right now, unsuspecting and already giddy to see Wille.
He’s not sure what he expected when he got there, but it certainly wasn’t a singular desk and chair centered in the room in front of the board, all the other furniture pushed to the side, Wilhelm standing next to a ready-to-go power point presentation.
Wille closes his eyes for a second and breathes deeply, “Welcome! Simon,” he motions a hand through the air, taking a step towards Simon, “I am here to ask for ten minutes of your time, or maybe fifteen. You see, I brought you here to bring a very important thing, at least to me, to light.”
OR wille asks simon out via a power point presentation
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10 Feb 2025