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Down Bad by giraffingallday
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
28 Mar 2026
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He had little to do with Ilya Rozanov. They had met, years ago, at the prospect cup before he was drafted, and then kept meeting over and over. He’d done a good job at getting under Shane’s skin, over confident and stereotypical Dom that he was, and, after a weirdly charged ad shoot that had Shane scurrying back to his hotel room before he had even showered, he had never stopped. Drafted as rivals, made even more infamous by the idea of Dom vs Sub, Rozanov had never skipped a chance to chirp at him, pretending to flirt, calling him pretty - not handsome, not cool, pretty, it didn’t matter that Shane was a Sub, in the sports world, that read as an insult - and grinding his gears until they were sanded down to nothing. Shane Hollander fucking hated Ilya Rozanov. And Ilya Rozanov would not leave him alone.
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Ilya Rozanov throws a rock at Shane Hollander's face. It snowballs from there.
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26 Mar 2026
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“You—you saved me,” he says, leaning forward to touch the jut of Buck’s elbow. Buck’s eyes flick to him, fast and predatory, from the corner of his vision. “How did you know where I was?”
Buck scoffs. “Because I could smell it on you, Eddie,” he explains. “Three weeks ago you walked into the station smelling like iron and moss. Like wet stone. Humans don’t smell that way on their own.”
Humans. Buck says it like he doesn’t count himself among them. What would he call himself, then? Eddie finds himself too nervous to ask. “So you… you followed me?”
Buck doesn’t respond, but his gaze remains fixed and pointed, his mouth pressed into a firm line. Finally, after what feels like forever, he says, “you don’t understand what you are.”
Eddie swallows. It’s an eerily similar sentiment to the one Alex had made, just before he had sunk his teeth into Eddie’s warm and waiting flesh. In all my years on this earth, I never imagined I’d find a jewel as rare as you.
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- Part 3 of A Fright Night! Triple Feature
Bookmarked by loversllake
21 Nov 2025
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“It’s okay,” Eddie repeats soothingly, still smiling as best he can, a demure little upturn to the corner of his lips. “It’ll be okay. I trust you. I know you. You won’t hurt me. You’ll save me. You always save me.” // what if i puked ☹️❤️
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“I met a lady on the call the other day, the one I pulled out of the other unit… she said she was psychic and then started talking about granting wishes. It all sounded so ridiculous, but I-I think she did something to me. I know I sound crazy, but I think I have to do whatever people tell me to.”
Buck jerks back, stands to his full height, and Eddie sees the last twenty-four hours playing through his eyes in perfect clarity, without one second of doubt. Buck believes him, instantly, wholly, without question, and Eddie suffocates the sob in his throat.
“Oh, Eddie, you’re…” Buck says, “wait, is that why you were giving that guy your number?”
“That’s your question?” He gasps through a laugh, and it’s wet and dangerous.
“Yes,” Buck says, without an ounce of remorse.
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Eddie gets the Ella Enchanted treatment.
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Bookmarked by loversllake
10 Aug 2025
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oh this is like the buddie thesis of all time
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“Are you finally proposing?” Buck asks, and the air rushes out of Eddie like he’s been punched in the gut, a swift burst.
Hearing it from Buck makes it real, solidified, no longer a shapeless fantasy in his head.
"Proposing what?”
“Marriage, genius.” Buck snorts. “Duh.”
Buck peels Eddie's pomegranates, carves out the brown spots from his apples, eats the ugly, discolored fruit. Eddie wants to propose, spirals, and crashes a car about it.
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“I’ve had a prostate orgasm,” Eddie bit out, unable to fight the surge of heat in his cheeks at the sense-memory of the first time writhing and moaning on Buck’s fingers, under his tongue. Being wet and open and begging for more.
“Technically you haven’t,” Buck countered. “You’ve come from me touching your dick while I was also hitting your prostate.”
“Fuck off.” Buck couldn’t see Eddie’s eyeroll, but he hoped he felt it, like, psychically.
Or: Buck’s new hyperfixation is making Eddie come, untouched, on his dick—and on his dick only. Eddie can’t do it. Commence slow but sure descent into insanity (and desperation for Buck’s cock).
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- Part 1 of Weewoo Kink Meme Fills
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19 Jun 2025
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People keep assuming Buck and Eddie are married. Eddie corrects them, until he doesn't.
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29 May 2025
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I’m your wife,” Eddie says, thick and dreamy. It’s like all this heat has boiled his brain, has melted it away. All that’s left is bubbling hot honey, coating all of him, a sweet protective layer. “‘Course I’m sure.”
I SCREAMED.
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Eddie doesn’t just wake up in Buck’s bed. Eddie wakes up in Buck’s body.
The universe was always going to find a way to stitch them back together.
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His reflection is pallid, eyes dull. He’s lost weight, and somehow didn’t notice it until he looked in this mirror eight hundred miles away from the one he’s looked in every day for months. He notes that he’s split his lip open chewing on it, but his body doesn’t move to wipe that blood away. He shaved with Buck’s razor this afternoon before he put his funeral suit on, the one Buck bought for him despite his admittedly weak protestations, and he nicked the wing of his jaw. He was right earlier. The circles beneath his eyes are dark as plumbs.
There is something wrong with him.
Eddie tugs the sleeves of Buck’s sweatshirt down over his stiff hands before he goes back to bed, so at least if he starts bleeding again he won’t ruin Buck’s nice soft sheets.
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Eddie develops stigmata.
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22 May 2025
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this is insane no notes my stomach hurts. my baby eddie :(((((
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And he was happy. They were happy. Finally together after way too much time skirting around each other.
The date was going so well. They finally got it. And then they fell.
And Eddie hates it. He hates that it feels like they’ve been doomed from the start. That no matter how much Eddie tries– and he does– he feels like something is out to get him. And Eddie might start believing in the Universe– right here in the middle of a pile of debris with his leg pinned and slowly dying. Because there has to be some force at play here– some entity that keeps dooming Eddie and Buck over and over and over again.
(or, buck and eddie go on their first date, and the ground falls out from underneath their feet)
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12 May 2025
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deep breaths. this was absolutely wonderful
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Blood was a recurring theme in Buck’s life, and he thought if he told his therapist that he’d need to schedule a few more sessions.
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For a moment, a sickening image passes through Buck’s mind: Eddie’s bedroom door locked, kicked open, his body curled up at the foot of the bed, only this time there are no tears and no destroyed decor and he isn’t breathing, he’s not here. He’s not here.
Or, Eddie goes missing, and Buck loses his mind.
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23 Apr 2025
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eddie in a saw trap and buck being a crazy girl gotta be one of my favorite genres
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“Eddie, you’re scaring me,” Buck says in the quiet of the room. “Do you-- do you know what day it is?”
“Friday,” Eddie answers, tongue thick like his throat is stuffed with cotton.
“Yeah,” Buck confirms. “And-- do you know my full name?”
Eddie swallows. “Evan Buckley,” he says definitively, but--
He finally turns to look at Buck’s face, and it’s like he’s waiting for Eddie to keep going. Like Eddie had gotten it wrong. Buck’s face melts, his brows pinched together, and Eddie--
He doesn’t know what the hell is going on.
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Eddie loves every version of Buck. And Buck? Well, he’s starting to realize every version of Buck loves him right back. If only Eddie could get back home to tell him that.
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Buck has never looked at him like this, never noticed how alive he is. Eddie swallows, throat bobbing with the motion, and suddenly Buck understands that beneath all of Eddie’s miles and miles of smooth skin, there are muscles and arteries. There’s blood. He’s a diagram laid out, organs tucked under bones.
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or what it means to trust someone to hurt you, and what it means to live with it.
Bookmarked by loversllake
05 Apr 2025
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my stomach hurts rlly bad. buddieee my poor baby 🙁 (1000/10)
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Omegas don’t know embarrassment. They don’t process shame. And where alphas are more territorial, omegas are nesters, protective of their spaces because of what it means to allow someone in. It doesn’t matter that Eddie and Buck swore no oaths, and thus there was nothing to be broken in the first place. The animal under Eddie’s skin, the one that possesses an undue amount of influence over him, doesn’t much care. Because Buck is an alpha, and Eddie is an omega, and they’re designations respond to each other first and foremost, bone-deep and strong and long before anything else.
Eddie comes home. Eddie moves in with Buck. Buck and Eddie are friends. Despite any, and all, of the evidence to the contrary.
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- Part 1 of all fired up
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02 Apr 2025
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When he looked up, Eddie’s eyes were bright, focused. He was a little flushed, and his shoulders were soft but his jaw was set. “I love you,” he said.
“I love you, too, man,” Buck said. “But you know what I mean.”
“I do know,” Eddie said. “Buck, I’m trying to tell you something.”- Language:
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Bookmarked by loversllake
19 Mar 2025
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this makes me wanna chew on eddie’s eyeballs im so serious.
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It’s on the tip of Buck’s tongue. Eddie can sense it—can practically feel the energy charging between them—and he needs it to stop. Once it’s out there, once they finally get tired of the dance they’ve been doing the day they met, it’s over. If they never say it, things could go back to normal. If they never say it, they’ll still be them.
Maybe one day, Eddie will be able to bring someone home who he loves less, but can stomach the possibility of losing more.
Love suffocates Eddie. Slowly, he learns to breathe.
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Bookmarked by loversllake
10 Mar 2025
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this was honestly so beautiful and written so wellll i feel sickkkk
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Because Eddie, in his haze of pleasure, takes his other, unrestrained hand and reaches down, trailing it against the sticky wet of his precome and grabs onto his dick, jerking it in all too familiar, practiced movements and Buck thinks—
Buck thinks, oh.
Buck thinks, I want to be the one giving him pleasure. I want to make him feel good. I want to service him.
And that’s the whole problem, really.
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After an emergency that hits way too close to home, Buck proposes a spontaneous trip to El Paso to look at houses—and maybe visit Christopher while they’re there. Eddie, initially skeptical, thinks that might be the worst idea he’s ever heard. Three days, just a quick trip. What could possibly go wrong?
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There’s too much heat. The flames crackle and curl in the busted windows. The house is only two stories high. If Buck would listen, if he’d turn around and get out – he could be at the door, he could be out of the fucking blast radius.
But Buck’s still standing in it.
Eddie is cursed.
Like he has been for years.
Eddie is the blast radius.
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Eddie Diaz is cursed.
Bookmarked by loversllake
31 Jan 2025
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perfect dynamics perfect storyline perfect everything
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Eddie imagines it. The faux-domesticity of grocery shopping with his best friend and full-time fuckbuddy, filled up with come like a jam donut or something. It would be kind of ironic. It would be definitely, wholeheartedly, totally erotic.
It would blur the lines. But they’re always blurring the lines, aren’t they? Maybe they aren’t lines anymore so much as they are smears of fake boundaries long forgotten, abandoned in favour of more careless endeavours. They play fast and loose with this shit all the time. Who cares, when Buck is looking at Eddie like that? When all he’s asking to do is give Eddie everything he’s ever wanted?
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Buck and Eddie run some errands.
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- Part 3 of #EGFH