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  1. Public Bookmark 33

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    it's so easy to slip down to the bottom, it's falling down towers and pillars and watching them crumble with every foot further you sink. it's the crash, your back hitting the cold floor as it all pummels down around you. and then you lay in the rubble, hoping to find yourself not smothered or crushed by the debris. the hard part is to build yourself back up again, stand and dust yourself off and pick up the first brick that feels like it weighs a ton in your hands.
    that's where Frank was, slowly gathering himself and his things after the crash of losing a lover. every step he takes upward he begins to slip and feel the stairs crack beneath his own weight. the bottom is dark, lonely and hopeless. it seems he'll never make it out again. then in comes Gerard: a homely store owner who seems to have all the right ropes to pull Frank out of it. he's never been scared of rope but it's as if Gerard is tugging him up all too fast, giving him the bends and strangling him with all the air he breathes back into him. it's terrifying, it's exhilarating, it's so good and so sickening all at the same time.

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    16 Jan 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 6

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    Hajime couldn't help but orbit the star that was Oikawa Tooru.
    But even as he shined bright, it was inevitable that he crashed.

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    21 Jul 2022

  3. Public Bookmark 9

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    Kei's getting worse and worse and Keiji's running out of ways to help.

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    21 Jul 2022

  4. Public Bookmark 34

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    Frank wanted to be more than friends, but Gerard didn't feel the same way.
    If Frank can't have him willingly, he'll find another way.

     

    This is basically Gerard suffering all kinds of stuff I can think of. There's actually some happy moments eventually.

    Here is an amazing drawing that the most talented artist (@alxndramustdraw) made of this fic's main characters 🖤 She has a lot of beautiful works and it's a great honor that she chose to draw them
    https://www.instagram.com/p/CfjewsQsJZ2/?igshid=YmMyMTA2M2Y=

     

    **TRIGGER WARNING ⚠️
    There's rape, blood, torture, suicide and other themes that might be triggering. READ THE TAGS. If any kind of abuse triggers you, this story isn't for you.

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    19 Jul 2022

  5. Public Bookmark 28

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    “Pull on the collar again.” Eijirou looks up to Bakugo, eyes shiny with tears.
    “You like that?” Bakugou asks lowly. He picks up one of the chains from the dirty floor, connects it to Eijirou’s collar, and kisses his forehead. “Want me to keep you on a leash?”
    “Yeah” he replies, and it rolls off his tongue easy, like it’s what he’s always wanted.

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    Eijirou's devotion is shaken by the fear of being replaced by nomus.
    Bakugou uses a leash and collar to show him all the ways that make him the superior pet.

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    19 Jul 2022