madddi13
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In hindsight, of all the ways to get stabbed, Buck thinks a medical robot might be the funniest one possible.
But at the moment? It hurts like a bitch.
“Buck! Buck!” He hears Eddie shouting from outside the locked door as he frantically throws himself at it over and over.
The door gives out at the same time Buck’s legs do.
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Or, Buck gets stabbed by the robot, Eddie calls him baby twice, and then comes out to him. In that order.
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the way you move is like a full on rainstorm (and i'm a house of cards) by madddi13
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
16 May 2025
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Eddie’s here, but he's not, and isn't that worse? At least Bobby is truly gone. At least he's not next to Buck, the closeness haunting him more than the distance would. At least Bobby's death wasn't Buck's fault, unlike this thing with Eddie, and Buck can't change who he is and Eddie hates him for it and that can't be fixed and-
Buck is drowning.
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or, the night of the kitchen fight, buck has a panic attack instead of sleeping.
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Buck slams the glass on the counter and whirls around, anger all he can feel. It’s kind of nice, actually. To feel something other than pain. It’s roaring in him, rushing in his ears, and- oh.
“You’re doing this on purpose.” He accuses, pointing at Eddie and stepping forward.
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or, how the kitchen scene should have gone because only eddie knows how to get buck to feel things.
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"Patrick what- what are you doing?”
“Entertaining myself, Arty.” He says matter of factly, then leans up and sucks on Art’s skin.
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“Who did this to you?" Patrick asks, voice suddenly deadly serious.
The blonde jerks his head away. “Don’t worry about it."
Patrick is, in fact, worrying about it. “No, I’m not fucking around, Art. Tell me who did this.”
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Shane wakes up anxious for no reason
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23 Jan 2026
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Judges by a_good_soldier
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
30 Dec 2025
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Ilya tries to breathe. Shane is the one who panics. In fact, Ilya has been so calm over the past hour. So, so calm. Soooooooo so so so amazingly calm that maybe Shane will reward him with a very nice blowjob later. Ilya has been calm because Shane needs a rock to lean on, but Shane is gone and now Ilya is panicking. This is his only chance to rectify the first, shirtless impression he made on Shane’s father.
“Do you still read New Yorker?”
OR: Ilya, on the confluence of Shane with David, Yuna, and Svetlana.
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20 Jan 2026
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matter of fact, i caught you lookin' back by sargeantwoof
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
05 Jan 2026
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“No,” he says, smiling gently, like he doesn't know how irritating he's being. “Is my room first, da? You should speak with front desk.”
Hollander stares at him.
And then he starts to laugh.
“You ask the front desk,” he shoots back, in between his odd wheezes. Ilya's heart starts to pound in double time, because this is not—this cannot be Shane Hollander playing bed chicken with him. Their competitiveness is fierce, to be certain, but surely, Hollander would be the bigger person, no? “This is my fucking room, Rozanov. Wild horses couldn't drag me away.”
OR: Ilya's apartment is under construction. Shane's in town for a game. It'd be a shame if they somehow had the same hotel room.
[or, or: we need some more goddamn 'there was only one bed' out here.]
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- Part 9 of heated rivalry masterlist
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12 Jan 2026
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Shane is the one naked and dripping wet, and he still feels like Ilya is the one who exudes sex. Just standing there, brushing his teeth. When Shane turns off the water, Ilya hands him a towel and then turns around to rinse his mouth with the hotel mouth wash. He leaves the bathroom before Shane is done, and this is the moment where a tiny inkling Shane has ignored all day becomes a full blown suspicion.
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Shane and Ilya are having trouble balancing their very private relationship and their very public lives.
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07 Jan 2026
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He only realizes he’s doing it when it’s too late to stop.
He’s standing in the drink aisle of the grocery store, checking the expiration dates on the cans of Coke, mentally cross-checking them with Boston’s away game schedule, and the reality hits him like someone shook one of those cans and popped it open. A snap. A fizz. A mess.
Shane is making space for Ilya.
(or, lessons in budget-friendly shopping, home decor, and resisting the urge to neatly combine all your situationship’s shit into a drawer in your bedroom because you might be falling in love with him: a seven-ish step guide by shane hollander, who is so, so fucked)
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07 Jan 2026