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  1. Public Bookmark 92

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    There were many things about Shane's upbringing in Canada that Ilya found hard to understand. Like why he insisted on hiking into the brush to find the "perfect" marshmallow sticks for a bonfire. To Ilya, it seemed like a lot of unnecessary effort and a high risk of mosquito bites when they could just buy a pack of skewers and be done with it.

    But, like with everything that came with Shane Hollander, Ilya had learned to love it.

    And now here he was, years later, the one leading Shane and their kids through the woods behind the cottage on this warm summer evening.

    Or,

    Shane and Ilya take their kids on a weekend getaway to the cottage.

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    24 Mar 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 70

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    What if Ilya's father discovered Shane and Ilya in a compromising position during the Sochi Olympics?

    Ilya is forced to play for the KHL after the Sochi Olympics and he loses touch with Shane. Then, when his father dies suddenly 2 years later, Ilya is able to return to the NHL as a player for the Ottawa Centaurs.

    When he returns what does that mean for him and Shane? Is Ilya even the same person he was before he left?

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    22 Mar 2026

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    Ilya broke the silence. “This is… my fault,” he said. Yuna and David looked up at him.

    “Ilya, honey, you weren’t even there,” Yuna said.

    “I left him at the bar,” Ilya said. “I left early to take care of Anya. Hayden was there since we played Montreal, and I told Shane to stay so he could spend time with his friend.”

    “Shane’s an adult. He’s a professional hockey player. You left your perfectly capable husband at a bar. There’s no way you could have known this would happen. Don’t even start to let yourself feel guilty about this.”

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    22 Mar 2026

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    Shane looks up at him, mouth open around a question that doesn’t come right away.

    “What are you- why are you here?” he asks finally.

    Ilya frowns now. He knows it’s a risk but he didn’t think Shane would be unhappy he was here. Not after…not now.

    “I wanted to check on you,” Ilya tries again, voice careful. “I need to leave soon but-”

    But I needed to see you.

    I needed to watch you breathing with my own two eyes.

    I needed to hold your hand.

    “I’m- you were at the game?” Shane asks after a beat, uncertainty colouring his features. “Were we playing against each other?”

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    Or, Shane's hit on the ice leaves him with much more than just a fractured collarbone.

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    21 Mar 2026

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    Ilya starts calling Shane boring regularly after that, not cruelly but persistently, the way you press a bruise you know is there just to confirm it still hurts. Shane's cereal is boring, Shane's training schedule is boring, Shane's shoes lined up by the door are boring, and Shane responds with variations of "fuck off" and "you're an asshole" that become increasingly creative and occasionally surprising. They do not talk about anything that matters. They talk about groceries and whose turn it is to take out the trash and whether Ilya's music is too loud at midnight, which it is.

    On the ice, Shane is someone else entirely. Ilya watches him from the upper stands every morning with vending machine coffee going cold in his hand and doesn't tell anyone.

    Or: Shane asked Ilya once how you know when it's the right person. Ilya described Shane to him, and Shane didn't recognise himself.

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    20 Mar 2026