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  1. Public Bookmark 93

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    There were many things about Shane's upbringing in Canada that Ilya found hard to understand. Like why he insisted on hiking into the brush to find the "perfect" marshmallow sticks for a bonfire. To Ilya, it seemed like a lot of unnecessary effort and a high risk of mosquito bites when they could just buy a pack of skewers and be done with it.

    But, like with everything that came with Shane Hollander, Ilya had learned to love it.

    And now here he was, years later, the one leading Shane and their kids through the woods behind the cottage on this warm summer evening.

    Or,

    Shane and Ilya take their kids on a weekend getaway to the cottage.

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    24 Mar 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 70

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    What if Ilya's father discovered Shane and Ilya in a compromising position during the Sochi Olympics?

    Ilya is forced to play for the KHL after the Sochi Olympics and he loses touch with Shane. Then, when his father dies suddenly 2 years later, Ilya is able to return to the NHL as a player for the Ottawa Centaurs.

    When he returns what does that mean for him and Shane? Is Ilya even the same person he was before he left?

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    5/?
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    22 Mar 2026

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    Ilya broke the silence. “This is… my fault,” he said. Yuna and David looked up at him.

    “Ilya, honey, you weren’t even there,” Yuna said.

    “I left him at the bar,” Ilya said. “I left early to take care of Anya. Hayden was there since we played Montreal, and I told Shane to stay so he could spend time with his friend.”

    “Shane’s an adult. He’s a professional hockey player. You left your perfectly capable husband at a bar. There’s no way you could have known this would happen. Don’t even start to let yourself feel guilty about this.”

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    22 Mar 2026

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    Shane looks up at him, mouth open around a question that doesn’t come right away.

    “What are you- why are you here?” he asks finally.

    Ilya frowns now. He knows it’s a risk but he didn’t think Shane would be unhappy he was here. Not after…not now.

    “I wanted to check on you,” Ilya tries again, voice careful. “I need to leave soon but-”

    But I needed to see you.

    I needed to watch you breathing with my own two eyes.

    I needed to hold your hand.

    “I’m- you were at the game?” Shane asks after a beat, uncertainty colouring his features. “Were we playing against each other?”

    *

    Or, Shane's hit on the ice leaves him with much more than just a fractured collarbone.

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    21 Mar 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 1322

    Mystery Work

    Part of Crypto
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    This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!

    20 Mar 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 76

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    Shane Hollander’s hockey career ended before it even began. Ilya’s skyrocketed. When a twist of fate brings them together years later (one as the league’s brightest star and the other as the physio tasked with putting him back on the ice) they discover that some connections never fade.

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    20 Mar 2026

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    In 2008, Shane Hollander was the Next Big Thing in hockey. Then a baby he didn't know he had changed everything. Shane walked away from the MLH draft, choosing a life of diapers and midnight feedings over the Stanley Cup. Eighteen years later, his life is back on track, and his greatest achievement is about to make his MLH debut for the Ottawa Centaurs.

    Ilya Rozanov, captain of the Centaurs, has only one goal: secure his Canadian citizenship, come out, and finally live life on his own terms. He remembers Shane Hollander as a pretty boy from a World Juniors game in Saskatchewan. He doesn't expect to find that same boy back in his sightlines—not as a player, but as the father of his newest rookie.

    Or: The one where Shane is a world-class "dadager", Ilya is a pining captain, and Luca Hollander just wants to play his rookie season without his captain and his father making heart eyes at each other across the family lounge.

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    20 Mar 2026

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    “Maybe you don't have to-”

    “Uh-uh. No backtracking now.” Hayden pointed a finger at him. “If you tell Shane, fantastic. Would love that, quite frankly, but until you do, I want those goddamn pictures, Rozanov. Am I clear?” Ilya wanted to make some quip about Pike trying to get a different kind of picture out of him, but given the circumstances... He just nodded. “Good. My kids tragically love the fuck out of you, so figure this out.” Ilya nodded again. “Alright then.”

    Silence followed. Ilya eventually got up, and Hayden awkwardly walked him to the door.

    “Ilya,” he said, surprising him with the first name. “I know what I say doesn’t particularly matter, and I am mainly just a fail-safe for this situation, but…” He opened the front door and clicked his tongue. “For what it’s worth, you’re a good guy and don’t deserve the shit your brain apparently puts you through.”

    "I'm a married man, Pike."

    Or

    Ilya’s depression shifts into some self-harming tendencies, despite how well he can justify most of it. An unexpected cavalry comes together.

    (AKA I found a story filled with sex and decided to hone in on my other favorite things: mental health and complex family dynamics)

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    18 Mar 2026

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    Angry tears spring to his eyes and his head spins. His breath picks up.

    Something bad is happening, he thinks.

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    Shane is finally settled into married life with Ilya when ghosts from his past unearth troubling secrets he didn't even know were buried. He's forced to go on an odyssey in search for the answer to one question: what really happened to him all those years ago?

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    18 Mar 2026

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    Shane Hollander is hockey’s closeted golden boy with everything to hide. Ilya Rozanov is a professional Dom with everything to lose and an expired visa.

    Through their arrangement at a discreet Montreal kink bar, where NDAs protect secrets and sessions are charged per hour, they discover the most dangerous thing isn’t being caught—it’s wanting more than those hours allow.

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    18 Mar 2026

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    Shane Hollander knows he’s not the easiest person to love.

    As Ottawa’s captain, he’s busy. He’s particular. But he manages it. He’s always managed it. Shane makes sure his anxiety never becomes anyone else’s problem.

    And he’s lucky—his boyfriend Clayton is willing to put up with him just fine.

    Clayton isn’t always perfect, but he’s a great guy. Shane knows how lucky he is to have someone like him.

    Even if it hurts sometimes.

    Ilya Rozanov has just been drafted, and he’s ready to prove to the league that it’s his year. He’s played against Shane Hollander for years. He knows exactly how good Ottawa’s captain is on the ice.

    But the more Ilya sees of Shane off the ice, the more something starts to feel wrong.

    Because Shane Hollander might be the perfect captain.

    But his life doesn’t look anything like Ilya imagined.

    And seriously—who the fuck is Clayton?
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    Or, Shane thinks he's hard to love. Ilya violently disagrees.

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    16 Mar 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 70

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    [8:34 PM] (343)024-0510: Hello?

    [8:47 PM] 7(495)081-0615: кто это

    [8:47 PM] (343)024-0510: Is this Lily?

    [9:05 PM] Lily: 🍃💊🍄?

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    Shane Hollander is a good kid. captain of the McGill boys hockey team as a freshmen, top of his class, on a full ride scholarship and has internships lined up for the next four summers during the off-season.

    But he’s burnt out, tired. His depression is getting worse and worse and he can’t catch a break. His RA and teammate, Hayden, recommends that he talk to a business partner of his, Lily . Maybe she would have just what Shane needs to chill out.

    What he didn’t expect, though, was that "Lily" would be interested in business with him.

    or:

    drugdealer! ilya rozanov meets college!shane hollander and keeps bringing him freebies, including drugs he doesn’t even wanna try, because he has cute freckles and an innocent face.

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    12 Mar 2026

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    Russians do not blush. Russians do not get sick. Ilya gets concussions. He gets stitches. He skates on cracked ribs and calls it fine. He does not get sick. Which is why, when he wakes up at three in the morning in the middle of June, shaking so hard his teeth knock together, his first instinct is irritation.

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    12 Mar 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 9

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    Ilya works the register at a shitty liquor store, Shane is his favorite regular.

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    01 Mar 2026

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    Svetlana knows about Jane. It's frankly insulting for Ilyusha to think otherwise.

    She just never expected to have to call him for help. During the Olympics. In Russia. In the dead of night.

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    Or, it's Sochi 2014 and Russia has lost to Latvia. Grigori Rozanov, not yet compromised by illness, punishes his son for shaming the family. When Svetlana finds an injured and emotionally fragile Ilya, she knows she needs somewhere safe for him to recover. And there's only one person in Russia who Sveta trusts with her Ilyusha: Canada's Golden Boy, Shane Hollander.

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    28 Feb 2026

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    “You will not be so nice when we beat you,” Ilya told Shane Hollander, holding onto his hand, not letting him pull away. Not yet.

    But Hollander’s brow furrowed, not in anger but in confusion. “Ah, um, sorry,” Hollander said. “Merci. My English is bad. Worse… than you. Maybe slower?” And he leaned in, like that would help him understand.

    Ilya’s eyebrows rose, and his smile widened.

    Or, Ilya Rozanov grew up in Russia. Shane Hollander was raised in France. When they first meet, neither of them can speak English very well. Somehow, it’s easier to understand each other when words aren’t getting in the way.

    (Stand-alone remix of “I’m Reading Your Lips (You’re Speaking My Language)” but this time neither of them are native English speakers, and learning a new language is sort of like falling in love, if you think about it.)

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    27 Feb 2026

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    Rather than give him the joint, Ilya takes it back between his own lips and sucks in a deep breath, the tip glowing as he does so. Then, before Shane can process it, he’s reaching up and sliding one large hand around the back of Shane’s neck, pulling him down so their lips meet.

    Shane gasps softly, and Ilya takes the opportunity to blow smoke into his open and waiting mouth.

    Oh, God. Are you there? It’s me, Shane Hollander. We’ve had our differences, but I think I’d like to convert for real this time. I’m ready. Open the pearly white gates. I’m coming up.

    Shane goes to a house party, gets high, then gets on his knees. bon appetite
    now ft. part 2 and 3 with more high shenanigans, flirting and fucking

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    21 Feb 2026

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    It wasn’t that Ilya was jealous. It was just that…he sort of was.

    It's finally the off-season, and Ilya cannot wait for a perfectly boring summer at the cottage with his perfectly boring husband.

    Shane, however, has other ideas.

    (AKA Ilya gets jealous of a literal plant.)

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    51,824

    19 Feb 2026

  19. Public Bookmark 71

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    Two days after tuna melts, ginger ale, and names that changed everything, the world ends.

    A Friday night game at the Bell Centre dissolves into chaos. Riots spread. The dead don’t stay dead.

    Shane Hollander runs—not from the ice, but toward the only place that still makes sense.

    Somewhere between forced landings, closed borders, and a collapsing network, Ilya Rozanov makes a single decision:

    I’m coming to the Cottage.

    In a world stripped down to survival, love becomes direction, shelter, and promise.

    Coming to the Cottage is a Heated Rivalry zombie apocalypse AU about panic and devotion, brutal choices, and the terrifying comfort of knowing exactly where you belong.

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    19 Feb 2026

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    After Vegas, Shane decided that to get over Rozanov, he needed to get under someone new. That decision ends up costing him more than he could have ever known.

    After Vegas, Ilya decided that getting over Hollander was a useless task, and saying fuck it and jumping all in was the way to go. That decision ends up costing him more than he could have ever known.

     

    NOTE: None of the Rape/Non-Con is between Shane & Ilya

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    18/?
    Comments:
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    24,278

    19 Feb 2026

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