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  1. Public Bookmark 20

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    Nikolai is dying, and Fyodor knows why.

    The hanahaki came without warning—petals blooming in his lungs, soft and crimson and merciless. The cure? Unrequited love returned. The problem? Nikolai doesn’t even remember being in love.

    Then Fyodor appears—calm, elegant, and disturbingly familiar. He speaks like they’ve met. Smiles like he knows how this ends. And lies through his teeth with every word he doesn’t say.

    As the flowers spread and the past unravels, Nikolai is left grasping at memories just out of reach—and a man who may hold the key to both his salvation and his undoing.

    A journey through forgotten love, buried truths, and the kind of heartbreak that blooms from the inside out.
    Fyolai. Hanahaki. Slow descent. Sharp teeth under soft petals.

    STATUS: COMPLETED

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    02 Apr 2026

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    peak writing

  2. Public Bookmark 5

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    our Nikolai has a horrible day, tired and stressed and can't sleep, so his Fedya decides to help him relax so he can sleep <3

    or I needed a comfort and why not put that in domestic fyolai

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    31 Mar 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 20

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    Nikolai asks for rough sex. Fyodor knows that he's just scared of being loved.

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    31 Mar 2026

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    “What the HELL is that,” Reo wheezes out. “Chigiri, what—what is that—

    Chigiri glances at his phone. “Oh,” he says blandly. “Yeah, didn’t I tell you they primarily make ship art?” He squints at Reo. “This isn’t the first time you’ve seen a ship account, why are you acting so—”

    “They drew Nagi,” Reo shrieks, pointing an accusing finger at Chigiri’s phone, “shoving me into a wall—”

    “It’s called a kabedon,” Chigiri says unhelpfully. Reo’s mouth flaps open and closed. Chigiri sighs. “Why are you so scandalized by this? I’ve seen you not even flinch at stuff way more scandalous than this.”

    “Because it’s Nagi,” Reo stresses. “Give—give me the phone back—” He scrabbles for the phone in Chigiri’s hands, and once he’s got a hold of it, he brings it close to his face so that his nose nearly touches the screen. “And we’re kissing?”

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    or, the story of one Reo Mikage: established actor by day and aspiring fanfiction author by night

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    14 Jun 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 28

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    Sam and Colby have been best friend forever, well since 14. Now at the age of 16 and about to present as their second gender what will happen?

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    30 Oct 2024