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  1. Public Bookmark 38

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    "I love you so much it hurts.” Dan says, just as soft and just as fond and Phil absolutely hates it. Despises it when Dan says that. It’s not supposed to. He thinks. I’m not supposed to hurt you. Our love is not supposed to hurt you.

    After a while of silence, he gathers up enough of his voice to squeak out “I don't want you to hurt.”

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    29 Jun 2026

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    After filming a chaotic “drinks around the world” video, Dan and Phil are left alone, still a little drunk, a little soft, and a little too honest. "Take a little moment for Dan to finish that and he'll start going, "You know I've always liked you, Phil, you know, since the day we met."

    Dan has always been a little too good at showing Phil how much he loves him.

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    04 May 2026

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    If Phil could take a picture right now to keep forever, he would: Dan, hair gone curly from the humidity, a smile that reaches his eyes, marker on his face and campy gold jacket and all.

    “I said, do you want to go back to the hotel now?”
     

    or; moments on tour.

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    13 Apr 2026

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    October, 2009: Dan is meeting Phil for the first time tomorrow. He just has to get through this night.

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    “The precious desire burning deep in Dan's gut is intoxicating and he should be so much more scared than he is. He’s still plenty terrified, but maybe just this once he can allow his heart to want this. He’ll pick up the shattered pieces later.”

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    formidable: (adj.) causing you to have fear or respect for something or someone because that thing or person is large, powerful, or difficult

    (title and inspiration from Formidable by twenty one pilots)

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    01 Apr 2026

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    It starts simply—with the interlocking of pinkies.

    Phil’s remaining fingers curl against his palm as chapped lips meet the soft skin of his closed fist.

    Dan remembers it vividly. He remembers how hard his heart was beating, the uneasy flip of his stomach, and the whispered promise that it didn't have to mean anything—they were young and horny and and and Phil's lips were on his. And Dan doesn't remember much after that.

    Or: Dan and Phil have these rituals they do.

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    30 Mar 2026