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  1. Public Bookmark 44

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    Ilya’s life had always been a field mine waiting to explode, he was too much like his mama and nothing could stop the incoming implosion.

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    16 Mar 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 14

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    Ilya Rozanov has spent his entire life convincing himself that he’s fine. The past is past. And letting himself fall in love doesn’t automatically mean disaster. Then he watches Shane take an awful hit on the ice, and the memories Ilya’s kept at arm’s length begin to slip through the cracks. After that, he can't quite reset. Life keeps moving, seasons keep changing, and somewhere along the way, pretending he’s okay starts getting harder.

     
    or, Ilya keeps telling himself he’s okay, the universe keeps disagreeing.

     

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    16 Mar 2026

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    Shane and Ilya's peace is hard-won and devastatingly fragile. A phone call from Russia threatens to bring the whole house of cards down around them.

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    16 Mar 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 43

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    Galina makes it a point to remind Ilya that people aren’t mind readers, and unfortunately, if there’s something wrong, he has to actually communicate this. He's aware of this. He is. Even though it's always been so much easier said than done, even on a good day.

    But when the unthinkable happens, Shane ends up seriously injured, and Ilya can't bring himself to reckon with his role in it all, or how they'll move forward.

    Now it's all the more impossible to communicate the weight of his guilt, the feelings of inadequacy, and the all-consuming fear that Shane might not survive.

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    15 Mar 2026

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    It went something like this:


    On January 10th, at approximately 3:29 a.m., a single-vehicle collision occurred on the overpass of Charlesgate over Commonwealth Ave. Witnesses at the scene and surveillance footage indicate a an orange Porsche 718 Cayman traveling northbound on Charlesgate, in the rightmost lane on the Phillip G. Bowker Overpass. Footage shows the vehicle veering suddenly off the overpass at high speeds, colliding with a nearby tree. The driver, male, approximately mid-to-late twenties, was injured and unresponsive when authorities arrived. Airbag w/out seatbelt deployed successfully. Driver was quickly transported to Massachusetts General Hospital for treatment, there identified as Ilya Grigoryevich Rozanov. No other vehicles or pedestrians were involved in the collision.

    Ilya Rozanov, before and after.

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    15 Mar 2026