11 Works by mappifuu

Listing Works

  1. Tags
    Summary

    “She adores every part of himself that he’s ashamed of, wholeheartedly and passionately. Her tongue learns the shape of his misaligned teeth without a trace of reservation, her fingers sink into the soft flesh near his hips like he’s the most desirable thing alive. She calls him sweet things like ‘handsome’ and ‘precious’ that he’s never even considered could apply to a guy like him. He’s awkward and annoying and cocky right up until it matters, but as soon as the mask of confidence breaks, she takes everything that lies beneath and makes it beautiful. She takes his ugliest parts and makes them holy.”

    Mahiru sees something worth wanting in all the places Fuuta tries to hide.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    2,100
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    2
    Kudos:
    8
    Bookmarks:
    1
    Hits:
    75
  2. Tags
    Summary

    “'I… I don’t understand,' Yuno whispers. The dark shape on the floor dances to the wheelchair in the corner. The air looks warmer if Fuuta squints. Softer.

    'She told you, right?' Fuuta looks to Yuno, then back to the corner. The shadow is gone. 'Her boyfriend. She was following him, and she failed. That was what she believed in, remember?' Mahiru sits in the wheelchair, her elegant wedding gown obscured by darkness. She’s beautiful, like an angel. She’s at peace. She makes him want to die too."

    The prison is a lot darker in Mahiru's absence. Darkness looks different to Fuuta than it does to other people now. He and Yuno talk about it, about things lost, and about things missed out on.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    1,730
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    2
    Kudos:
    17
    Bookmarks:
    4
    Hits:
    131
  3. Tags
    Summary

    "Lying is one of the things Hiroaki does best, right? He lies to everyone, even himself. But why can’t he believe it when it matters most? He can’t be in love with the only person who’s ever seen him— really seen him— and wasn’t repulsed with what they saw. He can’t be painfully, pathetically, helplessly, head over heels in love with the only person who still believes in him, the only one who’s ever needed him half as much as he needed them, so… he isn’t."

    Takeshi is the only one here who’s ever seen him so ugly. He’s seen Hiroaki bruised, bloody, sleep-deprived, vomiting, collapsing and breaking and crumbling, and stayed again and again. He’s seen him past his limit, sobbing in hysterics and self-sabotaging in every way he knows and finding new ones after that. And he stayed. And he kept staying. And Hiroaki lies, and keeps lying.

    (Takes place in day 35, but no major spoilers!)

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    1,138
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    3
    Kudos:
    101
    Bookmarks:
    6
    Hits:
    846
  4. Tags
    Summary

    “'I need you too, Fuuta-kun.' Mahiru gradually lowers her head onto his shoulder, and he moves his hand to gently, soothingly comb through her hair. Soothing for both of them, most likely. 'Let me be here for you, okay? I-I want to.'”

    Mahiru cannot live without love, and Fuuta cannot live without validation. It's not a sustainable feedback loop, but if him loving her is a lie kind to both of them, there are worse fates, right?

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    2,543
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    4
    Kudos:
    34
    Bookmarks:
    5
    Hits:
    237
  5. Tags
    Summary

    "Recently, they started cataloguing everything they can say about themselves to help them maintain some sense of identity- Which… admittedly, isn’t much. 'Maintain' implies it was already there."

    Es doesn't know who they are. They also don't know if they should allow themselves to care or not.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    505
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Kudos:
    21
    Bookmarks:
    1
    Hits:
    182
  6. Tags
    Summary

    "It’s stupid, and definitely counterintuitive, but she can’t stop replaying it- that fateful span of what couldn’t have been more than ten minutes. She relives it in her mind’s eye over and over, each time picturing herself doing something, anything different that could’ve changed the outcome. He got what he deserved, but it isn’t satisfying. It doesn’t feel fair, not when she never got her closure."

    Teruko can't pretend to be as detached as she wishes she was forever. She should be glad Xander is dead. Why isn't she glad Xander is dead? She finally breaks, and grieves what could have been.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    1,656
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    3
    Kudos:
    6
    Bookmarks:
    1
    Hits:
    74
  7. Tags
    Summary

    “If she can’t have answers, then this will have to suffice. Vengeance has never been an option available to her, and Teruko is experiencing all kinds of new luxuries lately.”

    Teruko wants to eat Xander alive for what he did to her. He wants her to just as bad. In a way, they're both starving.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    1,378
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    3
    Kudos:
    13
    Bookmarks:
    3
    Hits:
    263
  8. Tags
    Summary

    The note had just shown up on the door of Fuuta’s dorm one day. He blinked at it, squinted at it in disbelief- but there it was.

     

    I like your plants :) -1306

     

    1306. That’s the room across from his. Guess they noticed the stupid pots he’d been tending on his windowsill.

    This… has to be a joke, right?

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    5,190
    Chapters:
    3/4
    Comments:
    14
    Kudos:
    66
    Bookmarks:
    5
    Hits:
    608
  9. Tags
    Summary

    If you fail to plan, you plan to fail. He knows that now.

    ---

    Character study on Fuuta and his relationship with the future

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    352
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    2
    Kudos:
    19
    Hits:
    182
  10. Tags
    Summary

    Mahiru takes care of her boyfriend, who is just a little bit on the sensitive side.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    1,870
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    6
    Kudos:
    54
    Bookmarks:
    2
    Hits:
    1,255
  11. Tags
    Summary

    Mahiru blogs about her boyfriend all the time. How could she not?

    Fuuta has his own thoughts on this.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    920
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    7
    Kudos:
    62
    Bookmarks:
    3
    Hits:
    379

Filters

Filter results:
Submit

Include

?
Include Ratings
Include Warnings
Include Categories
Include Fandoms
Include Characters
Include Relationships
Include Additional Tags

Exclude

?
Exclude Ratings
Exclude Warnings
Exclude Categories
Exclude Fandoms
Exclude Characters
Exclude Relationships
Exclude Additional Tags

More Options

Crossovers
Completion Status
Word Count
Date Updated
Submit

Clear Filters