mathilde_fpski



Recent bookmarks

  1. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    “Fuck you Rozanov.”

    He smirks. Even in the dark, Shane can feel it. The way his mouth quirks up and his eyes widen. “If you ask nicely.”

    or

    shane hollander and ilya rozanov are roommates in college who hate each other. until they don’t.

    ft. reddit, letterboxd, RA scott hunter, tuna melts and late nights.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    19,870
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    12
    Kudos:
    515
    Bookmarks:
    105
    Hits:
    6,543

    10 Jan 2026

  2. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    After a mix-up leaves Hayden with the wrong phone for three days, he ends up learning more about Ilya Rozanov and his secret girlfriend, Jane.

    Another Hayden-Finds-Out, because we can't have too many.

    *now with the extra continuing Hayden-Rozanov friendship text threads*

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    17,659
    Chapters:
    4/4
    Comments:
    403
    Kudos:
    4,132
    Bookmarks:
    911
    Hits:
    27,288

    09 Jan 2026

  3. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Shane put God on a back burner sometime between the ages of eleven and twelve. It was around that time that he barely stepped foot off the ice. His dad would joke that he was born with skates on, while his mother cursed out a grown man for a bad play. God, religion, faith came second to the rush of adrenaline as he flew on the ice.

    It takes seventeen years and the love of his life being dead for twenty-eight minutes to relearn how to pray.

    -

    Or, Shane's game is cancelled and he reads Ilya's would have been last messages in a tiny hotel room with JJ and Hayden at his side.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    5,220
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Collections:
    1
    Comments:
    38
    Kudos:
    1,222
    Bookmarks:
    182
    Hits:
    6,651

    09 Jan 2026

  4. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    “I am normal,” says Shane, rearranging his silverware on the table. “And I will pass Logic, ignore Ilya Rozanov, and continue to be normal forever until I die.” When he reaches for Rose’s fork to move it parallel to her plate, she grabs his wrist and gently sets it on the table.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    6,665
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    71
    Kudos:
    1,375
    Bookmarks:
    277
    Hits:
    8,552

    08 Jan 2026

  5. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    five times their friends realize shane might be the scary one, after all -- and one time ilya reminds the world he's only soft for shane.

    OR

    their friends – and hayden fucking pike, who, for some reason, remains shane’s best friend – are slowly realizing they can be more complex than Hollander and Rozanov. they can be Shane and Ilya, too.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    4,046
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Collections:
    5
    Comments:
    387
    Kudos:
    15,043
    Bookmarks:
    2,740
    Hits:
    86,122

    01 Jan 2026