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  1. Public Bookmark 79

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    Yuri hits his breaking point after a career ending injury, crushing Otabek by the thought of losing him forever.

     

    I can’t do this anymore

     

    The past year had been what nightmares were born from, but he thought it was much worse. He had the world in the palm of his hand, was on top of his game. But one night and a wrong decision had it crashing down in minutes.

    He leaned against the bathtub and closed his eyes, coming to terms with his plan of action. He had nothing left to live for. His career had been cut short, most he considered friends had left his life following his tragic accident. He had isolated himself from those who remained by his side, snapping at them every time he saw them. It wasn’t fair to them, and he knew they didn’t deserve to bear the brunt of his anger.

    Therapy hadn’t helped him at all. His psychologist gave him ways to get over his toxic feelings and anger, but he was too consumed with rage. Considering it a waste of time, he had stopped attending his sessions a couple weeks ago.

    That’s when he decided on his final act, one last thing the world would remember him by.

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    19 Oct 2017

  2. Public Bookmark 45

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    "As much as I wish we could move on from this, I am not strong enough to bear the fact that I have hurt the one person I love more than life itself. Baby, I am so, so sorry. Words can't even begin to describe it. I want you to be able to forget the accident and keep on living. This time, I am not going to stand in your way. My Yura, you were the best thing that's ever happened to me, hurting you was no way to repay for the happiness you have given me. Please, know that I will never, ever move on from you. My body and soul are yours forever."
     
    On their five-year anniversary, Otabek Altin and Yuri Plisetsky get into a motorcyle accident, which injures Yuri to a point where he is no longer able to skate professionally. Driven by guilt and regret, Otabek ends the relationship over a letter that Yuri finds when he wakes up, in the hospital. Knowing the Ice Tiger of Russia, will he really settle for that?

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    10 Jun 2017

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    Yuri has been supporting his family with his skating since he was a teenager, but now they are barely making it.

    How long will he be able to hold it together before everything falls apart?

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    09 Jun 2017