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In his way too long life Elijah hadn't been scared of much but he is terrified of the demon awakened by his mother's torture. The Red Door, tormenting him, is on the verge of breaking and he is afraid he will break – completely, finally – along with it. In the aftermath of the revelations and their consequences, Elijah receives help from an unexpected visitor.
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"Hello Elijah!", she said, her voice, husky as usual, and all too familiar in it's thrice removed intonation. She sounded exasperated, disappointed, tired but – and he could be wrong and wanted not to be – also deeply saddened.
Panting, blinking, he looked up, letting his upset eyes adjust to the form that was sitting – with the sun in her back – on his desk, making the glow about her silhouette painful to look at.
Elijah tried to rationalize the possibility of her being here but only came up with a wisp hope that she too, like most of what he was seeing these days, was just an apparition of his jumbled mind. Her seeing him like this? No. No! -
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Usually, darkness is a good place to hide things you wish to not see. So, when Elena finds him on her couch, passed out, drunk she doesn't question it or worry more than she normally would. After all: nothing new there. Tonight is different though. Tonight darkness is sick of her secrets. Of their secrets.
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"Quickly she removes her shoes and walks over quietly to where she knows he must be. Her path through the well-known darkness – where her footprints from last week's journey are still lingering – leads her to him, slumped in an unconscious heap on the couch. She looks at him, her eyes and her mind already adjusted to the lack of light by now, and she feels something inside of her break, leak, drop – wondering deep down how long it will take until her heart is completely drained."
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A Love Enduring Through Time by sepiamemories
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
01 May 2023
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As Steve Rogers' younger sister and you grew up with Steve's best friend Bucky Barnes. You have always been close friends but your feelings have long been something more. Keeping your feelings to yourself you have to watch Bucky leave for war. But perhaps the war helps put things in perspective, but will you both meet again?
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05 Aug 2021
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Fools Gold by goodbyegoodbyegoodday
Fandoms: The Avengers (Marvel Movies), The Avengers (Marvel) - All Media Types, The Avengers - Ambiguous Fandom, Marvel Cinematic Universe, Marvel
02 Jul 2023
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"You barely heard your two best friends call your name and the people brushing past you muttering with irritation as you slowly turned your head. When you had finally made the 180, you found those blue eyes you knew so well already staring intently at you with the same narrowed gaze. Before your brain could react, your legs moved faster than any normal human’s should, turning on your heel and shoving forward. With maybe a fifteen foot plus reaction time head start, you thought you had a decent chance at getting away even though he had a several inch advantage on the stride comparison. You'd always been faster than him."
An Ex-Hydra Agent who can manipulate metal, you were made for one purpose and one purpose only. Protect the the Asset. Now, you've been free for longer than he has, even though you're not entirely sure how. It's been years since you've started your façade of a normal life all the way across the country from the people you needed to avoid. But it all comes screeching to a halt because you made the mistake of a girls-night-out.
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21 Jul 2021
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Doctor's Orders by SteveRogerThat
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Marvel, The Avengers (Marvel) - All Media Types, Captain America (Movies), Captain America - All Media Types
08 Oct 2018
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There are 3 things you are certain of: 1. Tony Stark needs to give you a pay raise 2. Natasha can hold her liquor and 3. Steve Rogers is the last person with whom you’d want to be trapped on an elevator.
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06 Jul 2021
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You and Steve and Bucky have been friends since elementary school.
Their bodies are yours as much as yours is theirs.
But people grow, be it closer and apart.
I like to think that you three grow closer.
Perhaps closer than you think you even were capable of.
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19 Jun 2021
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Angel on Fire by ShotsbyShae
Fandoms: The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Captain America (Movies)
15 Dec 2019
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You literally fell for Bucky Barnes in 1944, Steve was there when it happened. How is it possible that you’re sitting across from him now in 2012 looking exactly the same?
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16 Jun 2021