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  1. Summary

    SVT Ensemble in Spider-Man universe. Will add one-shots and maybe drabbles. Set in New York.

    Details:
    - Spider-Man! Mingyu
    - Spider-Man's Best Friends! DK and The8
    - Spider-Man's cousin! Dino
    - Social Worker! Hansol
    - Social Worker & Dancer! Soonyoung
    - Detective! Jeonghan
    - Detective! Joshua
    - Firefighter! S.Coups
    - Firefighter AND Bomb Disposal Unit! Woozi
    - Paramedics! Jun
    - Reporter! Seungkwan
    - Photographer! Wonwoo

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  2. Summary

    i occasionally feel sad and stared at my phone and wonder how can i make Furuya Rei even sadder. hence this is a collection (most of them in Indonesians) on why I feel Furuya Rei should go to therapy. Most of the time, it's also akam-related.

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  5. Summary

    Purple Lilacs could mean 'realization of falling in love'

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  1. Public Bookmark 34

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    In volleyball, the libero's job is to receive. To ground the ball and keep it from falling. Off the court, Seungkwan struggles to do the same with his own life.

    Hansol exists somewhere between friendship and distance, and everything between them is tangled in volleyball and memories.

    Language:
    English
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    Chapters:
    1/1
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    Comments:
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    07 Nov 2025

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    “Well, we’ve been dating for almost five months, so it makes sense we’d match.”

    Soonyoung blinks.

    He laughs, kind of. “What?”

    Jihoon looks at him, confused. “We’ve been dating,” he says again, slower this time. “Since September?”

    There’s a pause.

    Soonyoung opens his mouth. Then closes it. Then opens it again. “I thought…” He shakes his head a little, like it’ll rattle the words into place. “What do you mean?”

    A tale of Soonyoung and Jihoon's six-month friendship. Or so Soonyoung thought.

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    English
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    02 Nov 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 47

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    “Haneul, where is it?”

    The voice came from directly in front of him.

    Soonyoung looked up, and there he was—a man about his age, dressed in sleek black that stood out starkly against his porcelain skin. His long blond hair, brushing the tops of his shoulders, fell gracefully to frame his face but did nothing to hide his striking features.

    For a moment, Soonyoung forgot how to breathe. It must’ve been an exaggeration, but never in his entire life had anyone caught his attention this instantly, this completely. The man seemed to shine without even trying, as if the air itself bent around him.

    And then, without hesitation, the stranger’s eyes moved past Soonyoung and landed on the little boy, who quietly whispered, “Dada.”

    Dada? Oh, great. Just perfect, he grumbled inwardly.

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    Chapters:
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    Comments:
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    Kudos:
    351
    Bookmarks:
    47
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    21 Oct 2025

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    Soonyoung, humble fan of Soundcloud musician Woozi and full time idol with professional songwriters and producers at his disposal, doesn’t know what comes over him when he asks Woozi to make a song for him. He’d just wanted something for himself, for once. Something he wouldn’t have to share with the world.

    (And maybe, just maybe, the fact that Woozi was pretty and had a nice smile played into his decision. Just a little.)

    In which famous Idol Hoshi of group BSS falls for a music store employee that doesn’t know who he is.

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    English
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    Chapters:
    13/13
    Collections:
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    Comments:
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    Kudos:
    811
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    170
    Hits:
    14,449

    18 Sep 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 21

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    Hansol reads the exchange over and over and over. He still can’t put a finger on why he can’t get it out of his brain. He’s been texted by wrong numbers before, but there’s something about this one. Maybe it’s the all lowercase. Maybe it’s the insistence that he respond, and quickly. Maybe it’s just that he’s lonely and hasn’t had a friendly, no-strings conversation with anyone in what feels like a very, very long time.

    He switches over to Seokmin’s texts asking for a clarifying question on a bit they’d recorded the day before. Then, his phone buzzes and he does a double take at the banner at the top of his screen.

    It’s the unknown number from the night before.

    UNKNOWN NUMBER
    u were right, btw. blue was the right choice. tysm.

    Language:
    English
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    Chapters:
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    16 Sep 2025