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    I like beating you, Shane had said, once, half-drunk on pleasure in a rumpled hotel bed. I like it– afterwards, when you’re–

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    11 Mar 2026

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    my longest yeah boy ever

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    Connor stroked at Hudson’s skin through the lace neckline of his cami. “I want you to make out with François. Just a little. As a treat, for me.” 

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    07 Feb 2026

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    what a beautiful time to be alive 🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️

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    And Scott felt it — a cold hard tug under his left ribs, a powerful ache of familiarity. It had been a long time since he’d seen so much of himself in the new crop of players, who seemed to get younger and younger every year. But Hollander wasn’t much like his peers. Scott couldn’t decide if he was more or less mature than the rest of them, but whatever he was, he was different. Marked. It gave him the look of a decidedly soft target.

    “How about we get you to your room.”

    Or: Scott steps up. Maybe he regrets it.

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    30 Jan 2026

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    YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

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    Svetlana and Yuna meet at a dinner party, at a wedding, at a hotel.

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    27 Jan 2026

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    THIS IS CRAAAAZYYYYYYYYYYY. OW OUCH OWIE

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    The second dinner goes better than the first.

    (Shane is his mother's son.)

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    18 Jan 2026

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    weeps

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    “Maybe later you will be good girl for me,” he whispers, daring it just as the door handle turns and the beleaguered errand-boy returns to fetch them, too involved in his call sheet to notice the shocked red of Shane’s face. They have makeup for that.

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    03 Jan 2026

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    tenderrrrrrrrr

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    [“YouTube,” Shane says suspiciously as he opens the text and eyes the link. “They have porn on YouTube now?”

    “’Now’,” Ilya echoes fondly, shaking his head. “Just open it.”

    Shane gives him one last dubious look before clicking the link to see… “'Shane Hollander Spitting Compilation',” he reads out incredulously. “'2010 to 2014’, what the fuck?” ]

    OR,

    Ilya sends Shane a link to something Shane totally isn't into. Definitely not. Probably.

    ...maybe he should research just to be sure.

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    18 Dec 2025

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    🤠👍

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    Ilya is at the door.

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    18 Dec 2025

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    oh this is so crazy

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    “You doing all right?” Daniel asks him.

    Armand blinks. “No,” he says.

    “Most honest you've been with me since I got here,” Daniel says. And then, because it seems like the thing to do, “I can clear out, if you need the place to yourself.”

    “Whatever you prefer.” Armand's lips look chapped. Dehydration? He ate the kid with the sunglasses, but the smear he left took a lot of bleach to scrub away. Maybe Daniel should - “You won't be harmed,” Armand says, “regardless of your decision.”

    “You got served divorce papers so hard it left a crater,” Daniel says, “and you're still poking around in people's heads.”

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    19 Aug 2024

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    IN SANE

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    Louis shakes his head. “And now he's got you stepping on him.”

    Daniel picks his drink up and necks the last half of it. “I have not,” he says, “stepped on him, as of yet.”

    “But you want to.”

    “I think so?” Daniel puts the empty glass back on the table and scoots it out of their immediate limb radius. “I think I could want to. I want to want to.”

    “There you go,” Louis says, “tell him that. That'll set the mood.”

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    07 Aug 2024

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    dannnnlouuuuuu the dynamics in this r everything

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    "I know what a breakup looks like," Daniel says. "The better question is, why are you coming to me about it? I'm the one who broke up your little sham."

    "This is what humans do, don't they?" Armand asks, letting his voice drop. "Crashing on their friends' couches when there's a blip in their romances?"

    "Except we're not friends. We're actually very much not friends." Daniel shrugs, as if it's all the same to him. "And I can't imagine the great vampire Armand deigning himself to sleep on my fucked-up sofa. That thing's been here since the nineties."

    "Well," Armand only says. "I saw you have a guest bedroom."

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    06 Aug 2024

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    yessss YESS

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    It feels like every single one of his worst comedowns and withdrawals rolled into one, and then doused in acid for good measure. He grits his teeth so hard against it that he tastes blood.

    He remembers Louis describing the death of his own body during the interview, his voice placid and even as he recounted the experience, the horror of it communicated from a respectable distance, a gentle remove.

    Talk about underselling it.

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    Daniel adjusts to life as a vampire. Louis helps. Sort of.

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    05 Aug 2024

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    “This is so sad,” Art says, shaking his head – but then he grins, the first genuine smile Patrick’s seen all night. It’s so warm and familiar that Patrick forgets for a second, that he’s nothing and they’re nothing, that the slight November chill is making them both shiver.

    (Patrick and Art spend a confusing weekend together at the tail-end of the year)

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    24 May 2024

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    this is crazy

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    Watching Patrick serve, the ferocity in it, how alive he still felt across from him—no, Patrick isn’t dead to him, and Art isn’t dead inside at all. Miraculously, Patrick has managed to harness that spirit still flickering deep within, the one that’s been wilting, that dying spark.

    Afterward, in the hotel room, there’s a shift.

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    23 May 2024

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    Art runs away. Patrick chases.

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    23 May 2024

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    Written for the prompt: Shaving fic. Flint shaving Silver, or Silver shaving Flint. Something where the intimacy and eroticism of that act is highlighted, as well as the amount of trust it requires.

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    08 Jan 2024

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    YEP! ABSOLUTELY!

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    21 Nov 2023

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    <3

  18. Public Bookmark 25

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    "How little it mattered when the moment finally came. I could see Estraven’s body had taken a shape that would suit mine. Relief, I suppose, was the strongest emotion I felt, but even that was overblown. All this time I had built it into something it was not, had worried myself into needless fretting. Finally I had my answer as to what Estraven was: he was mine."

    Yes, it is another Gobrin Ice Missing Scene. Set in chapter 16 directly after the Harhahad Thanern journal entry after Estraven writes "My own feelings were complex, and we let the matter drop." Me: No They Didn't <3

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    15 May 2022

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    whoaaa. was hesitant abt looking for fanworks 4 this bc it feels like i'll need my whole life to let the book itself digest, but this was exactly what i wanted/needed from a fic, thank u op

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    Sylvain's father always says that no one celebrates Solsticetide like Gautier. It was bad enough when Sylvain was growing up: Goddess forbid the margrave's heir fail to buy into the festivities. It's grotesque now. Two years ago the people of Faerghus were boiling mouldered barley and toasting rats over the coals for their Solstice night feasts, and that was if they were lucky. To pretend that five years of civil war haven't ravaged people and land alike, that the old hearty customs can go on just as they have for centuries, it turns Sylvain's stomach—

    Felix interrupts him. "Then come to Fraldarius."

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    Sylvain visits Fraldarius to help the new Duke preside over the winter holidays. It's a lot more complicated than he thinks.

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    09 May 2022

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    IT REALLY JUST *clenches fist* SYLVIX!!!!! this is sooooo soso big and devastating and tender and warm. big ghibli tears they are IN LOVE!!

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    Sylvain's going to get this treaty signed if it's the last thing he does. Felix is afraid it just might be.

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    09 May 2022

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    hhhhhhhhhhhhholy shit. i'm physically on the tundra in the fog rn. so so raw and gnarly.

    + weird synchronicity of reading this and left hand of darkness at the same time, stories abt A Guy Being A Lonely Ambassador In Foreign (Very Cold) Lands

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