3 Works by misoluvv
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“Because- guys I’m me.. I am weird and anxious and also somehow loud and excited all at once, he could have anyone and everyone. He can’t have me, that would be like..” Jisung paused to catch his breath not realizing how much he had truly been holding in.
“Like..?” Felix pushed.
“Like picking up a bug on the floor and choosing to love it while everyone questions your every move..” The boy cringed as his voice cracked off at the end.
“But shouldn’t Min be the one to decide that?’
“He can’t-”
“I’m a big boy Hannie, I can make my own decisions.” Suddenly, it felt like a bucket of ice cold water had been dumped onto Jisung’s head- Minho was here. He hadn’t even heard the door open but nonetheless he was here. In his room. Hearing all of his worries.
“Minho..” Jisung breathed; Minho heard everything… “Why are you- How did you- Did you guys know?” Jisung looked at the other two boys accusingly.
Jeongin got up, grabbing Felix with him, “He was outside looking like a kicked kitten, to be fair we told him not to come in but it seems like cats don’t know how to listen.”
Minho just glared at him with no real bite behind his eyes.
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God- you’re.. you’re so…” Minho paused, hesitating as if his mind couldn’t fully form the correct sentence, “you’re so frustrating Jisung.”
Jisung opened his mouth but suddenly any word, any language, vanished. The younger had been called a lot, but being called frustrating? By the one person he never thought he could frustrate, that was a new type of ache in his heart.
“I wanted it to be you.”
As quickly as those very words left his mouth, Jisung’s world turned on its axis.
“Wha-“ Jisung was quickly cut off.
“It’s okay Hannie… really I don’t know why I’m here, I shouldn’t have come.” It was a word vomit beginning without any warning.“I tried so hard to shut you out, get you out of my mind. But you just- you’re in everything I see. Hell, I saw a squirrel on my way over here and started bawling on the spot.. you’ve ruined me don’t you see, Hannie? Utterly ruined me.”
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The boys had texted you during their recording sessions to let you know Chan was having a rough day, some said he seemed more tense than usual, others said his jaw looked so clenched as if it could break off at any given moment.
You had noticed over the last week or so the tensions within himself were rising, it was shown in the way he was overworking himself more than usual, it was also shown in the way he began to close off around the edges as he does when life or work gets to be too much.
You, basically being the Chan encyclopedia, knew exactly what you needed to do- more so, knew exactly what he needed.
He needed relief, an immediate stress reliever if you will. Now he wasn’t one to turn towards substances, never that, but some would say to him, well to put it simply- you were his drug.