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Newly traded to the Ottawa Centaurs, Ilya Rozanov is so close to having everything he’d never thought he was allowed to want. He can see the man he loves more than four times a year, he’s surrounded by a team who supports him through his injury, and Shane’s parents have unhesitatingly accepted him as part of the family.
Except his lingering concussion symptoms have kept him sidelined from hockey, his boyfriend is still two hours away, their schedules are a disaster, and Shane’s team is, well…it’s full of assholes. There must be a way to make this all work out.
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A sequel to a whump fanfiction with more whump…that is also, secretly, a fix-it.
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05 Jan 2026
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"Maybe if Chimney had waited to ask his question until after the noise had subsided, Eddie might not have felt the floor drop away when they finally pulled the roof free and Hen had handed the blanket back to Bobby.
Seeing the shock of dirty blonde hair and the smudged pink stain across an eyebrow was as gut-punching as it had been the first time the motel door had opened and Buck had been standing there. Waiting."
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Eddie has drawn a clear line in the sand to protect his heart and to stop him from hurting anyone else he might end up caring about
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17 Jul 2024
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The memories aren’t fully fleshed out, only flashes of places, people, and feelings. Sometimes they’re tangible, so much so he feels like he can reach it within his fingertips and hold them there.
He’d be washing dishes, and he’d feel the phantom arms of Eddie around his waist, the junction of his neck and shoulder feeling warm. For a flash, he’d see a different kitchen than the one he was in. He’d be looking at a menu in a restaurant, and he thinks he’d hear Eddie’s voice asking, ‘You gonna order the usual?’ When he glances down at the table, he’d be surprised he’s not seeing a deep green tablecloth. He’d doze off on the couch and feel his cheek land on Eddie’s chest, arms wrapping around him, and he’d open his eyes to find himself alone.
How do you explain that away? Missing something you can’t fully remember having?
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Or, Evan Buckley wakes up without eight years of his memories with some guy named Eddie Diaz on his bedside. Which could mean nothing.
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09 Jul 2024
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One day, Buck will tell an interviewer that he would be happy to make movies with Eddie Diaz until the day he dies.
But first, years before that, he sees Eddie for the first time on the set of Chimney’s fifth movie.
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07 Jul 2024
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“Your condition is called retrograde amnesia.” The doctor says, handing him a pamphlet.
“I’ll take that.” Buck says, reaching to take them from the doctor’s hands.
They both follow Buck’s movement slowly. “It’s a form of memory loss that causes an inability to remember events from the past.” The doctor says, bringing her attention back to Eddie. “You’re missing a few years right now and-”
Buck’s scoff interrupts them both. When both Eddie and the doctor turn their heads to watch him, he shrugs, “Sorry.” He says sheepishly, “But eight years is not exactly a few years.” He quotes.
OR: In which Eddie loses about eight year of his life and things are… heavily different than he last remember.
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29 Jun 2024