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“What would you pick then?” he asked pointedly, eyes narrowed. “Between me forgetting you, or you forgetting me?”
“The second option.” Hanbin kissed his cheek. “I’ll remember.”
Hanbin should be worried about regaining his lost memories. But really, all he wants is to know why the most beautiful man in the world seems to hate him.
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Bookmarked by nalligo
31 Jul 2026
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read for bnb book club <3
super wholesome fic, the angst is compensated by the fluff and there’s surprisingly no sexual tension (hao is so strong). very realistic non-realistic memory loss issues like regression, panic attacks, eloping, and mental strain which leads to some great hurt/comfort. the parallels of bin falling in love a second time were sooo bittersweet i crode.
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If they were together — his breath quickens just thinking about it — then Zhang Hao would search for him in the crowd, would reach out to him with an outstretched hand. Hanbin would cross that fan-idol boundary; it's not so much about him seeing Zhang Hao, because he already knows everything there is to know, but Zhang Hao seeing him. He would dissect Hanbin meticulously and lovingly, tilting his head with a thoughtful notch in his brow. It would be his decision whether he would accept what he sees or run screaming.
Hanbin is Zhang Hao's biggest fan.
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31 Jul 2026
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i need psycho bin so bad. he’s absolutely deranged in this fic i love him <3. also just an incredible slowish burn of bin spiraling into obsession and hao’s crazy ass thinking it’s hot. one of my favorite dead dove fics
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“You’ve been dating for a year and a half,” Jiwoong says, “What do you mean not that serious?”
“Ah…” Zhang Hao starts and then stops himself.
There’s no excuse he can give them that will make them understand, not unless he admits this whole relationship is a sham.
Zhang Hao never meant for his small white lie about having a boyfriend to spiral so far out of control. Hiring Hanbin to play the part was supposed to be a simple transaction, but with every fake date they go on, the line between pretend and something real begins to blur.
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10 Dec 2025
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“What the fuck are you doing here?” Hanbin’s voice shakes, every word caught between anger and pain. He could almost feel his fist land on the other’s face, but he stops himself.
Hao only looks at him with his brows furrowed, confused. “Who… who are you?”
Three years ago, Hao ran away on the day they were supposed to say I do, leaving Hanbin standing at the altar, and Hanbin knew that would be the end of it.
But when Hao walks back into his life, Hanbin learns the truth:
Hao doesn’t remember him…
...Or so he thought.
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Bookmarked by nalligo
08 Dec 2025
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His freedom is a concept that has lied out of reach for him since he was first captured, as he never assumed that there would be any other way for his story to end: the scientists on the ship made it clear he would be trapped in America until his new owners grew bored with him and severed his life at any moment they deemed fit. He wished for freedom, naturally, but as his time on the ship lengthened this wish changed. It seemed unfathomable to leave Hao behind when Hanbin was growing more convinced that they belonged together. He wanted Hao to always be with him, to brush a hand through Hanbin’s hair or pinch his cheek or smile at him in that soft, amused way he does. Two rivers running in parallel to each other until their time of confluence.
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02 Apr 2025
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Within five seconds of withstanding the incessant stuttering, Hao believes he’s figured out what his deal is. He’s got this guy pegged, for sure.
Seems that the operator’s found himself what they refer to in the biz as a “unicorn” – a completely inexperienced, virgin, caller. Probably some closeted, unattractive dude in the tech field living in his parents’ basement, with zero social skills and a lot of time on his grubby, sweaty hands.
This is going to be fun, Hao jests to himself.
Zhang Hao truly has his hands full, juggling university in a foreign country by day and working a full-time gig as a phone sex hotline operator by night. The monotony of his lonely life has become tiresome, but fear not! For herein enters a new client named Hanbin Sung who possesses the capability to change just that.
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Bookmarked by nalligo
17 Nov 2024
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A story about how Seok Matthew fell in love with the vampire that attacked him, learning a lot about himself in the process.
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Kim Jiwoong, a conflicted vampire, bites Seok Matthew, a human with latent magical abilities, and it ends up triggering an unexpected connection.
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08 Oct 2024
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Matthew does his best to remind himself that the very attractive Alpha in front of him is completely off limits. He's not going to ruin his chances at this job by doing something foolish like sleeping with the very attractive single father who was paying Matthew to look after his daughter, Wonhee.
Even if Jiwoong had, admittedly, played the hot doctor on Chicago Med that Matthew had fantasized about before.
[or: In which, Matthew really needs a job with the right benefits to keep his visa valid and stop him from getting shipped back to Canada. When this leads him to single father Jiwoong, Matthew tries not to let his attraction to the actor ruin a good thing, but things have a way of getting complicated when there's mutual attraction and a pack bond involved. (This fic is prequel to the other fics in this series, & can be read as a standalone.)]
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- Part 3 of GSM Verse
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08 Oct 2024
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The first thing Hanbin notices is that Zhang Hao looks just as luminescent under the waning dusk light as he does under the moon. Perhaps it’s just an innate quality of his, perhaps it isn’t the moon at all, but a sort of lunar countenance that he inherently possesses.
And it keeps Hanbin in fervent rapture now, unable to look away even when he knows he should. He hasn’t been able to look away for years.
Or, despite perilous dangers and dark secrets, Zhang Hao and Hanbin realize even among shadows it happens: the coming of love.
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Bookmarked by nalligo
09 Sep 2024
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Amid their turbulent and messy public divorce, actor Sung Hanbin and former-idol-turned-soloist Zhang Hao fall in love – for the first time.
(Or, in the space of a single summer, a mutually-beneficial PR relationship between two celebrities goes from bad to worse.)
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20 Aug 2024
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THE forced proximity fic. amazing fluff i cried from cuteness + has some of the hottest binneul smut i’ve ever read in the middle.
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Jiwoong gets dangerously obsessed with the new tenant downstairs. He finds out Matthew is not just a pretty boy.
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11 Jun 2024
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He thinks that maybe if he never met Hanbin, this vision of love would've eventually faded away and been replaced with something safer. As he grew older that fantasy would've been beaten against the rocks until the jagged edges were flattened out, until all that was left was the smoothness of normalcy. He could run a tentative finger across it and not have to pop that finger into his mouth to staunch the blood flow. But where's the fun in that?
Zhang Hao only wants one thing for himself.
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15 Feb 2024
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“So what’s your call?” Seungmin asked, balancing the coin on his forefinger and thumb.
Minho held up crossed fingers. “Tails.”
“Alright. One, two, three—”
Seungmin flipped the coin in the air, and as soon as it landed in his palm, he slapped it onto the back of his other hand without revealing it.
Minho eyed his two friends warily. “Wait, what’s the punishment if I guess wrong?”
“You have to ask someone out on a date in front of us,” Changbin said.
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AKA: It's 1999, and a chance encounter at an arcade leads to an undeniable bond between Minho and Jisung. As they cross the threshold into the new millennium and young adulthood, they try to figure out what it all means, and what they mean to each other.
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04 Jul 2023
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How could someone this handsome guard anyone? Wouldn’t he be more of a distraction than a threat? Maybe that’s his secret weapon—maybe he uses his face to hypnotize people into leaving the person he's protecting alone. It sounds like the plot of an anime. There should be an anime like that out there; Jisung makes a note to search bodyguard anime when he’s home for the evening.
Jisung hires a human anti-anxiety pill.
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19 Mar 2023
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“This is Minho,” his mother said, not standing at Jisung’s entrance. “He’ll be staying with you when we’re not around.”
Jisung nodded. It was too erratic; he must have looked crazy. Minho was still smiling. Jisung felt like the layers of his skin were being peeled back and examined. He felt like a twitching body on an autopsy table. He felt like he was going to have a heart attack under all of the attention. He felt like he was going to die.
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- Part 2 of Fate or Something Worse
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12 Feb 2023
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It’s harder than he thought to be around Yuta. Sicheng wonders if it’s possible to want someone so much that it hurts to look at them.
Because that’s certainly what it feels like.
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12 Feb 2023
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“I’m sorry about this,” the man said. He took a sip of his coffee before continuing, “It’s the lesser of two evils. A mother and her young children, or a single kid. It has to be you.”
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- Part 1 of Fate or Something Worse
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Bookmarked by nalligo
12 Feb 2023
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Felix has been hopelessly in love with Chan since the moment he first laid eyes on him. His one and only desire is to be with him, but he is far too shy and awkward to approach him. Besides, the most popular boy on campus would never be interested in a loser like him… right?
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Bookmarked by nalligo
12 Feb 2023