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Maple Syrup & Icy Mints. by MirandaRights2481
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
11 Mar 2026
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After four years of silence and a thousand unanswered questions, Ilya finally gives voice to the one that has been tearing him apart. In a quiet room thick with tension, he asks in a raw, fragile whisper,
"Is she mine?"
Ilya didn't need the words. He could already smell the truth in the sudden spike of Shane's scent, the sharp, tangy fear of a cornered animal, layered with the deep, unwavering love of a parent. He could see it in the way Shane's shoulders slumped, the fight draining out of him, replaced by a profound, bone-deep weariness. Shane looked at Ilya, his eyes glistening with unshed tears, and took a shaky breath, the admission ripped from him by a force stronger than his own fear.
"Yes," he whispered, the word a surrender. "She's yours."
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10 Mar 2026
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'Ilya collapsed onto Shane, pressing a kiss against his forehead. Shane’s dazed mind wondered what it meant—he understood the raw physical desire, the aggressive thrusts and chasing one’s pleasure, but he failed to comprehend the gentle touches that might be reserved for one’s lover.'
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Shane, struggling with anxiety, is unable to meet a sex partner the regular way and thus opts for an escort service. His entanglement with Ilya, an escort who takes his virginity, ends up being more than he bargained for. Haunted by his past and grappling with his sexuality, Shane has to navigate his growing feelings for Ilya, unavoidable jealousy, and the journey towards self-acceptance.
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10 Mar 2026
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I wanna break the silence, but it is so beautiful by Louksalike
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
09 Mar 2026
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"I was asking him," Ilya pointed out.
Okay, maybe that sounded a bit passive aggressive, all things considered. It did not seem to bother Rose, though, as she answered right away:
"He's not gonna answer you."
"What? Why not?" Ilya asked, genuinely confused. Rude, he thought. His eyes went from Rose to Shane, his brows frowning.
"He just doesn't talk."
"Oh."
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Shane has selective mutism along with his autism and Ilya desperately wants to get to know him.
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10 Mar 2026
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What a Lovely Way of Sayin' How Much You Love Me by hoshgay
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
09 Mar 2026
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Shane’s eyes glazed over with tears as they stared into each others eyes. Ilya looked curious, worried, and fearful. “What is wrong? You’re so distressed, is not good.” Ilya’s accent thickened as his worry grew, English was always harder for him when he was emotional. Instead of speaking, Shane reached into his large hoodie pocket, lifting out the stick he had just spent ten minutes crying over before coming over. Ilya looked confused, but took the stick gently from Shane’s hands.
“Oh, fuck.” Ilya held it tightly his head snapping from the stick to Shane, back and forth, over and over again. “Fuck, oh, that’s-your-”
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Shane Hollander is the top player in the Canada West Collegiate hockey league, he’s going to be eligible for the draft soon and can work to become one of the few omegas in the NHL. It was straightforward. Until Ilya Rozanov decided to get him pregnant.
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- Part 1 of Ilya Rozanov is Not a Hockey Player
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09 Mar 2026
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Route 96 Kanata by Anonymous
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
08 Feb 2026
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When Shane Hollander looks into the future he sees— not a flat sheet of ice, not that, not anymore, but something equally as empty.
His backup plan was always to go to university. He hadn't thought he'd ever need it, not really. Especially not near the end, when everything felt so certain. But his grades were good, his mom made sure of that, so when he woke up in the hospital he already knew what he was going to do next. But after?
There's a standard path people take, he knows, that comes after school. But when he tries to picture it, slot himself into the picket fence and the corporate overhead fluorescents, it disappears. Like it was never going to be real at all.
(Or: after ending up at a jazz bar to celebrate the end of finals season, Shane Hollander finds himself where he never thought he'd be— in the orbit of NHL superstar Ilya Rozanov.)
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- Part 1 of Terry Fox Station
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