15 Bookmarks by ndw1127

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    After coming back from David and Yuna Hollander’s home, Shane and Ilya wake up confused, no longer in the cottage they had confessed their love in.

    They weren’t the only ones confused and out of their homes.

    So many people joined them. Friends, ex-girlfriends, teammates, and even the MLH commissioner.

    All to watch the truth between the two so-called rivals right before their eyes.

    ━━━━⊱⋆⊰━━━━

    The people in this theatre would be getting a whole show full of intimate feelings and everything Shane and Ilya kept closely guarded inside their hearts, even from each other.

    Shane’s eyes crossed Ilya’s and he could instantly tell what Ilya was thinking.

    We are so fucked.

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    13 Mar 2026

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    Shane Hollander comes out before opening night and unleashes Shane Hollander Hysteria across the NHL.
    All-Stars circle like it’s free agency and he’s the only contract available.
    His DMs combust. Rival captains get bold. Hotel rooms get interesting. The league gets possessive.
    The Metros couldn’t care less because Shane keeps dominating on the ice while getting fucked in every time zone.
    It becomes the worst-kept secret in professional hockey: everyone wants their turn.
    Ilya Rozanov is handling this very normally.

    Or:
    Shane Hollander comes out and discovers that freedom can look like a lot of things.
    Sometimes it looks like sex in every time zone.
    Sometimes it looks like queer community forming around him across the league and far beyond it.
    Sometimes it looks like becoming the most confident version of himself he has ever been.
    And somewhere in the middle of all of it, one rival captain starts realizing he may have made a catastrophic mistake.
    Unfortunately for him, Shane Hollander is having a great time.

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    13/?
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    13 Mar 2026

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    After four years of silence and a thousand unanswered questions, Ilya finally gives voice to the one that has been tearing him apart. In a quiet room thick with tension, he asks in a raw, fragile whisper,

    "Is she mine?"

    Ilya didn't need the words. He could already smell the truth in the sudden spike of Shane's scent, the sharp, tangy fear of a cornered animal, layered with the deep, unwavering love of a parent. He could see it in the way Shane's shoulders slumped, the fight draining out of him, replaced by a profound, bone-deep weariness. Shane looked at Ilya, his eyes glistening with unshed tears, and took a shaky breath, the admission ripped from him by a force stronger than his own fear.

    "Yes," he whispered, the word a surrender. "She's yours."

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    10 Mar 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 14

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    'Ilya collapsed onto Shane, pressing a kiss against his forehead. Shane’s dazed mind wondered what it meant—he understood the raw physical desire, the aggressive thrusts and chasing one’s pleasure, but he failed to comprehend the gentle touches that might be reserved for one’s lover.'

    ***

    Shane, struggling with anxiety, is unable to meet a sex partner the regular way and thus opts for an escort service. His entanglement with Ilya, an escort who takes his virginity, ends up being more than he bargained for. Haunted by his past and grappling with his sexuality, Shane has to navigate his growing feelings for Ilya, unavoidable jealousy, and the journey towards self-acceptance.

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    4/?
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    10 Mar 2026

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    "I was asking him," Ilya pointed out.

    Okay, maybe that sounded a bit passive aggressive, all things considered. It did not seem to bother Rose, though, as she answered right away:

    "He's not gonna answer you."

    "What? Why not?" Ilya asked, genuinely confused. Rude, he thought. His eyes went from Rose to Shane, his brows frowning.

    "He just doesn't talk."

    "Oh."

    - OR -

    Shane has selective mutism along with his autism and Ilya desperately wants to get to know him.

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    10 Mar 2026

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    Shane’s eyes glazed over with tears as they stared into each others eyes. Ilya looked curious, worried, and fearful. “What is wrong? You’re so distressed, is not good.” Ilya’s accent thickened as his worry grew, English was always harder for him when he was emotional. Instead of speaking, Shane reached into his large hoodie pocket, lifting out the stick he had just spent ten minutes crying over before coming over. Ilya looked confused, but took the stick gently from Shane’s hands.

    “Oh, fuck.” Ilya held it tightly his head snapping from the stick to Shane, back and forth, over and over again. “Fuck, oh, that’s-your-”

    or

    Shane Hollander is the top player in the Canada West Collegiate hockey league, he’s going to be eligible for the draft soon and can work to become one of the few omegas in the NHL. It was straightforward. Until Ilya Rozanov decided to get him pregnant.

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    09 Mar 2026

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    When Shane Hollander looks into the future he sees— not a flat sheet of ice, not that, not anymore, but something equally as empty.

    His backup plan was always to go to university. He hadn't thought he'd ever need it, not really. Especially not near the end, when everything felt so certain. But his grades were good, his mom made sure of that, so when he woke up in the hospital he already knew what he was going to do next. But after?

    There's a standard path people take, he knows, that comes after school. But when he tries to picture it, slot himself into the picket fence and the corporate overhead fluorescents, it disappears. Like it was never going to be real at all.

    (Or: after ending up at a jazz bar to celebrate the end of finals season, Shane Hollander finds himself where he never thought he'd be— in the orbit of NHL superstar Ilya Rozanov.)

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    Chapters:
    6/10
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    66,146

    06 Mar 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov has learned that nothing is free--not shelter, not food, not kindness. Every favor comes with a price, and his body is the only currency he has. When a brutal night on the streets of Montreal puts him in the path of Shane Hollander, a wealthy stranger who refuses payment for his help, Ilya doesn't trust it. He trusts transactions. He trusts survival. Shane Hollander has spent his life being careful--about his image, his future, and the expectations attached to his last name. As the heir to a powerful corporation, there is no room in his world for scandal, much less for falling in love with someone society would rather pretend doesn't exist. As Shane and Ilya are drawn together, what begins as guarded proximity turns into something neither of them can afford. Ilya and Shane must decide whether love is worth the cost--and whether they're willing to risk everything for it.

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    Chapters:
    11/11
    Comments:
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    05 Mar 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 13

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    After a rough week of pratice, Ilya goes to a stripclub and meets Shane.

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    Or The Club scene, but with a different context I've been dreaming about lol.

     

    ***Some characters are made up.

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    02 Mar 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov is the perfect embodiment of what it means to be an alpha: dominant, relentless, proud of his caste, with no intention of hiding it.

    Shane Hollander, against all odds, has proven he can be far more than an omega—as long as that truth doesn’t interfere with hockey, the only place where he allows himself to exist without labels.

    In the world of hockey, they are declared enemies. While Ilya embraces his nature and displays it without shame, Shane fights to prove there is something beyond biology, something that cannot be measured in pheromones or hierarchies.

    Everything fractures when Shane’s suppressants fail during an NHL event. With no options left and against all logic, he is forced to turn to Ilya.

    No one knows exactly what happened that night. And although Shane adamantly refuses to repeat it, Ilya begins to give in to a pull that understands neither pride, nor rivalry, nor rules.

    Nature does not forget.
    And it does not forgive.

    Or: Ilya Rozanov offers to help Shane Hollander during his heat.

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    Chapters:
    10/?
    Comments:
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    01 Mar 2026

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    Shane is brutally attacked in his Montreal apartment days after he and Ilya go public.

    Ilya, understandably, fucks up a lot of people on his journey to uncover the truth.

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    3/?
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    28 Feb 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 65

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    Shane Hollander is a quiet man with very strong opinions about hockey safety. After the world laughs at him for supporting a safety initiative, he becomes an unfortunate victim of a not-so-accidental accident. Ilya must grapple with Shane's life hanging by a thread as he navigates the world, discovering their relationship.

    They do say safety rules are written in blood after all.

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    28 Feb 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 16

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    For years, omega Shane Hollander has kept his true nature locked down, knowing one wrong move could cost him everything—his career, his safety, his place in the league. Alpha players don’t forgive, and the hockey association doesn’t forget. Things stay under control right up until a Russian hockey player storms into his life, smelling of metal, bourbon, and cedar, and blows the balance to hell.

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    2/?
    Comments:
    8
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    44
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    964

    28 Feb 2026

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    Ilya wakes up confused. He’s pretty sure he fell asleep at home, in bed, with Shane fast asleep in his arms, but he wakes up on a flat surface with a pinch in his lower back. Had he fallen off the bed in the middle of the night? Neither he nor Shane move much in their sleep, but he supposes it isn’t impossible.

    He levers himself up on one hand, stretching out his back slightly as he sits up. He’s definitely not in his bedroom anymore. The room he’s in is large and full of bulky hockey players spread out across the floor. Their soft groans and quiet questions begin to filter in his ears as they wake up as well. He sees some players he knows are on the Voyageurs, some of his own teammates, some coaching staff, and even some WAGs like Jackie Pike and Cassie Boodram. But the most important person in the room is laid out next to him, face slack and peaceful with sleep.

    “Shane,” Ilya urges, shaking him. “Shane, wake up.”

    - or

    The obligatory characters watch their own show fic.

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    Chapters:
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    Comments:
    239
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    1,223
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    15,439

    28 Feb 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 37

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    “Patience, kotik,” Ilya says lowly in his ear. “After I win race tonight, I will show my good luck charm just how much I love him.”

    A jolt of heat spreads across Shane’s body, “What if you don’t win?”

    “Impossible. With you there, how can I lose?”

    -

    Between seasons, Ilya tries out street racing, much to Shane’s dismay. Shane hates the danger, but loves seeing Ilya happy, so he supports him and goes to the races. When a rival driver notices Ilya’s good luck charm, Ilya wishes he had never started racing in the first place.

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    3/?
    Comments:
    13
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    2,591

    28 Feb 2026

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