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  1. Public Bookmark 14

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    They were the moon and the ocean, always pulling, ever retreating.

    He had thought the anger would insulate him, that wanting this and hating it simultaneously would cancel each other out and nullify the meaning behind it. 

    Instead, the anger amplified everything. Sharpened every point of contact into the tip of a knife.

    Chuuya leaned into it, baring his throat, feeling teeth and tongue and thorns.

    He had built himself a life, one that didn't revolve around Dazai, but as soon as he saw him, Chuuya had to fight not to fall back into his orbit.

    But oh, how he wanted to give in.


    Dazai and Chuuya had been in each other's orbit for a very long time, until one day Dazai simply left without a goodbye.

    Four years later, an asteroid on a collision course with Earth forces them to work together, to share space and the weight of the world.

    Saving the planet might prove easier than learning to trust each other again.
     

     

     

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    24 Aug 2026

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    oh my god :(

  2. Rec *

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    Chuuya has spent centuries watching every god in Olympus find their soulmate. Or well, every god, but him. Thus, when he discovers the existence of a soulmate archive in the Underworld, storing every match, he embarks on a trip to find it.

    The king of hell offers him a wicked deal: a peek into the archive, for the measly price of his soul.

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    In which the God of the Dead and the God of Spring are soulmates, play the long oblivious game, and make it everyone’s problem.


    "You once shone as the morning star among the living,
    but now you shine like the evening star among the dead." – Plato (Epigram 670)

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    19 Aug 2026

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    8/10 love it sm will come back

  3. Public Bookmark *

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    “Who are you then?”

    “I am Dazai. Dazai Osamu.”

    Chuuya’s eyes opened wide. He blinked a couple of times, then let out an incredulous breath. While retreating into his chair, he mumbled, “I... didn’t think it would work.”

    “It really didn’t,” Dazai smirked. He made sure to inflect his tone with scorn and mockery; let it be known that he would not bend to a human’s fleeting desires. “That is not my real name.”

    “It is.” Chuuya inclined his head to the side, curls caressing his features in fire, highlighting the redness of his cheeks — he was embarrassed, Dazai mused. Humans’ foolishness really was amusing: they had so little time and spent so much of it feeling. “As long as we’re together, that is your real name.”

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    Dazai is the Lord of Dreams. He breathes life into humans' dreams and nightmares, despite not being interested in them at all... until he encounters one human that wishes to live forever.

    And so, Dazai and Chuuya start meeting every hundred years.

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    03 Aug 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 43

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    Dazai sneaks into Chuuya's apartment intent on messing with his stuff and then disappearing. However, snooping sometimes leads to discoveries one wouldn't expect.

    So instead, he learns a little about Chuuya, and about himself as a result.

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    29 Jul 2026

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    Chuuya had a working theory: only weirdos went to the grocery store after 8pm on the weekend.

    So should he really be so surprised that on one particular evening Dazai Osamu happens to be one of them?

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    Chuuya and Dazai accidentally meet after not having spoken since they broke up in high school four years prior — and then Dazai refuses to leave Chuuya's life again.

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    29 Jul 2026