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  1. Public Bookmark 14

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    They were the moon and the ocean, always pulling, ever retreating.

    He had thought the anger would insulate him, that wanting this and hating it simultaneously would cancel each other out and nullify the meaning behind it. 

    Instead, the anger amplified everything. Sharpened every point of contact into the tip of a knife.

    Chuuya leaned into it, baring his throat, feeling teeth and tongue and thorns.

    He had built himself a life, one that didn't revolve around Dazai, but as soon as he saw him, Chuuya had to fight not to fall back into his orbit.

    But oh, how he wanted to give in.


    Dazai and Chuuya had been in each other's orbit for a very long time, until one day Dazai simply left without a goodbye.

    Four years later, an asteroid on a collision course with Earth forces them to work together, to share space and the weight of the world.

    Saving the planet might prove easier than learning to trust each other again.
     

     

     

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    24 Aug 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    oh my god :(

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    Chuuya has spent centuries watching every god in Olympus find their soulmate. Or well, every god, but him. Thus, when he discovers the existence of a soulmate archive in the Underworld, storing every match, he embarks on a trip to find it.

    The king of hell offers him a wicked deal: a peek into the archive, for the measly price of his soul.

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    In which the God of the Dead and the God of Spring are soulmates, play the long oblivious game, and make it everyone’s problem.


    "You once shone as the morning star among the living,
    but now you shine like the evening star among the dead." – Plato (Epigram 670)

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    19 Aug 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    8/10 love it sm will come back

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    “Who are you then?”

    “I am Dazai. Dazai Osamu.”

    Chuuya’s eyes opened wide. He blinked a couple of times, then let out an incredulous breath. While retreating into his chair, he mumbled, “I... didn’t think it would work.”

    “It really didn’t,” Dazai smirked. He made sure to inflect his tone with scorn and mockery; let it be known that he would not bend to a human’s fleeting desires. “That is not my real name.”

    “It is.” Chuuya inclined his head to the side, curls caressing his features in fire, highlighting the redness of his cheeks — he was embarrassed, Dazai mused. Humans’ foolishness really was amusing: they had so little time and spent so much of it feeling. “As long as we’re together, that is your real name.”

    Or,
    Dazai is the Lord of Dreams. He breathes life into humans' dreams and nightmares, despite not being interested in them at all... until he encounters one human that wishes to live forever.

    And so, Dazai and Chuuya start meeting every hundred years.

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    03 Aug 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 43

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    Dazai sneaks into Chuuya's apartment intent on messing with his stuff and then disappearing. However, snooping sometimes leads to discoveries one wouldn't expect.

    So instead, he learns a little about Chuuya, and about himself as a result.

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    29 Jul 2026

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    Chuuya had a working theory: only weirdos went to the grocery store after 8pm on the weekend.

    So should he really be so surprised that on one particular evening Dazai Osamu happens to be one of them?

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    Chuuya and Dazai accidentally meet after not having spoken since they broke up in high school four years prior — and then Dazai refuses to leave Chuuya's life again.

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    29 Jul 2026

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    “Okay, so just so we’re on the same page, you met this guy at the café—”

    “Yes.”

    “Eavesdropped on a personal exchange with his sister—”

    “Yup.”

    “Then proceeded to argue with him—”

    “Uh-huh.”

    “Asked him on a date—”

    “Yeah.”

    “And then stole his wallet?”

    “I didn’t steal it,” Dazai defended, arms crossed like a petulant child, “he left it and I took it.”

    Kunikida leveled him with a glare. “That’s stealing, Dazai.”

    Or:

    Dazai is so down bad for a pretty, angry stranger that he resorts to theft— and it works?

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    29 Jul 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    cute

  7. Public Bookmark 46

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    In a drunken stupor, Dazai and Chuuya cross that flimsy line and spend the night together.

    Turns out, actions have consequences

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    24 Jul 2026

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    After Hirotsu gives them their offerings, they exchange rings, and Dazai never, not once, breaks eye contact even as they're instructed to kiss. Chuuya expects a wet tongue in his mouth as some sort of demonstration of dominance, so he's surprised when Dazai's hand lifts to cover them both, and the only thing that's pressed to his lips — the corner of them, to be precise — is a dry, fleeting kiss.

    And then it's done.

    Chuuya is officially, irrevocably married to the one and only head of the mafia.

    Or, an AU in which king of the sheep Chuuya has to marry port mafia boss Dazai to get one of his people out of jail.

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    07 Mar 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    <3

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    The distance between them is significant, but Dazai can still see Chuuya's quizzical head tilt, almost asking;

    You came?

    Dazai does a mock bow that makes Chuuya roll his eyes.

    You called.

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    Or, Dazai's sophomore year starts with him getting caught up in the orbit of Chuuya Nakahara, and being unable to escape.

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    18 Feb 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    LZIAOXISOXIOSIXOS😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

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    Chuuya’s life is unexpectedly great: Yokohama is at peace, he hasn’t seen Dazai since Meursault and his wine cellar is always full.

    But, when Double Black is asked to take care of a Gifted child, Chuuya faces the ghosts of his past: his heart, his old partner, his loyalty.

    He can’t fail this mission. He owes it to the child, to the Flags, to his family, to himself.

    Enter Dazai.

    Or: Nakahara Chuuya’s guide on how to raise a child with your traitor ex-partner (that you might be in love with).

    And of course there’s only one bed.

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    01 Apr 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    OSKXOWNIDNEOXNEICK????

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    This was not a good idea.

    Hirotsu knew this was not a good idea, and he tried telling Mori that multiple times. Yet the boss just smiled and waved him off.

    “The boys will be fine, Hirotsu-san. What’s the worst that can happen?”

    What’s the worst thing that could happen as Soukoku’s newly assigned handler? Well, to start, Hirotsu was only assuming this position because the teens managed to kill their last handler. And the one before that. And Mori refused to disclose what the boys did to the first one.

    OR

    Hirotsu becomes Soukoku's new handler and learns how little he truly knows about them and their relationship.

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    11 Feb 2025

  12. Rec *

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    After the fight with Lovecraft, Dazai had left Chuuya behind.

    He didn't expect Chuuya to go missing. He didn't expect his entire world would shift once the redhead did.

    In the meantime, stuck in a place he thought he would never return to, Chuuya is just trying to stay alive.

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    This is a canon-divergent take not only on what happened after the fight against Lovecraft, but as I have only seen the anime, this is a very canon-divergent take on Chuuya's past.

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    11 Feb 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    !!!!!

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    Dazai Osamu has been in a coma for exactly one year, seven months, and twenty-two days. But Death still refuses to take him.

    Trapped in the space between worlds and unable to die, Dazai waits, killing what precious time he may have left and hoping—praying—that his family will pull the plug and move on. He doesn't expect someone to move into his old apartment instead.

    Nakahara Chuuya, two-time Grammy awards winner, and freshly unemployed pessimist, has never believed in fate, much less the supernatural. But the lively—if a bit annoying—ghost of his apartment's previous tenant, might just change everything.

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    24 Jun 2024

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    “Dazai-san, you’re staring.” Atsushi noticed, finding a spot over the railing next to Dazai. “Hm. I guess so.” He replied, not looking away from the rink. Just for a moment, the brunet’s eyes reflected the bright light from the overhead lights, a bright glow engulfing them. “It’s not that often I have the time to see you guys act so barbaric, it’s very entertaining.”

    Atsushi gave the other a light shove. “Is that really what you’re here to see?”

    Annoyed, Dazai moved his gaze with narrow eyes towards Atsushi. Before he could shoot back at him, a loud yell from the rink interrupted them. “THE FUCK ARE YOU LOOKING AT, YOU LOUSY PILE OF BANDAGES?!”

    -

    Where after losing a bet, Nakahara Chuuya, a skilled but short-tempered hockey player, is forced to train with Dazai Osamu , the most annoying figure skater he had the misfortune to meet.

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    25 Apr 2024

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    “So, you have kids now?”

    Dazai turns around, a sarcastic smile on his face. “And you’re a teacher?”

    Chuuya cocks his head with a smirk. God.

    “Yeah, I am.”

    After a messy break-up, Dazai and Chuuya accidentally find themselves crossing paths— Five years later, both two strangers once again.

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    11 Mar 2024

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    Best friends is too simple a term to squash the entire dynamic of Dazai Osamu and Nakahara Chuuya within.

    Sure, they’ve known each other since they were children, and they’re each other’s #1 on their best friend lists on Snapchat, and Chuuya’s been seen one too many times in his hoodies. People have also noticed how Dazai’s main muse for his volunteer hobby of polaroid photographer is the redhead himself.

    But the pranks they pull on each other isn’t much of a ‘best friend’ thing to do.

    Especially when one of the pranks get pulled so far,

    That Chuuya is forbidden from seeing Dazai ever again.

    And though he sees no good coming from such a forced separation, the one thing that can enhance their futures together is propelled forward at a faster speed than either of them could have ever imagined:

    Coming to terms with their unusual feelings for each other.


     
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    Mil <3

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    25 Feb 2024

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