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  1. Public Bookmark 37

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    Dan's early 2010 struggle with his home life, his future, and how Phil fits into everything.

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    12 May 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 28

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    Discovering Phil's video for the first time at seventeen is definitely more than a turning point for Daniel. In fact, when he's much older than now, Dan will describe seeing Phil's quirky face and kind eyes and long hair as the moment his entire world was tilted on its axis, making it completely revolve around an amazing and spectacular man who can save him with gentle touches and soothing words.

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    2009 Dan and Phil. Chapter one of an amazing story, ten years in the making.

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    24 Apr 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 24

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    dan and phil have sex for the first time and dan realises what it feels like to feel safe

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    16 Apr 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 45

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    Three conversations in Phil’s bedroom in 2009.

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    14 Apr 2026

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    October, 2009: Dan is meeting Phil for the first time tomorrow. He just has to get through this night.

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    “The precious desire burning deep in Dan's gut is intoxicating and he should be so much more scared than he is. He’s still plenty terrified, but maybe just this once he can allow his heart to want this. He’ll pick up the shattered pieces later.”

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    formidable: (adj.) causing you to have fear or respect for something or someone because that thing or person is large, powerful, or difficult

    (title and inspiration from Formidable by twenty one pilots)

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    30 Mar 2026