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    After a mix-up leaves Hayden with the wrong phone for three days, he ends up learning more about Ilya Rozanov and his secret girlfriend, Jane.

    Another Hayden-Finds-Out, because we can't have too many.

    *now with the extra continuing Hayden-Rozanov friendship text threads*

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    19 Mar 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 14

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    He hasn’t laughed like this around Connor in—God, Hudson doesn’t even know how long. It's not the polite chuckle he has to let out whenever Connor makes a joke so it won’t feel weird that he isn’t reacting, but the real thing. Real, genuine joy. It startles him how good it feels. How it pulls him back to Ottawa, those first few days before filming the first season when it was just them sharing a bed and sharing a life, bad coffee and long nature walks and friendship dates and figuring each other out without an audience, without stakes. Why'd he ever give that up?

    The answer arrives almost as quickly as he asks when Connor reaches forward and brushes a stray piece of Hudson’s hair back from his forehead. Reason comes rushing back in. This is why.

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    13 Mar 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 33

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    The worst part of it all is that Connor can’t pinpoint exactly when and where things started to go wrong between them. At the same time, he won’t stand here and lie and pretend that he hasn’t noticed the gradual decline. Mold, growing over their friendship. What was that thing people say about rotten apples? How it poisons the barrel and nothing is safe? He wonders, if he could peel back their layers—all that history, everything they have ever shared, would he find rot, too? Is there nothing sacred anymore between them? But this is all rhetorical. Connor isn’t really asking, because he’s not sure he’s going to like the answer.

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